Being a Seductive Woman

MT 1: Childhood

The solemn atmosphere of ijab kabul at a wedding suddenly turned sad. When a girl suddenly approached the groom crying. The girl insisted that she want to sit on the groom's lap and intended to cancel the wedding.

The married couple were the Papa of the crying little girl and another woman who was not her birth mother. The screams of the girl who was crying for her Papa who was with other women was in contact to make the atmosphere turn sad.

"Papaaa, Papaaaa," the girl's screams whine and hugs the groom.

She is Dara Alexandra. 4-year-old girl with fat body. He clutched the body of the Papa, as if he did not want to let go so as not to marry the woman sitting next to the Papa.

Dara had just lost her birth mother to uterine cancer one year ago when she was 3 years old. Death is the hardest thing to talk about with a child. But death is inevitable and at the age of 3 years, Dara can understand it.

One year ago, little Dara was completely rained. How swift. He was soaked with tears.

Crying does not make destiny change, but at least it can help accept destiny, at least Dara Little believes it. No one is really ready to lose.

In Papa's arms, little Dara walked through the hospital corridor to the room where her mother was being treated. But her mother was gone when she arrived at the hospital. Little Dara cried bitterly, seeing the figure of Mama who loved her was already stretched stiff with a white cloth covered.

"Dad, Mama died?" Little Dara asked the Papa who also shed tears for losing his love.

Losing is never fun. The heartbreak of a child is when his mother leaves, and never returns.

Papa Dara can't answer anything. He chose silence.

Preschoolers aged 3-4 years already know a little about death, as well as Dara. He may have heard it from a story or watched it from television. Some other children have even gone through the death condition of a family member or pet.

“First at night, Mama often asked tomorrow cook what yes?”

“Usually when it's this hour, Mama is up and starting to cook." Papa Dara.

Memories of memories began to be released by Papa Dara.

While for Dara who is still 3 years old, although he already understands a little about the death of the Mama, but he does not understand that the death is permanent and happens to everyone. Dara also does not understand that death makes the body no longer function.

Little Dara still believes that her mother who has died, can still eat, sleep, and do normal things. Although it has been explained many times by the Papa, Dara still can not digest what causes death. Dara considered death to be temporary.

"That. When do you get back from heaven?"

"That. Mama has not eaten yet?"

"That. Mama slept well, didn't she?

It kept happening for months. Dara even began to behave awkwardly, for example he pretended to be dead.

In the end, after a year had passed since the departure of the Mama, Dara had to accept that there was another woman who replaced the role of Mama, the woman who had been officially married to the Papa, Susan Amelia. The widow had one child, 7-year-old Gea.

Susan gave birth to a daughter after one year of her marriage to Papa Dara and named her Jennifer. Dara must feel her name live with a stepmother and stepbrother who never get along with her.

Stepmothers are known as evil mothers. And, it really happened. During his stay with his stepmother and stepbrother, Dara was always colonized. Even so, Dara always spread her feelings, not wanting to hurt her heart. Being evil may not be the desire of many people, but the character. That is the character that is drawn from the face of stepmother Dara.

Years passed, Dara was still treated badly by her stepmother and stepbrother. Especially Jennifer who feels the most entitled to Papa Dara because she is the youngest child and wants to always be spoiled.

"Heh fat, my PR work." Tell Jennifer to Dara who was already in 6th grade SD, while she just entered SD.

Dara just followed Jennie's words because she didn't want to make a fuss. Especially if it is known by his stepmother. Dara will be treated worse. Not to mention at school, Dara was also always the months of her classmates who always mocked her, and always compared her to Jennie who was beautiful.

"Eeh fat. You are at least a child. Your age is Jennie's sister. Look Jennie is beautiful, different from you who are fat, ugly again." Said a student to Dara when she was in high school.

Dara, who has been the victim of bullying from her siblings and friends since childhood, develops feelings of helplessness and isolation. He will also feel alone to deal with feelings of confusion, frustration, and helplessness. Because he felt, his pain was ignored by the Papa, making him withdraw from the family.

Since remarrying, Papa Dara has gone out of town more often to run a business and left Dara with her abusive mother and stepbrother.

And today, right on Dara's 17th birthday, the Papa came home from out of town and left the project he was working on to be present on his birthday.

Dara was surprised by the presence of the Papa who could suddenly be in his room by holding a gift box. Dara also scattered in the arms of the Papa.

"Why do you come home?" Ask Dara. "Isn't Papa busy in Bali?"

"You're my birthday, baby. There's no way Daddy's dong isn't here on your special day."

"Thank you Pa." Dara hugged the Papa, whom she had always missed.

Dara gets a gift in the form of the latest mobile phone. Given the phone is outdated and damaged due to the cracked screen. It was because of the actions of her sister, Jennie who deliberately threw her phone because she was upset.

"Where? You like it?" Ask the Papa.

"Like Pa." Answer Dara.

Jennie and Gea who found out that Dara was given a new cellphone gift are increasingly upset. Though the Papa never distinguish the affection given to the three of them. In fact, Jennie and Gea already have the most advanced mobile phones. Even if it was actually bought by their mother. But, at least the money that Miss Susan got was also the money that their Papa gave them.

When Papa left the house, Susan and Jennie and Gea quickly started their action to hurt Dara. Starting by asking Dara to clean the entire house in place of a maid job, until washing the clothes of the three.

Dara was eager to fight back, but he was outnumbered 1 to 3, of course it would not be possible to win. Although Jennie was only 11 years old, but she already had such a wicked nature. He did not hesitate to grab Dara's hair or even push her down.

If Dara resisted, Jennie could immediately scream and make Miss Susan and Gea who came to beat Dara.

All the cruel treatment he had been getting since childhood. No one could help her, not even the maid at home followed Miss Susan's orders. And they will all treat Dara well, only when the Papa is at home.

Entering the age of 20 years, Dara has not been separated from the cruelty of her stepmother and stepbrother. Having a fat body even makes it their moons. Dara thought, out of the house to just study can make his mind calm, but what is on campus is also like at home. He also became the bullyan material of others because of his fat body shape.

"Awas, there's a garbage can passing by...."

"Surge, there's a trailer passing by. Ntar got hit."

"That's the stomach or the drum barrel."

Dara often receives disgusting views from many people in a restaurant when she sees herself eating all the food. That made him very hurt.

Seriate.....