Between Me and Brother

chapter 32

My head didn't hurt anymore after my memory started coming back, I immediately fluttered in Anton's arms. I tried to get up from him. I want to pursue what should be mine.

"Take me off!" I said start to scream, screaming.

"Let go!" I screamed with a snarl.

Anton instantly fell silent as I shouted at him, he did not block me at all anymore. Without saying to her I ran and crossed the road.

Anton was still sitting on the side of the road with the people who saw him. I've embarrassed him for a moment, my selfishness is so severe.

I ran while looking back. Whether Anton was going to chase me or not, I still ran up my legs to hurry up to Mas Indra's pelaminan.

But I also expected that Anton would come with me. Am I being too hard on him that he's not chasing me like he was.

"Basic Anton stupid!" I said I started to turn around.

I finally went back to Anton's, I couldn't leave him there. With a severed breath, my legs stagger I kept walking to see it.

Arriving at the alley that had been seen in the park, anton was not there. I started to feel guilty for him, before he helped me.

"Antone!" Shouted looking.

Oh my God, I feel so guilty about him. I wish I could meet him and meet him. I want to apologize for yelling at him.

I'm still looking around the park, but he's not there. I started to give up on looking for her, it was all my fault. I shouldn't have left him, Anton must have been disappointed in me.

As time went on, I went back to where I fell. I walked down while crying in despair. I was too selfish.

Even if I return home, Indra mas must have been married and has become her legal husband Kak Tery. I have to know if I meet every day at home.

"Anton, please forgive me." I said softly while crying sobbing.

I sat on the rock, where the stone was once occupied by Anton. I couldn't see his face when I snapped at him.

I saw her expression that looked disappointed and sad because of me. I've hurt her heart, Anton is one of my best friends now. He helped me a lot but I hurt him.

"Heh, geeky! Crying on the side of the road."

The voice suddenly appeared, I looked up and immediately looked face to face with it. Anton bowed while looking at me.

He suddenly came in front of me and looked at me while holding a drink of water. I also looked at her with a tearful face.

As Anton watched my tears flow, my voice sobbed. Anton immediately threw his water and took a handkerchief in his pants pocket.

He folded the handkerchief which was light blue, there was a very branded Channel inscription. Then Anton wiped away the tears that were running down my cheeks.

"Don't cry, the woman's tears are very expensive. I can't see the woman in front of me crying like this." Anton said as he swept my tears with his handkerchief.

I couldn't have thought that Anton was so good to me, I thought that he was the oldest person I've ever seen. But now, only he understands my position.

I can't imagine what it would be like if I said that my memory had returned to Mas Indra. How would he react if he knew this.

I started crying again, and I really wanted to put it on Anton. But my pain is deeper than the tears I shed. I can't tell her about Mas Indra right now.

"If you want to tell a story. Then tell me, I can help you" Anton said looking at me.

"Anton, for example, the one you love is marrying your siblings. How do you react to it?" I said with a severed tone because accompanied by a sobbing sound.

"I'm going to beat and teach you a lesson, I'm going to chop her up like my mother cut a carrot." Canda Anton was a little angry.

I immediately laughed, giving a very terrible expression while demonstrating that he was cutting vegetables.

"Haha, don't. Kasian danya" I said beginning to feel comforted.

Anton immediately smiled and laughed in front of me, a smile that he had always hidden. Now I'm watching a second time. But it's different, he looks so happy when he jokes with me.

"Anton, please keep my memory secret. I don't want Indra to know about this. I don't want the happiness of Ms. Tery for a moment" I said with a clear face.

Anton nodded and accepted my request. I got up from the stone and walked with Anton.

I headed home ready to accept all fate. I'll be breastfed if I see Brother Tery happy.

We are brothers, if none of us want to give up, then who will be the one who likes to love other than my parents.

Indeed since childhood, if what is wanted by Brother Tery it always has to be he got. But when it comes to me, he always gives up first.

Maybe when we grow up, we'll find each other's love. However, fate changes what we dream of. God gives love to the same people.

I regret that I have loved him without bond, I am ultimately the sickest person. Although my love for Mas Indra is still growing. I'll try to move on from him.

With the help of Anton, maybe I can also forget the bitter memories of knowing him.

After walking with Anton, finally arrived at the front of the house. Coincidentally I saw a very lively party tent in front of my house.

Guests still cheering cheerfully happy to see the happiness that my parents had for Brother Tery's wedding without me.

I was lying limp in the hospital, while the ones at home were laughing cheerfully, joking with their invited guests and again the happiness of Kak Tery who was next to him was definitely Indra.

Suddenly a little boy ran in front of me. They accidentally bumped into me so I fell on a fairly sharp pebble. My hand hit the pebble, then came out with a lot of blood.

Anton was shocked and immediately helped me to wake up, but my body was helpless. My energy instantly disappeared carried away by the flow of happiness above my senses.

The laughing guests instantly fell silent at me who was prostrating in pain. Anton was still trying to persuade me to get up.

"Mery!" The screams of someone sounded very vague.

I cannot accept this harsh reality. Everyone laughs, but what about me like this. Even Abi was just stunned to see me who was only ten meters away from him.