Between the Dusk Border

Lover

"May I ask you something" Jehan asked, Kenzie still stared into his eyes intensely.

"What's the matter ?"

"Why is your attitude so excessive Ken when we just met but your attitude like we've known for years. Then why is your attitude so possessive like a lover, when you also know that I am bound to an arranged marriage to someone" said Jehan because he was curious, honestly he always felt confused every Kenzie was excessive in his words.

Kenzie's face returned moody, maybe the man returned angry with him, but honestly Jehan also could not stand by Kenzie's attitude that was so strange for him.

"I'm just asking for a minute, please don't make my mood go bad. Could it be a moment, right ?" kenzie's face looked so pitiful, Jehan always felt unbearable when looking at that face, but he himself had to make sure everything he felt.

"I'm just making sure..."

"I'm just asking for a minute, not a day" Kenzie said quickly, before Jehan even finished his speech.

"But Ken, I can't keep going" said Jehan with a lowered head.

"Aren't you comfortable being around me ?" Jehan was silent there.

"Say if you don't like my existence, then I won't appear before you again" Jehan looked at Kenzie with teary eyes. Her heart ached without her knowing why when she heard Kenzie's hurt speech.

Kenzie stood up, intending to leave. But Jehan prevented her by clasping the man's hand, Jehan standing before Kenzie, the girl hugged Kenzie's body tightly, burying her face in the man's chest.

Kenzie was silent, even returning his embrace was not, it made Jehan hurt. I don't know why he doesn't like the attitude that Kenzie gives.

There used to be no man who could make his heart shake other than the man who was in his past. But now, Kenzie is able to make him feel happy, confused, restless, sad simultaneously. The presence of the man was so powerful that it shifted Juna's position in his long-empty little heart.

"That's not what I mean, why do you like to misunderstand me" Jehan said as he pleased, trust me Kenzie's heart ached so much, he could never bear to see Jehan cry, he could never bear to see Jehan cry, he would not be able to see the girl hurt even a little, physically or mentally.

"You're the one who told me about the match, doesn't that mean you want me to stop getting close to you, even if you say we won't be together. It was just a dream" Kenzie chuckled with a wistful look on his face.

"Yes I know it's just a dream, but you realize I didn't hurt Je, you know, I've always tried to act like I'm fine but it still doesn't change that my heart hurts to hear all your mean words"

"I'm just confused, your attitude, your attention makes me confused, you don't even explain to me about your attitude. I'm just asking for an explanation, I don't even know if you're acting like that to just me, or maybe to a lot of women out there. Don't you think that your attitude can make other people fall in love. Especially if you behave like that most women obviously it will make me hurt Ken" explained Jehan at length, even the woman was still as unwilling as she cried.

Kenzie silently clasped Jehan's trembling body into his arms, hugging the woman's body tightly as if so scared of losing the woman. Kenzie took Jehan's body and sat down in the long chair and sat Jehan on his lap.

Jehan leaned his head on Kenzie's shoulder, the girl wiping away her remaining tears, actually she wanted to demand an answer from Kenzie but the gentle rubbing in her hair that Kenzie was doing was quite capable of keeping her calm.

"Look good, I'm just acting like this to you, there's no other woman I treat like I treat you. There is no other woman I love but you. Never thought in my mind to play you. I love you Je with a sincere heart, I never like to see you close to other men because this heart is yours, and never like it when you touch other men. I love you dear, really" Jehan looked up, looking into Kenzie's eyes that looked so sincere, it turned out that his heart was so fragile, because it was as easy as falling into Kenzie's sincerity. But again, he could not control his heart to keep it closed, when the man came to offer the sincerity he so needed.

Maybe he will forget Juna with all his memories, because the man does not know until when he will leave.

"I love you too, though I don't know what I'm feeling yet, but I obviously don't like it when you say you won't show up in front of me. I don't like it and I don't want you to go" said Jehan, replying to Kenzie's gaze.

"What about Dion ?"

"You can still decide the matchmaking baby, will your own papa who says you have the right to make your choice" Kenzie said as he cupped Jehan's face, then kissed the girl's forehead fondly.

"Yes too" Jehan said with a smile.

"Unless you have the same feeling as the new Dion I'll be backing out of your life"

"Stop, your words sound creepy in my ears" said the girl was upset, Kenzie smiled again, his heart was warm with the attitude of his beloved girl.

"So is this beautiful woman willing to accept this man ?" kenzie asked while cupping Jehan's face and facing him.

"I clearly accept this handsome man as my lover" Jehan said with a smile, sounding cruel indeed because of his initial purpose he was waiting for Juna but now his heart turned to how else.

"Am I really handsome ?"

"Tell me one more time if I'm handsome"

"What the hell is it"

"Dear dear, just say it again" Jehan's face flushed to hear the man calling her affectionately. In the past, the man often called her with the word dear.

"Yes-yes you are handsome" said Jehan slowly.

"You ?"

"My most handsome love after my father and brother Al" Jehan said with a smile, Kenzie was anxious and kissed the girl's face. Jehan laughed and tried to escape from Kenzie's embrace and Kenzie's kiss that continued to invade his face.

"Hem is insincere" Jehan smiled to see his lover sulking again.

"I want to go home now"

"I'll drive you"

"How was my car ?"

"Your car's been delivered to the house"

"How will my parents respond later"

"It's okay, let me take you home"