Between the Dusk Border

Will Try to Forget

Early in the morning Jehan came out of the house, using his car, the girl drove the four-wheeled vehicle towards Juna's grave. Now that his heart was calmer than yesterday, he would try to come to terms with all the wounds he felt.

Because he realized, it would be useless to continue to remember the painful, will only make us a failed human being, who cannot make peace with all his pain.

Walking slowly up the wet mausoleum, with red roses in both hands, Jehan passed through every night, her goal is one that becomes the final resting place for her love, the tomb of Juna.

Sitting in front of the tombstone, where the ground is still red, with so many flowers sprinkled and still look fresh, Jehan placed his flower on the tombstone's back, rubbing it slowly, no more tears, he will try not to cry anymore even though his heart feels tight.

"Thank you for being present in my life, teaching me so many things, decorating my bleak life, your presence giving me the most beautiful meaning I've ever had" the girl rubbed a picture of Juna in the tomb, and she took it, very grateful to be able to meet a figure like Arjuna who is so strong in his life, a man that he will continue to remember until the end of his life.

"I promise to fight and live better. I won't let you down again, your girl will fight even harder. You are calm there, no need to worry about my life in the future."

"Just wait for me to come, we will definitely be back together" the girl kissed the photo of Juna closing her eyes for a moment to rearrange her heart, putting the photo in front of Juna's tombstone. Then Jehan began to rise, at least he had spoken to Juna, even if only in front of the expanse of land. The girl walked away from the place without looking back.

While walking towards the car, Jehan's head felt dizzy, the girl held her body on the back of the tree, the girl forced herself to go back to walking, but fateful because of the dizziness that got worse finally Jehan fell.

Jehan opened his eyes as he felt a gentle massage on his palm, the girl opened her eyes slowly, circulating her gaze, although her head still felt dizzy, she tried to be fully conscious.

"Get better, how still dizzy his head" the girl turned to the side, now seen beside him, Gibran sat while staring at him with a worried look, looking at him, the man's hand clasped his hand while massaging it slowly.

Jehan shook his head in response, the girl sighed for a while, letting Gibran hold her hand. The girl looked around, now she was lying in her bedroom bed with Gibran, the door was open, but there was no one but the two of them.

"Which mama ?" jehan asked, the girl was looking for her mama because her mama was invisible to her existence.

"Tante Selina's back at the office, but she'll be home soon. Aunty said you didn't eat breakfast, why don't you try to eat breakfast" Jehan shook his head again, he didn't have the appetite, even just saw it made him nauseous.

"Why are you here ?"

"I was at home, but just until I saw you get out in the car, it turned out to Kenzie's grave, I was waiting for you outside the tomb, but because long ago I decided to catch up with you but I saw you fall. Yaudah I brought you home" Jehan was silent, but he understood what Gibran meant.

"Yes I went to Juna's grave" Jehan replied with a bitter smile, Gibran was silent, his eyes fixed straight on Jehan's net hazel. He knew that the girl in front of him still felt lost for Arjuna's departure.

"You know the truth" Gibran said, tightening his hand. Jehan nodded.

"I'm sorry if I didn't tell you in the first place" Gibran regretted not telling Jehan, never expecting it to end the way it does now.

"It's okay, I promise to forget everything, it's all just enough to remember" Jehan smiled faintly, the girl returned Gibran's gaze, so that the man would not continue to look at him with a look of pity.

"You're a really strong girl Je, it's only natural that Juna loves you so much" Gibran said with a big smile on her lips, Jehan smiled.

"Jehan" Jehan turned his gaze towards the door, where his older brother was walking towards him with a worried face.

"Where are you Je, you are fine, why did you faint, you must not have breakfast, you since yesterday did not touch food at all, so now you have passed out" her brother asked at length, Jehan just rolled his eyeballs a lazy omen.

"You're so hard to tell, now you haven't eaten yet ?" Jehan was silent, lazily responding to his older brother. Alarick turned his head and looked at Gibran, the understanding Gibran finally replied to the words of his best friend's brother.

"Jehan has not eaten brother, sister is very difficult to ask to eat" Gibran fought while smiling amused when he saw the look of Jehan's face is pitying.

"Eat first Je, do you need a bribe sister ?"

"I need to eat by myself"

"Excuse me, this is non-Jehan food" not long after the aunt came while carrying a tray containing food and water in the glass.

"Thank you bi" Gibran stood up and received the tray, not forgetting to give a friendly smile to the aunt who was nodding back by the aunt.

"Eat first yes I'm a bribe" Gibran took the food a little and thrust it in front of Jehan's mouth.

"I can eat by myself" Jehan replied as he looked at his older brother who was still standing in the room.

"Not coming out, there's Gibran too" the man stepped out of the room. The door to the room just left open.

"Udah let me give you a bribe, rather than later you will not eat this food" Jehan sighed, the girl opened her mouth, the food that was in her mouth was so excruciating, so painful, jehan forced her to swallow the food.

"Thank you Bran" Jehan looked at Gibran with a teary look, Gibran smiled, rubbing Jehan's face with his hands.

"You must be happy Je" Gibran said firmly, the man sat on the bed, then hugged Jehan's body. Jehan was silent, the girl was relieved to have a friend like Gibran, although she was still not completely sincere, but as time went on, she was sure that she would be sincere about Juna's departure.

"I promise Jun, I'll make your girl as happy as I can, I won't let anyone make her cry."

"I love you Juna, and I will try to forget you as you want, and focus on my life for the future."

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