Can I See You Again

Sad Reality

From that day on, Youra could no longer eat. He just sat in the corner of his bed with a swollen face. "Your Majesty, eat first." Dayang Nari serves your favorite meal, but she doesn't want it at all.

"Dayang Nari .. " call Youra Iirih. Her voice is a little bit raucous. "I'm not hungry. Can you get rid of all this food?" Youra is really very sad.

Because from that day on, the Crown Prince really didn't want to meet her. Never seen in the house. He did not receive the letter he sent. There was a pain after that. This was the first time, the Crown Prince had refused a letter from him. Youra did not even care anymore about the letters Jun sent out. His brain kept imagining the sad thing. He's very scared. Fear of losing the Crown Prince.

Suddenly the daydream was awake. "Your Majesty, Eunuch Cho wants to meet you." Hearing him, youa was inexplicably excited, quickly tidying up her clothes. Hopefully, Kasim Cho will come with the Crown Prince or just give happy news.

"It's nice to meet you, Your Majesty," Eunuch Cho said. "Eunuch Cho, you alone?" youra asked disappointedly when she realized Eunuch Cho was indeed alone.

"Your Majesty, do you want to meet the Crown Prince?" ask Eunuch Cho suddenly, expectantly. The face was very puffy, with excessive sunken eyes.

"Please .. say yes, Your Majesty." Dayang Nari placed that hope in her heart.

"No" replied Youa. Never giving in, he just kept his ego. The whole waiter who heard it was disappointed. Though, there was still an opportunity for him to show love for the Crown Prince to forgive him.

"Your Majesty. To be honest, I have no right to interfere in this matter." Eunuch Cho lowered his sad face. "But why, you are so hearty to His Highness the Crown Prince?" ask Kasim Cho afterwards. Eunuch Cho rested at Youra's feet, until the entire servant walked back to not hear the confession. They left Youra with Dayang Nari and Kasim Cho alone.

"If you are angry that the Crown Prince destroyed your jugs while in the village, please just punish me. If you are angry that the Crown Prince touched you, then the law is also a servant only. But I beg ..." Eunuch Cho put his hands together, rubbing them together tears. "Please, be nice. At least respect His Majesty as the future leader of this country, if not respect him as a husband." Youra, who was just daydreaming in despair, was becoming increasingly unable to make a sound.

"The Crown Prince bought the most expensive beautiful ceramics in the country, to replace your jugs that he once hit while in the market, he said, but he was never again able to come out because it was discovered by the king's palace officers. Every day, he would look at the ceramic until he fell asleep. He also pauses to look at you while you are in the market. Jung Hyun said everything, until the heart of the servant was so hurt, Your Majesty. He has no one in this country. If you're suffering so much from being alone, don't you know, he's a lot more lonely and a lot more miserable than you?" Eunuch Cho cried sobbing in front of Youra while kneeling, just continuing to plead.

"He didn't eat well, and didn't sleep well. Of the three bowls of rice served every day, only 1 to 3 spoons were swallowed." Inexhaustible Eunuch Cho threw all those emotions of sadness.

"The Crown Prince has had personality disorders since childhood. If he was hurt, he would go on a rampage, or hurt himself. If he has too much thought, his nose will continue to bleed. His hands are full of wounds. While sleeping, he never felt well. Keep scratching his hand until it is injured if his heart is sick. If you can't love her, can't you just pity her a little?"

Youra. Sitting down, throwing the body of his stake down on the floor. While Eunuch Cho just kept putting his face down. "You have greatly disappointed him. These few days, he would not eat at all, Your Majesty. He did not sleep, nor did he rest. His nose did not stop bleeding, and refused to be called a healer. Please, just once, meet him and give him your support."

Youra answered nothing. Stuck in place very long time. "Today he married the woman. Is there not, just a little jealousy in your heart?"

Yeah, I'm so jealous.

***

Today, the Crown Prince remarried. The event was held closed and in a hurry. However, until the event was over, the Crown Prince did not look at the face of his bride at all. The Crown Prince moved from his seat, until Han Ji-Eun held back his arm. "Your Majesty, where are you going?" han Ji-Eun asked tightly grasping the arm. The Crown Prince looked at the hand that held him. "Never touch me." The Crown Prince forced his hand out of Han Ji-Eun's grasp. Han Ji-Eun is very claustrophobic. He cannot accept that treatment.

Ever since hearing the news of the younger brother being appointed as a concubine for the Crown Prince, Jun had become more excited than usual. This good news created little hope for Jun to be able to bring back Youra out of the palace easily.

The Crown Prince postponed his first night on the grounds of illness. This further made the palace especially Han Ji-Eun not accept. Therefore, the palace only delayed that first night for two days. Together with the queen, Han Ji-Eun used those two days to think of a way for the Crown Prince to want to fuck her.

***

"Hurry and give me the cure" Han Ji-Eun said without any courtesy. The queen laughed, while giving the medicine to the queen. "This. You're really a challenging and brave concubine."

"Are you sure, she'll be aroused by this?" han Ji-Eun asked excitedly. Queen nodded. "Without any stimulant, a man will be tempted by a brave woman like yourself." Han Ji-Eun smiled. Sleeping with the Crown Prince and having offspring from him, would not only help him to obtain the title of queen, but would also make the Crown Prince fall in love with him.

***

Finally, that night came. The night that the Crown Prince will be with another woman.

"Your Majesty, are you okay?" dayang Nari asked as she looked at the grieving pale face of Youra. Youra was silent, but she did not even step aside from where she was standing. Still on the balcony of his palace, looking at the palace of the husband.

"Tonight, is the first night of the Crown Prince and his new bride, after several times always postponed. Are you really going to let it go, Your Majesty?" ask Dayang Nari. Youra was very agitated, pacing erratically. He crouched down on the edge of the balcony afterwards, biting his own hand. His heart is beating no more. His stomach hurt, so he vomited because he could not accept the reality.

"Your Majesty ... " Dayang Nari was crouching beside him.

"Still you love Young Master Jun? If so, why did you become like this?"

That question, as if to answer his entire pain. If love belongs to someone else, why should it hurt and hurt?

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