Between the Dusk Border

Destinies

Jehan came down when the day had changed overnight, the girl had chosen to be in the room, spending time reading novels and listening to music. It's better to lock yourself up in a room than to meet her annoying sister.

Truly having an older brother is not always delicious, just kept in the philanders and bullied, he said, although his sister rarely harassed him, but once his brother was disturbing it can be sure it will not stop until he is satisfied. Jehan went down the stairs and saw his family who were already sitting at the dining table, the girl was sitting on her chair lazily.

if she hadn't knocked on the door and told her to come down, she wouldn't have come down, she'd rarely have dinner, she'd only eat if she'd been coerced by her parents, but considering now her sister is home. Then he did not need to get coercion because if he ignored eating even his brother would nag along the train route.

After dinner, Jehan walked back to his room, his sister sitting on the living room sofa to chat with papa and mama but he chose to go up. Not intending to join their conversation.

Jehan stared at the bed with a blank look, the girl walked towards the balcony of the room, the atmosphere inside the room suddenly became quiet, the lights were off because Jehan did not turn on, he said, the girl walked over to the dark balcony without any lighting.

"since when dark became my friend" the question always popped up in Jehan's mind, he's loved dark since he was 14. Not liking more precisely accustomed to the comfort of darkness.

For a moment the girl was pensive, staring at the dark sky above with all the feelings that made her heart hurt, as if there was excruciating pain. His heart was pulsating when pensive like this.

"what is the definition of life, is life is just for fun. Or about school, work, then getting married. It was strange I was a little confused defining" Jehan felt the chill surrounding his body, the girl was just wearing loose clothes on his body, he said, it was better not to protect her from the cold but it was the clothes Jehan liked.

"capturing a destiny to be happy" Jehan looked back at the sky, how to seize destiny, which he knew was something certain, the decree of God that could not be changed. But he was a little annoyed by the novel he read about destiny.

"whether one cannot choose one's own destiny, then one will not be disappointed by God's sometimes very painful decree" Jehan closed his eyes, he continued to think, saying, about the destiny that has been outlined to every god creature. Is it true that destiny can be seized, how to. He smiled slightly considering his extremely foolish thoughts.

He was so distracted by one of the books he had read, that he thought about it very seriously. Think good things, pray that your destiny is good. God is not evil he only gives tests to each of his servants. Those words are true. Whatever our destiny may be, we must remain prejudiced against the owner of the universe.

But Jehan felt a different feeling, a very tormenting feeling, he did not know what it was. It's just...

Again the girl was pensive she saw a very dark sky with occasional luminous lightning as if giving a special fear to the humans in the dark of the night.

"the dark ceiling is so sad" In times of this kind of atmosphere, everything feels sad. Raindrops began to drip down on the earth where humans took shelter. Jehan's face was wet with water coming down from up there.

"i'd better get in, I think there's no fight for fate, be prevented in any way it's all bound to happen." Jehan ran towards the room, the night wind was very strong making some trees sway, it looked very terrible in the middle of the darkness of the night with the sky constantly thundering.

"i'm going to change clothes first" the girl ran small towards the closet, picking up a longer-sleeved shirt, but the lights were still not on. After changing clothes the girl crawled towards the bed pulling the blanket to soak the cold that began to puncture the bones.

Jehan stared at the window, the night sky outside still visible as it was only covered by the thin window curtain. The flashes of lightning are increasingly heard telling each other that may give fear to all the little children out there who may be currently hiding in his mother's arms.

Jehan stared blankly at the window, the girl twisted her hand covered in a blanket, she turned around so as not to look directly at the window.

"i'm not afraid of the dark, but I'm afraid I'm comfortable with the darkness. I did not want to have such a dark life, but I felt a darkness surrounding an empty heart. That complicated feeling was excruciating." Jehan covered his entire body, allowing the lightning that kept on striking. He closed his eyes tightly hoping to fall asleep soon. And hope that the day changes quickly. So that the darkness that brings this fear will soon disappear.