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Ayash took a sip of his cigarette while looking at the morning atmosphere from the balcony of his room. This morning was very bright, the sun as it shone early giving warmth to the earth.
Since last night he hasn't been able to sleep. After meeting Prita in the hotel room, her brain felt empty. He spends his nights in the study just daydreaming.
"Morning smoking here must be stressful again, huh?"
Andin casually took a cigarette and lit it. Counting doing a hobby while accompanying the melancholic upset man who was next to him.
"What time is it to go home?"
"Forget. Maybe midnight." Ayash continued to sip his cigarette with a straight-forward look not caring for Andin.
"From yesterday I tried to contact you, why did you ignore my messages and phone calls?"
Andin is actually not happy to talk about this. But, she wonders if Ayash already knows about Prita's marriage or not. Or maybe he has other problems that make him seem very frustrated.
"My phone missed at the office. I haven't taken it yet."
"Then I came to Prita's wedding."
Only after listening to those words did Ayash turn to Andin.
"I called you because I wanted to tell you. Didn't Prita tell you?"
"He told me, I came there too."
"I, Raeka, and Irgi were there too. Why don't we see you?"
Ayash laughed a little. He turned his eyes forward while smoking his cigarette.
"I was arrested at the outside door. Too many Bayu's men are stopping me from coming in. I beat them one by one, but the other guards kept coming. So I can't go in."
If he could get inside, maybe he would be desperate to take Prita away from the wedding altar. He also regretted, was it supposed to be that night Prita directly he took away on the night of his bride? Or should he fuck Prita as he pleases. It doesn't matter if Bayu sees them. But, Prita would definitely hate him for life. What happened to Prita at this time also did not escape the results of his own actions.
Is he too good to be a child? If he dares to antagonize his own mother, maybe his household life with Prita is still intact. He's too good to be human. He wanted everyone near him to feel happy, to the point of not feeling his sacrifice hurt himself. Seeing the people he loves happy should be happy. In fact, he felt suffering.
"But I met Prita last night."
"What did he say?"
"Say I'll still be the best father to his children."
Andin sighed. He felt guilty about the complexity faced by his best friend. "I've also tried to explain everything to Prita. I said you married me just to save my family's pride."
"But she still wants to marry Mr. Bayu."
"Irgi had also told him to stop, asking him to run from there, but Prita also refused. He said marrying Bayu was his own decision, no one forced him."
Both smoke cigarettes at the same time. Death's quiet.
"Then, what do you want to do?"
"I don't know." Ayash answered like a frustrated person who lost the future.
"It also seems to have something to do with our marriage. He looks angry when talking about our marriage. Moreover, we didn't tell him at all."
"Yes, of course it is. He's avenging me."
Ayash was getting stronger and stronger, smoking his cigarette and exhaling his smoke violently.
"I'm sorry, I've made your business more runnyam. I should have just rejected your crazy idea of marrying me."
"That's it, you don't have to feel guilty. From the beginning all this happened because of me, not because of anyone."
"I want our divorce to be expedited. I think I'll keep feeling guilty about you guys if we're still together."
"I took it to the religious court. It may take about a few weeks to a month to finish."
"Thank you."
"So the widow will flower you, Ndin."
"Let's just status too." Andin turned off his cigarette butts that were almost gone.
"You'll be a widower twice by the age of 28."
"Miris, right.... Ex-wife taken by an older man."
"How old is Pak Bayu?"
"Almost four heads. If it's not wrong 38 years."
Andin's words ruined Ayash's mood. He turned off his cigarette on the ashtray. He rebahlan his body on the sofa and grabbed a bottle of drink.
"Weh, don't be angry. I'll just talk in my eyes." Andin followed sitting next to him.
"I'm not angry, Ndin."
"I heard from Raeka Pak Bayu that has been chasing Prita from a long time huh? He said since you guys were dating?"
"Yes, cast him." Ayash chirped.
"It's crazy to be so consistent until you're divorced."
"Must be given an award?"
"Boleh tuh, the predicate of the most difficult actor yes. Haha.... "
Andin immediately closed his mouth because it seemed like the joke was not funny but it made Ayash even more upset.
"What do you want for our divorce?"
Ayash stared intensely at Andin. His best friend had been random talk since then like a mad man. He put his palm on Andin's forehead. Normal temperature.
"Woy, what the hell!" Andin brushed Ayash's hand from his face.
"I thought you were framed."
"What people? I'm talking seriously! Who knows if there's something you want from me I'll give you as a token of gratitude."
"There are people who want to divorce discuss the gifts of all. There should be you from now on out of my house, so I'll guess that's why there's a reason for divorce."
"Well, this. Even more comfortable living here."
"Hehehe.... Where would I go if I didn't live here? You're the one who brought me to live in this strange place."
"So, after we get divorced you're going back to J City?"
"Well, why stay here? My efforts are there too."
"How did you open the new boutique here?"
"I'll find someone who can take care of it."
"Don't you love this town? You are familiar with Raeka and Prita. You become more like a woman when you are with them. It would be wrong to turn back again into a macho girl."
"Haha.... It is difficult to find a female friend who is the same frequency. Toxic mostly. I like it here because of them. But yeah.... We'll be getting a divorce soon. There's no reason for me to stay here."
"I wish your life would be better if there wasn't me. You still feel guilty around you."
"Curtain! I'm not just gonna make a fuss."
"Yes, that's you. If I'm different."
"So what, what gift do you want as our farewell?"
"I don't want any gifts, Ndin. It's enough that you live your life well, finding your own happiness, I think it's a break-even reward for my sacrifice."
"Curtain!"
Andin chuckled at Ayash's words that sounded dreadful. How lucky he was to meet such a sincere friend. Ayash never let her down as a friend. He was the best friend he ever had. He hopes that Ayash can also live his life happily.
"You... don't really want any gifts?"
"No, Miss Andin." growled Ayash.
"You can also ask if you want to ask for my kepera*wananan." said Andin casually.
Ayash thought he was crazy.
"May if you want, we can do it once before getting divorced. Let me be an ordinary widow without frills."
"We're going to a mental hospital, yuk! I think you need to get checked."
"Ih, a nice loving friend doesn't want to? I'm really still a virgin. Try it first, if the addiction can be repeated again."
"You?" Andin blinked his eyes spoiledly.
"Amit-amit, Andean. Keep it for yourself!"
"Why, anyway? Not yet." murmured Andin.
"I'm leaving! Can go crazy if you stay close."
Ayash got up and ran into his room. Andin laughed out loud. It was so scary for him that Ayash didn't want to get in touch with him. Maybe Ayash does think of him as a guy rather than a girl.