Between the Dusk Border

Not Jehan

5 Months walk without feeling, Jehan is currently arranging his book into a bag, preparing to leave for school, The girl is back standing in front of the mirror, staring at her appearance is already quite neat, and the, after making sure all her school needs went into the bag, the girl went down with her backpack.

Now that the girl is in the 11th grade of SMK, she kisses both cheeks of her parents, it has become an obligation to kiss the cheeks of papa and mama before leaving school.

"eat first Je, you'll take between ya?" asked her papa, Jehan sat in the chair next to her. The girl looked at her papa.

"yes" Jehan picked up a sandwich that had been prepared at the dinner table, started chewing it slowly, the three of them refocused on each other's food.

Jehan took a tissue and cleaned his lips from the food scraps, the girl took water and poured it in a glass.

"you want to leave now ?" ask her mom to Jehan

"yes ma, now" Jehan kissed the back of his mama's hand, then walked towards the parking lot with his papa. It was still quite early in the morning, Jehan got in the car, saw his papa who kissed the mother's forehead before leaving for work making Jehan's smile rise.

the car came out of the gate of the house, the road was not too crowded because the day was still early today indeed Jehan there is practice about networking so Jehan will learn first so that later it can be smooth in practice.

After school, Jehan sat in front of the class, calling his mom to pick him up.

"Jehan" the girl looked up when she heard his name called, in front of her stood a man who was smiling sweetly towards her, Jehan frowning she did not know the man. Because he did not know the man in front of him, Jehan chose silence.

"so long you don't go to school, sister contact can't. You know big brother misses you deck" the man stroked his hair with a gentle gaze. Jehan was silent, who the man really was.

Jehan pegged as the foreign man pecked at the top of his head, he stood looking at the man with a million perplexities.

Jehan quickly slapped the foreign man in front of him as the man wanted to hug him. He shuddered between disgust and confusion. He looked at the man with a look full of anger.

"Jehan" Jehan fell silent, he threw away his face.

"you why slapped big brother, brother there is one heum" said the gentleman

"don't speak in that tone, I'm disgusted to hear it" Juna frowned as the girl spoke in a harsh tone. He tries to reach her hand but the girl keeps her hand out of Juna's reach.

"why are you Je, brother is wrong ?" juna asked frustratedly, they had not met for long, once met his girl was acting up, even looking at her like disgusting dirt.

Jehan is only indifferent, the girl leaves Juna alone, Juna is further confused by the attitude Jehan shows. Juna was chasing Jehan when he saw the girl get into a black car.

"how learning is dear" Jehan turned to the side, his mama smiling gently at him. Jehan was silent for quite a while before replying.

"exhausting" his mama was seen frowning, Jehan vertical drink that was on the car dashboard.

"exhausting why ?" asked Mama Jehan while driving towards the house.

"don't know, the more here the more pretentious to know Jehan" the girl closed her eyes, one month this day is quite difficult.

"Je kaya wants to change schools aja deh ma" Jehan expressed his desire after yesterday harbored her alone.

"you're in 11th grade, cook will move. Don't lose if you move ?" asked his mama, Jehan sighed, looking once if he was very tired.

"it's better, than I keep feeling dizzy, what do you want if anything happens to Jehan" her mom shook her head.

"not so, but try to think again, papa if you're sure mama ma support aja" the car entered the house, Jehan down, walked up to where his room is.

"after this, rest immediately if his head is dizzy" Jehan nodded, the girl continued her steps.

Arriving at Jehan's room, he stretched his body, massaging his forehead which felt warm, he closed his eyes. Too much thought makes his body become easily tired.

Jehan recalled the words of the man who had kissed his head. He felt annoyed that he was less quick to fend off the man while rubbing his hair and even kissing the top of his head.

"my head is dizzy" Jehan chose to rest for a while, so that his head came back cold. The girl wanted to not think of anything that made her head hurt. Whatever it is, he doesn't want to think about it.

while in another place, there was someone who was staring at the empty lake water in front of him. He sighed as he recalled the bad events that had happened. It was all his fault yes he was wrong, because the mistake that happened was his relationship with Jehan became tenuous.

"sorry Je, this is all my fault. Sorry to make you experience this complicated point. I'm not a good friend" the man who was now staring at the lake, continued to blame himself for the bad events that happened. If time could be reworked. Then he won't let anything bad happen.

"what do I have to do now, it's all happened. Ahk it's my fault" Gibran keeps pulling his hair in frustration. He wanted to be angry, but to whom. It all happened because of him, even though he was not entirely wrong.

"don't continue to blame myself here I was wrong, I also persuaded him at that time. Don't keep doing this. I was so sad" Gibran turned his head to look at the beautiful girl sitting next to him. Yes, it's their fault, but Gibran is clearly more wrong. He's not a good friend, he puts Jehan in a difficult position.