Between Me and Brother

chapter 40

Say if there is a heavy burden in your mind, because what you feel is the same as what I felt at that time.

I muttered in silence, for a moment the car stopped instantly and I immediately saw the car window. It was in front of an alley near my house.

"Thank you, sir."

"Sama-sama Miss," replied the driver out and opened the door for me.

"Let Anton fall asleep, take him home, sir" I said trying to get out of the car.

Anton slept, leaning on my shoulder. After I get to the front of the alley near the house. I turned my head to the right car door.

I started to get out of the car. However, Anton suddenly ambushed my hand and tried to hold me away.

"Wait."

"What's wrong," I answered immediately.

"Sit in the car for a minute. I want to talk to you."

"Aren't you not going to talk about it?"

"That was," he said.

Anton begged me to hang on for a while in the car, as if something damning his heart wanted him to pour on me.

I got back in the car, and Dad was waiting outside. It's just me and Anton right now, he's looking at me confused.

"Why?"

"No" she replied a little coldly.

"If there's nothing, I'm leaving now."

"Okay, I'm telling you now" he said, sitting straight up, "I want to take you to go with me to Korea tomorrow? Are you ready?"

I was stunned by the shock when Anton wanted to take me with him, not only that. Should I be with him, both?

"No!"

"Why?"

"Karna.., because I don't have money there," I said trying to refuse.

"There I am" he said patting his chest.

"Eyeh, eggg.. I have to go back to the cottage."

"I've permission for you."

"What!" I shouted in surprise, "Why is that?"

"I've got permission from Bokap lo, what else? Get ready tomorrow at 9, I'll pick you up later" Anton said, opening the car door and telling me to get out of his car.

I went out without saying anything to her, and left Anton on the spot. I ran to get home quickly.

Don't know what Abi's next plan is, why he would let me go with Anton without exception. Not even giving me any news at all.

When I got home, I pushed open the door without greeting. I don't know what I'm thinking right now, which is clear I want to know Abi's reasons.

"Abi," I shouted as I opened the door.

"Girishal"

"Eh, assalamualaikum Abi," I said humbled.

I even to the point of not being careless, in front of Abi, I immediately turned and sat on the long sofa.

"You've been chasing cats?" asked Abi bowed.

"No," I said, avoiding wonder.

"Then."

"Then, why was Adek told to come with Anton to Korea? Abi will know, Adek where can the language soan," I said nagging.

"Need.. My son is already big. Abi told you to go with him because Abi knew Anton was a good boy" Abi said, stroking my head.

"Why?"

"Well, Adek understands Bi."

Well, which person wants his marriage to be interrupted, let alone still an angel like them, My Inner.

I got up from my seat and tried to open the door. Apparently in the room there is Kak Tery who is folding clothes.

"Mother."

Brother Tery looked up and looked at me blankly, as soon as I walked towards him and sat down beside Brother Tery.

"Well, your shirt has been done, tomorrow just leave. I hope you live there forever and don't come back" she warned me as she offered her folded clothes.

"Mbak, don't do that.. Adek did not want to go away from the family," I said begging, holding tightly to his hand.

"Bak doesn't care now with you, deck. You've made Mas Indra dying in the hospital."

"No, my God" I said beginning to cry.

Abi went straight into my room and looked at me who was pleading with Brother Tery.

Kak Tery's indifferent attitude towards me made Abi hurt because of his attitude. He is not like the old days that Tery knows as the most loving brother his sister weighed his favorite stuff at once.

Abi tried to advise Brother Tery. However, his cold attitude towards me was getting higher and higher.

"Tery, stop, I'm sorry, Adek you. He's been trying to beg you. Didn't you see her tears flowing just to beg you for forgiveness?" said Abi pointing at my cheeks filled with tears.

Then, Brother Tery immediately bowed and met face to face with me. His face began to feel guilty, his narrow eyes began to glaze over as if he wanted to cry.

"Mery, forgive your mother," said Brother Tery down and kissed my hand.

I felt very sad when I saw Brother Tery say the word "Sorry" to me. He realized all the mistakes he had made against me.

I feel like I betrayed my own sister, loved her husband and hugged him as a lover in 5 minutes. I felt really stupid at the time.

My cry was so piercing, my soul was starting to become uncontrollable that I had forgotten the person who had always looked after me at the time. I should be the one apologizing to him!

My hope has already reached a bit to the goal, even though I feel a little regret. But this is destiny, I can't blame him. God had planned something very beautiful for me in the future.

"Sir, Mery is sorry Ma'am," I said crying and immediately hugged Brother Tery.

Perhaps with my departure to Korea, I can forget the bitter sweet memories of the love I felt for myself.

That way, I can open a new leaf that is much better than the day before, I don't want to know love like this anymore.

Abi also felt very relieved because Brother Tery with me has improved. If Umi had heard this news firsthand, she might have been much happier than me and Brother Tery.

At the same time, Abi's phone rang so loud that it broke out this happy cry.

"Haloo, assalamualaikum," Abi said on the phone.

"Oh, Anton? Yes, he's here."

As soon as Abi walked up to me and thrust his phone at me, I was confused as to why he called Abi last night.

*In Phone.

"Hello."

"Hello, Mery, I hope you've prepared the items you brought for tomorrow, now I can't delay anymore."

"What do you mean?"

"Surely, he should be taken to a hospital in Korea quickly. Because he must be quickly handled by a specialist. I hope you understand now! Within 15 minutes, I was already in the alley as usual," Anton's voice rang out in great hurry with a very heavy sound.

"Alright, I'm ready," Stubbornly, I immediately said without thinking. Maybe when Anton felt sad when in the car it was because of Sesil. What kind of sick person is it?

Coincidentally, Abi and Umi were already in front of me. I want to say goodbye to her, to go to Korea tonight. The heavy feeling that had to leave them was very piercing to me.

For the sake of turning off my love for Indra, for the happiness of my brother, for the sake of looking into my future and for the happiness of being with those around me. I want to go far away so I can forget everything that happened.

I also looked at Umi with great purpose, could not be dammed again my tears immediately dripped. Umi ran over to me and hugged me very tightly.

The present happiness is enough for me, at least when I go far without them. The trouble between Me and Brother Tery is no more.

Jakarta, thank you for making me feel mature, making me always strong, always stoic and patient to undergo complicated experiments and problems, I have passed. Now I will pursue my happiness with Anton, my partner and my family.