Between Me and Brother

chapter 33

The look I remember was where the place I was, she always looked at me with love. I also feel that way, wanting to feel like pouring my feelings on her.

But I was so stupid that my silent admiration for her had hurt myself. Too quiet about love, a time like this has come. What do I expect from him?

Everything has become ashes, my wishes and hopes are gone instantly. The Indra that I admired all this time belonged to someone else.

Even if they say no one else is! She was the woman I grew up with, always protected me, always gave me the best.

Behind all the sweet memories. It caused a terrible disappointment apparently. I can't say a word to him.

The people I've been with, and even 20 years I've been around. Now they just look at me when they fall over happiness.

Oh God! What are my sins and faults? I never hurt them, I never hated them. My parents let me down, my sister let me down. What should I do other than complain, cry prostrate before you.

My body was very limp, looking at Brother Tery who kept smiling and holding the hand of Mas Indra. Umi was fixed stiffly crying while tightly grasping her hands and also, the abi that I had been proud of was just looking at me voluntarily I fell before her.

"Wake up, why are you prostrating like this before everyone! It doesn't deserve them you cry" growled Anton tried to pull me up.

"Aarggghht! You're evil! You're evil. I hate you all, I hate." My screams reveal all my feelings that I've been feeling.

I cried in front of all the guests and in front of the two families who tied the wedding Brother Tery. They were all shocked, all silent nailed.

They looked at me blankly, not even a single person came up to me for the calmness of the atmosphere. Only Anton was standing beside me looking at the roar of tears I kept on letting out.

"Haha! Good, sorry my dear sister, I love you. But my love is greater for Mas Indra. I'll get it any way." Said Brother Tery down from the bridal stage clapping his hands.

Beautiful face but her mouth is very spicy so what has she been fixing me for?

Indra immediately followed Brother Tery who was walking towards me. Everyone stared at the drama that could not be explained. Guests invited as well as our parents, Umi and Abi just watch.

"Quite Tery, I don't like this attitude of yours towards your own younger brother" Indra said holding onto Brother Tery's arm and looking at him very gently.

"Okay my dear husband, I just briefly looked at my little brother from a short distance." His words were spoiled while leaning his head on Indra's shoulders.

"Squeals! Unsullied. I hate sissy men like you Ndra. It seems that it is handsome! But your heart is rotten!" Shouted Anton while throwing spit.

"What do you mean Anton? I don't understand what you're saying. Aren't you the one, too.." Indra's words arrived blocked with my screams.

"Enough! You're honest now. You married Madam Tery for what? You said you liked me, didn't you?" My shout immediately approached Anton and looked directly at Indra.

Brother Tery was surprised and immediately glared towards Indra, anton was immediately shocked "What!" it sounded so loud in my ears.

Indra looked at me slowly and her radiant face turned red as I said that, maybe she understood the feeling she had been feeling.

"Yes!"

Sontak Indra without glancing at Kak Tery then said that he had expressed love to me, and instead I also said it once when in Pondok Pesantren.

"Huh, forget it now!" My words hit a high note.

"No!" He still looks at me.

He never lied from his myth, but now I listen to him directly. Everyone was still staring at us with a confused feeling. They just watched my conversation.

Bugh.. Brakk!

With the emotions that Anton had been holding back, now he expressed his regret to Indra and beat him to a fall and then hit the fence of the neighboring house.

Everyone was crazed in fear, they shouted and asked for help not to spoil the mess at the wedding.

Umi hysterically cries and yells "Stop it!" Anton beat up the groom, Indra.

Tery's brother prevents Anton from stopping his beatings, but he still vents his sense of regret and vents it to Indra.

I was still silent standing dizzy. My energy was limp helplessly, I simply felt a punch in the heart and was deeply crushed right now.

We love each other, but why marry Tery? The real reason I don't know. I don't want to die just for love.

"Stop! Stop Anton, stop it!"

Shouted in a high tone, all the energy I put out to stop Anton in a fit of disobedience.

Instantly Anton stopped and looked at me, everyone felt goosebumps with this unexpected scene having happened before them. I don't care, all I care about is the certainty of the reason Indra married Brother Tery without love.

Very confusing inter-family. Umi and Abi have never treated me like this before.

Even though my body was intact, but my heart was broken, the pain could not be expressed on the appeal of the disappointment they saw all this I did.

Indra lay limp in pain on the ground filled with small pebbles. I looked at him and immediately approached him. He looked very satisfied with the blow that Anton did.

I approached without anyone standing in my way except for Brother Tery, he was trying to get close to me. Anton, however, stopped him. Brother Tery also muttered thrashing while crying calling the name of his beloved Indra.

"How does it feel?" I take a deep breath while crying.

"I won't be angry with him, because it's my fault. I admit all that." He answered while enduring the pain.

"Because of you, Indra. I fell in love at first sight. But because of you too I feel disappointed!" I cried, sitting next to him.

Indra suddenly shed her tears and cried the first time I saw, she grabbed my face, rubbed my tears that had soaked my cheeks since.

"Indra with my lips I want to promise to love you and love you, but now my lips are pecked. I can't talk. I can't say anything." I said while crying in the palm of his hand.

Indra's hands were very soft when she touched my cheeks and opened my tears, I felt a little calm. I want time to stop for a moment.

Indra was crying and kept crying just listening to the words from me.

"Remove my mark of love with your hand, for my hand cannot erase it" I said softly and only Indra could possibly listen to it.

"No. Nah! my mark of love I will not erase. Because what I say must come true. In my heart is your name, your love. I love you so much Mery!" He shouted in a high tone and his eyes were very sharp as he looked at me.

I was surprised to hear the answer, but fate has changed the storyline of our love. I can't with his body, but I feel his love.

I wept bitterly before him without thinking of the man who was staring at us earlier, the love that our family had separated. I don't care about it.

I immediately hugged Indra's body which was lying limp with great disappointment. I hate goodbye, but I love her so much. Even though his heart is mine. But his whole body is already the right of his wife, Brother Tery.