
Right now Jehan was sitting in Kenzie's room, staring at the man lying on the bed sorrowfully, Kenzie's palm was in his grasp, the girl placed Kenzie's palm on his face, occasionally kissing those limp hands with a sad feeling.
Whether she had to cry or be happy because right now she could see Kenzie's face, even if it was just looking, but what the girl felt this time was a chaotic feeling, she was so afraid of losing Kenzie. He sure wouldn't be able to do that.
He wanted Kenzie to open his eyes, even if only for a moment, he really missed the man. It had even been 5 hours and Jehan had only spent that time to continue to be near Kenzie, clasping the man's hand. He didn't want to move for a while, as if he was afraid that Kenzie would get hurt if he left.
"Either I should force you to wake up or let you be so peaceful in your sleep, but I was hurt to see you keep closing your eyes. I'm too late in my fear of losing you, when you're not mine, and obviously you have the right to decide to move forward or surrender."
"You used to say that if you wouldn't let me cry, now look at these tears not wanting to stop flowing, I deliberately didn't wipe them because I hoped you would wipe these tears." jehan continued to sob slowly.
"Do you have the heart to let me keep crying, heal quickly and wipe away these tears, baby"
"Last night you looked angry I was close to another man, now I'm ready if you're going to get angry and nag 7 hours I won't defend myself anymore."
"Wake up baby, if you keep closing your eyes who will protect your fragile girl, didn't you plan to get married and be happy together" Jehan lowered his face, he just kept talking non-stop to the man nearby. Though it was clear Kenzie would not be able to reply to his words. Maybe he didn't even hear what he said.
Meanwhile, Hanna is outside Kenzie's room, the girl has just returned from work, and intends to enter to see Kenzie and Jehan. But when his hand tried to open the door, his hand was scuffed by someone.
The girl turned her head, it turned out that the one who stopped her step was Gibran, Jehan frowned, why did Gibran stop her.
"Why Bran ?" hanna asked her friend, she canceled her intention to open the door.
"Don't bother them, just let Jehan be with Kenzie. Poor" Gibran replied, Hanna nodded, now she knows why Gibran forbade her. They finally decided to leave the place.
"Luckily you saw me Bran, try if you don't, maybe now I've entered the room."
"It's okay, I was wondering if you would meet Jehan, I told you Al not to come in and disturb Jehan first"
"Where is Jehan's situation now whether he's still crying" Hanna asked Gibran, wanting to know how Jehan is doing now.
"Yes, he loves Kenzie too much, only he looks the most devastated by Kenzie's current state"
"Good pity Jehan, he always lost the person he loved, he lost Juna, it's only natural that Now he's so afraid of losing Kenzie. Because Kenzie was able to make her forget her first love Juna. I wish Kenzie could heal this for Jehan's sake" Gibran just sighed at the girl beside him.
The sound of azan ashar in the hospital mosque that was reverberating made Jehan stand up from his seat, the girl began to clean up, and took wudu and decided to pray.
Jehan decided to pray in this room, while keeping Kenzie, Kenzie could wake up and need help right later ?
Kenzie's eyes were open, Jehan was just crying, he was really happy to see Kenzie who was now conscious.
Kenzie looked puzzled as he stared straight up at the roofs of the hospital sky, then a few seconds later looked at her still crying. The man smiled wryly making Jehan's cry even louder.
The girl kissed Kenzie's hand with teary eyes. His heart ached when he saw Kenzie's face that was like a painkiller.
"Don't cry" said Kenzie in a small voice, grimacing occasionally in pain.
"I'll call the doctor" Jehan wanted to get out of the room, but quickly Kenzie held his hand.
"Honey" said the man slowly.
"Yes why Hem" Jehan approached, his hand raised gently rubbing the man's head. His eyes again let out a clear circle.
"Be strong for all the things that make you weak. Be the girl who can stand firm even when the world breaks you" Jehan lowered his head, hugging Kenzie's head with pain in his heart.
"I can, but accompany me to be strong Hem" Jehan looked at Kenzie's eyes wistfully. Kenzie stared at her intensely, and it scared Jehan away. He was afraid he could not look into those beautiful eyes anymore. Eyes that always radiate such deep love for her, imperfect girl.
"Don't cry" Kenzie rubbed Jehan's eyes, his eyes now glazed over.
"You made me cry" Jehan spoke with a disappointed face, He hugged Kenzie possessively. He didn't want Kenzie to go even to sleep. He wanted to be selfish this time.
"Don't go" Jehan's lips trembled, his heart was very sore. The two people who were currently in the room were unaware of Gibran's presence, Hanna, Alarick as well as the two Gibran's parents who were standing in the doorway were staring at them sadly.
Kenzie wrapped his hands around Jehan's slender waist, the man peeked at Jehan's head fondly, Jehan closed his eyes enjoying the warmth of the man.
"If you know, one thing I never wanted to do was leave you alone, even though many people love you... but I know no one loves you more than me" Kenzie said intermittently.
"Then don't ever leave, don't ever leave me alone" Jehan said, sobbing. Kenzie kept wiping Jehan's head, Jehan just closed his eyes.
"Good sleep Little weasel" Jehan felt Kenzie's hand rubbing weaken, the girl looked up, looking at Kenzie's face which now turned a blind eye.
"Kenzie" Jehan patted Kenzie's cheek with a trembling hand.
"Dear wake up, don't scare me" Isak Jehan, but also got no response. Jehan slid onto the floor, Gibran who was standing in the doorway immediately approached Jehan carrying the girl's body into his arms.