Can I See You Again

The Loved Death

Youra finally decided to go home alone without her sister.

Youra who innocently at that time just kept walking without knowing anything. He stepped into the house with a raging feeling, trying to calmly gather all his hopes into one because a little more would arrive. He thought everything would be fine after he went to bed and woke up again in the morning. 

I thought, everything's gonna be okay.

Youra wiped her tears, carrying a smile as usual so that her parents would not worry. 

I thought everything would be beautiful.

Youra who decided to go home without her brother walked alone through the road home as usual. But that night was very strange. No one was on the road he was on. The streets back then, were really very quiet. 

In fact, 

No one was in sight except for a few houses that had been destroyed. Youra scared.

Finally, he just continued walking without looking back. However, reality is not so. Apparently, the fear that was thought to be gone, even became traumatized later on after seeing a lot of blood splattered on the empty and deserted streets. 

I freaked..

Whirling back in her head, her brother's blood-stained clothes, Ara's words stating her brother's life was threatened, her father's panicked face, her mother's smile, all stirred into one until her breathing was tight.

Youra who was trying to think everything would be fine dragged her weak legs all the way home. 

He thought he would take refuge with his mother and father when he got home.

Youra finally, by then had arrived in front of his house. He, who had been coming home with laughter all this time, stopped that day in front of the gate of his house without blinking. 

Clearly still remembered by me, though,

Breathing's tight. He is not strong standing. Very weak, making his heart almost stop beating.

I can see blood everywhere. 

With his weak legs he just fell in front of the gate of his house shed tears. 

All those who have always served my family, I see their bodies everywhere. 

Youra held onto her aching chest. 

Their smiles, their laughter and their jokes…

Far away in the hallway of his house, he clearly saw the abundant blood, pouring profusely from his father's body.  

 Fathering…

Youra wanted to step up, but all stopped. Someone seemed to be dragging the body of a woman who was very familiar to Youra.

Who loves me..

Who stroked and combed my hair..

He smiles every time I go home.

Who hugged me when I was scared..

The body was dragged unhappily towards the courtyard of Youra's house by unknown masked men. One of them was wearing clothes he knew.

Mothers…

The speechless Youa was speechless with tears streaming down her cheeks. His heart just kept beating, hoping to stop.

Why would..

Youra could clearly see, the woman lying lifeless, was the mother who had cared for and cherished her all along. 

Why, you guys lying to me?

Youra who could not bear to fall to the rock unconsciously had injured her own head.

He said he would always be with me.

Youra clearly saw that some people were also dragging the blood-soaked father's body, already lifeless.

He said he would always accompany me.

Seeing that, Youra hit hard on his chest.

But in fact, it hurts…

He tried to stand up to pick up a stone to attack the men.

Those of you who talk about love, deceive me.

With a stagger, Youra who was already not strong with a roar of tears stood up throwing stones at those people. However, due to his weakness, his throw was not up to the goal. The stone fell down first before he swung it.

How y'all..

Leaving me with a badly wounded heart.

Youra was about to attack again, but she fell weakly.

It's dark…

Youra tried to get up and hold on to the wall of her fence. He tried to attack the man as best he could.

As he stepped up, suddenly someone pulled him and smothered his mouth.

Older brother…

That person pulled his weak body away.

Help me…

**

Mother always said that her love would continue to flow and live in the souls of her children, that means she would not leave. 

He said he wouldn't leave me.

Prepare food for me..

Kissing forehead…

Smiled me…

Everything was..

He always told me that one day, he would take me to the palace, teach me to dance, make new clothes for me, make chicken soup for dinner, laugh with my dad, protect me. But in fact, he lied to me.

My father said he would protect me, 

He said he would come home with wheat bread..

Who carried me while I was asleep waiting for him..

Who rubbed my head..

Laughing at my behavior,

I promised and left.

At that time, I thought my life was over. I think I just want to die. 

I'm still alive why can't I do anything?

Why didn't I go home early?

I just want to go with them. But, uh,

“Youra, calm yourself”.

I, unconscious, heard the voice clearly.

“Come survive!". 

Someone who loves me very much…

“Kakak? Is that you?" youra replied weakly with half-open eyes. Now he is leaning on the body of the brother whose face is covered in black cloth.

“Iya, this is brother”.

My strong brother, whose heart was frozen, never cried in front of me.

“Do not say yes, later they hear it,” orders Young.

“Kakak, Mom and Dad.. Mom and Dad, please save them,” pinta Youra who is trying to restore her consciousness, moaning in tears.

“Youra calm down, don't cry. They can hear us. Let's get out of here".

I'm the stupid one, though,

“No, I want dad and mom to come with us!” youra cried sobbing.

“Hei! Who's there?!".

The masked men heard them and were about to chase. Young smothered the brother's mouth and carried the younger brother on his back.

I shouldn't have troubled my brother.

Young ran with his weak sister.

“Calm down, for Father and Mother's sake, we should both be safe".

Young ran with all his might. 

“Everything will be fine,” explains Young.

The masked men chased after them and shot arrows at them. 

I heard my brother's crying as he ran.

Realizing that, the great Young, with his sharp instincts, instantly twisted his body, so that the arrow that should have shot into the body of the younger brother instead hit his upper arm.

But my stupidity hurt him. 

After finding a place to rest for a while, he paused behind a boulder to make sure his sister was okay.

“Youra are you okay?” ask the brother while checking on his sister. 

“Hmm,” nods Youra who can't bear to cry loudly smothering her own mouth. 

Youra's face was very pampered. The tears kept flowing down his cheeks, leaving Young unable to see him. She, with a severe sad face, tried hard to hold back her cries. He cut his mouth open, muffling his sobbing sound.

Young peeked a little, he saw the people who were still chasing him. Immediately he covered his sister's face with his handkerchief. He opened his robe.

“Wear this, come on. Close your head,” Young commands, before finally he returns to carry the sister on his back. 

Youra who was being carried by her brother fell silent, she saw her brother's arm was badly injured. Makes her wish cry hard to be.

“Sister, you're injured,” Youra's panic smothers her own mouth so that her crying voice is not heard.

“Calm down, it'll be fine. Hold onto Brother's shoulder tightly".

Youra covered the wound with her hand to stop the bleeding. He hugged his sister's shoulder tightly and Young continued running with all her might afterwards.

At that moment I realized, 

My brother's cold in his attitude,

Which I thought was freezing her heart, though,

Behind his face and his stubbornness, which I thought was all right, that day I realized, there was a long-nesting wound. There was a wound that he kept tight, for the sake of this stupid me.

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