Between the Dusk Border

The Greatest Heartbreak

~Trip to 10

A bright morning in a beautiful mood, I was so happy today, after the effort I put in a few weeks ago. Now I can get close to Jehan. Actually it was not an easy thing to get close to the girl, but because I kept trying, and showed my feelings to her, the girl finally collapsed as well.

Until now I have not dared to be honest the truth, I was afraid if my girl returned away from me, because I could never for it. To be avoided by Jehan again is something that I do not want to repeat, now as much as possible, I try to avoid things that only make him stay away from me.

Believe me Jehan is my first love, and even if distance separates us, or even I force myself to forget it though, it will never work, Jehan is my first love that will never end.

Although as far as he can reach, I will never give up, I love him and will continue to fight for him.

Honestly I often feel sad, 22 years I went through alone, without any support at all, and it certainly is not an easy thing for me. Falling awake I was alone, it made me feel weak from me sometimes. And I can't control myself, I'm not that strong.

But going back to the original principle, my desire to have Jehan was huge, making me keep trying hard to deserve to be with him. Yes, even though I was always in one eye, but my efforts were never extinguished to be able to have it.

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~Last sheet

Our dreams are almost realized, along with dozens of pain that has passed, I always think that I am capable. I always thought I could do it.

However, no matter how hard I stand and determined, God's destiny will go on. Back to giving a story that was never thought of.

Honey, I'm sorry if I had to go renege on a promise, I never intended to leave you alone. But this is the best way for us from the Supreme Being.

Maybe right now, you're mad at me, but trust me this isn't what I want. It has all become my life line. Who only wants you without being able to reach you. You are too tall to be able to embrace me, with this imperfect self.

Honey, I always believed my girl was a strong girl, I know even though this is hard, I'm sure you're capable of going through this, even on your own.

Now, look at me up there, I will continue to smile while waiting for your presence, live first your duty, promise to live a better life. I'll ask God to bring us back later. Have you again.

A thousand times I have fallen in love with you, it is as clear as your heart that is able to pull my heart. Believe me, I have always loved you, only you, there is no more woman I love in this world than this love that is directed at you.

In the future he should be able to be a better person again Hem, always believe that this is all the best even though it is difficult. I say dear, once again forgive me for choosing to resign, not tired but this is the destiny that must happen.

# From an imperfect man who wants the moon to shine a light on his life.

I LOVE YOU LITTLE WEASEL

ARJUNA KENZIE AZRAQI

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"Huhu" Jehan covered his face with both hands, the cry of the girl again sounded heartbreaking, Jehan roared like a madman, his feelings were very painful.

Her body was shaking violently, it hurt a lot, she was really a lousy woman. He never even realized that Kenzie was the man he had been waiting for, the man he loved until he kept his heart shut.

"Juna huuu" the girl cried as she rubbed the book that was now in her hands. There is nothing more painful than the feeling of losing someone we love the most. It teaches us a lot about things. Who accompanies and loves us unconditionally, even when we are not aware of that love, Juna remains faithful to see it which is nothing.

How can the man say he is not perfect, but for him Juna is the most perfect man he knows, all this time he always hoped Juna would come back, shining light on his life that feels bleak, he said, but what is this reality, one thing that hit him again almost fell into the abyss.

"You evil Juna, this is not how she is" the girl moved and coiled up with a blanket, covering her entire body that was shaking violently. The reality is so painful, why should he accept this destiny, why ? he was not this strong to continue being able to endure.

The door outside was knocked, but Jehan did not want to care, the girl ignored the noise out there, her heart was in turmoil, and she did not want to meet anyone.

"Jehan baby, open the door. Brother was about to enter" a faint sound rang out, but Jehan had absolutely no intention of answering, only a heartbreaking cry could be heard filling the room. He does need a little crazy, for the world that keeps asking him jokes.

"This is what you say I won't leave alone, you let me be destroyed alone, even if I try to forget, the atmosphere will remain different. I used to wish I could live together, joking together, but you left me alone, now I can what, I'm just ashes now Jun" Jehan sobbed back, thinking about her life without Juna just keeps her tears flowing.

"What's wrong with this love, why don't you fight with me to make it happen, I don't care if you're not a perfect man, because I'm going to try to make our story perfect, but this is not the way. I don't even know if I'm capable of." Jehan pressed his chest that was painful, his biggest heartbreak is now back, even able to make his soul shaken. He had tried not to over cry for Juna, but back to the beginning, he was unable to for that, anything about Juna, was too attached to his heart. Forcing yourself to look okay will only make the wounds in his heart open wider.