Between the Dusk Border

Don't shy away

Jehan was still unmoved, even the girl did not receive the book that Gibran offered, the girl only saw it because she was confused.

"Em, this is Kenzie's diary, before leaving he asked me to give it to you." Jehan's breath was hunting, but finally the girl received the book after knowing it was Kenzie's book.

"I go, thank you for the drink" Jehan passed by without waiting for a reply from Gibran, the girl would read the book later. That is if he can read it. Lately his heart has become sensitive. It was all because of Kenzie who left her without saying goodbye. The man said he would not leave her.

"Jehan" the girl stopped her steps when she heard Gibran's voice, apparently the man did not give up, even though he was very tired.

"Don't keep avoiding me, let me take care of you" said the man, even as he clasped his hands tightly together.

"Let me continue with you, I just want to replace Kenzie to look after you. We can be friends like before. Coming back close again" the man said, Jehan tried to let go of his hand, but Gibran clasped him tightly.

"I can't"

"Why ? we are the same Je, both lost, equally injured, so let's stand together, life must go on. We can be friends, that's enough" Gibran said, the man looked Jehan in the eyes, he had promised in his heart, want to always take care of Jehan like his older brother who does not let the girl be sad for a moment.

"It's not that easy Bran"

"What is not easy, all is not easy Because you continue to reject me, away from me, when we used to be legitimate" again Gibran interjected Jehan's words, the man sighed violently.

"As much as you are, I'm tired" Jehan replied resignedly, just let everything go as it should, he will not act as he pleases anymore.

"I drove you home okay, what were you up to ?"

"Taxi"

"I've driven home now" Gibran clasped Jehan's hand, then took the girl to walk towards his car, the man opened the car for Jehan, sighing, Jehan chose to get in the car.

During the journey there was only silence, Gibran focused on his wheel, as well as Jehan who had absolutely no intention of opening his mouth, the girl saw the diary book in his hand, she was curious about all the contents of the book, wanting to read but was afraid if she came back crying later.

The girl's hand had already wanted to open the contents first, but again closing it, her heart hesitated to continue.

All this time he never thought that Kenzie had a diary, because yes, Jehan thought because Kenzie was a man where maybe he wrote a diary like a woman.

But when he saw the first sheet at a glance, Jehan believed if it was indeed Kenzie's book, it proved that the writing in the book was very similar to Kenzie's handwriting.

Though he was determined to make the girl laugh and happy again, he tried hard to help Kenzie to be with Jehan, but now the girl again experienced the same thing even more severe.

But even so, Gibran will not give up he will continue to try to make Jehan's life back to how it was, although it is difficult he will not give up, he will take care of his sister's favorite girl, he will take care of her, and won't let the girl cry let alone get hurt.

The car has now arrived in front of the gate of Jehan's house, Gibran deliberately did not bring it in, he felt sad because it had not played to the house of the girl next to him.

"Ngga stopped by ?" jehan asked, Gibran pulled the corner of his lips into a smile, he was glad that Jehan was no longer cold to him.

"No need to go to the office, you just go in" Gibran said, Jehan just nodded, then got out of Gibran's car.

After seeing Gibran's car disappear, the girl chose to go inside, as her timing was perfect because the gate was opened by the guards.

"Eh, it was true that non Jehan was outside, entered non" Jehan nodded, the girl went inside, and the security guard closed the fence again.

"Thank you sir" the security guard nodded, smiling kindly, Jehan began to step into the mansion before him.

The girl immediately walked into the room, but her steps came to a halt when she heard her mama's voice.

"Jehan you've come home" Jehan turned his head, his mama was sitting in the living room, Jehan nodded his head slowly.

"So mama saw the food in the room was intact, you didn't eat son" Jehan fell silent, he forgot or maybe he didn't taste to touch the food.

"Yes, you just go up if tired, later if you're not tired of coming down ya mama want to talk to the girl mama, as well as you eat, do not let you not, mama does not want you sick." Jehan nodded again, actually he could not bear to continue acting like this to people who love him. But he could not force himself to keep pretending, it felt too tired.

Jehan set his foot back to leave the place, while Mama Selina only saw Jehan's back begin to disappear, the woman sighed deeply saddened by the story of her daughter.

After arriving at the room, Jehan put his bag on the nightstand, then the girl laid her body on the bed with her legs dangling down.

Sighing for a moment, Jehan chose to close his eyes for a moment, neutralizing his feelings that continued to battle inwardly.

The girl glanced over the nightstand, the food that you brought this morning was no longer there, may have been brought down. The girl went back to feeling guilty about her mother. Though his angel had cooked special for him so that he did not get sick but he did not touch the food at all.