Because I'm Not That Happy

#ibra pratama 2 (still flash back)

the pious Arini heard the babble of ibra immediately replied..

"you don't have to think about me, I'm not the responsibility of the mas, I can do business for myself, and now I'm in his boarding house just, already yes I want to sleep, tomorrow want to work".

*tuttt*arini to turn off her phone.

arini was upset that ibra was always like that, because she initially felt guilty for not telling ibra about her departure instead became upset with ibra.

always like that, if he really likes why not reveal right, I am not a matre girl who only hopes for money, I also need clarity of status, but every time asked for a lot of reasons.

arini grumbled while confirming his sleeping position, he had to sleep because tomorrow his first day of work arini did not want to be late on his special day.

while the ibra who was trying to digest the speech arini looks restless,

~what does arini mean to go with hany, what is he serious, not usually he jokes like that, I have to go to his house right now.

finally ibra arrived at the arini house after having a stale conversation with arini's parents, he asked about the whereabouts of arini, arini's parents looked surprised, why did the mother not know, so he did not know,did arini not tell ibra bathin arini's parents...

after getting the answer ibra decided to go home, no more spirit faces that look as usual from the face of the mother, even to move the legs felt heavy, heavy,

yes so ibra pratama he who loves arini so much lost the spirit of his life because left arini wander without saying goodbye ..

after a few days of arini at work in his new city, ibra always contacts him but arini always ignores, arini is still upset with ibra

because even to this day ibra never expressed his feelings.

arini and just live their day with enthusiasm, the work they do feels light even though sometimes they have to be overtime.

in the workplace arini so quickly familiar with other employees that arini many preferred employees there. not a few male employees who want to be close to arini and get to know more about an arini but again arini is not interested.

it does not feel like time is running fast for almost a month arini work and never care about messages or calls from ibra.

he finally decided to send a message ..

*sorry mas, I am busy so I did not have time to reply to the message *

not long before the reply of Ibra came

*yeah no papa rin, are you healthy right?, have you eaten? do not like to eat late later you are sick, work as necessary just .*

*ciee very attention anyway, yes mas, I'm healthy, I'm also healthy healthy yes there*

*his attention, his name is also dear adek*

~degh..!

between sick and disappointed messages from ibra make arini galau.real during this time he and his parents to G-eran for his attention and affection ibra towards his, his,while chuckling slowly laughing and cursing himself arini replied to the message ibra.

*yes, I'm the adek why I can forget yes

hehe, yes ya arini tired want to rest first, notip greetings same father mother ya*

arini closed her cell phone she no longer reply or read messages from ibra, arini looked up at the sky room she imagined all the memories she went through with ibra, she said,

~apparently mas ibra only think of me as adek haha why I can Gr like this, hoping for his taste expression for years, chocolate flavor expression kali yaa ..

arini laughed to herself who felt it to G-eran, in the gap of her laughter unconsciously the tears of arini dripped, her chest so tight, this heartbreak......

after that night arini decided to open his heart to anyone who approached, until finally arini met a man named nanda shahputra, this like a bewitched

with all the sweet talk and promise said by nanda, Hany is very opposed to the relationship arini, because only got word from friends of his friend if the nanda shahputra was a playboy cap green frog ,many have been his victims.

"rin, I don't agree that you are dating the same sikodok, he's the playboy lo rin, in the office a lot of kok who likes to be handsome again, some mas ibra want you to go where this is,she loves you so much you !!!".

"you don't hear cheap gossip that is not clear the truth dong han, I know you care about me,mas nanda good you guys try it once in a while you come with me the same way he let you know how he is, this is not a matter of fondness han, but comfort! and don't talk about ibra anymore, he doesn't like me, he just thinks I'm his friend, he himself says..!".

"but rin he is still below you, why don't you look for a little adult, whose age is above you".

"that age does not guarantee the maturity of someone only I love, you should be happy dong your best friend can brondong, already yes do not need to discuss the unimportant anymore, who live me han, who live me,so I know which one fits or not".

"i'm not sure he'll be serious about you rin, you're really stubborn at the good news as well".just started to feel upset about his best friend

"i've han, I'm the one who walks why the hell you are a sewot, nanda mas said he wants to be serious really".

"you're rin, you're talking to me".

finally, he gave up arguing with Arini.

days passed communication between ibra and arini is almost no longer intertwined, ibra still often send arini messages and contact her but arini always ignore , while the relationship arini with nanda is getting closer.

it has been almost 3 months arini work together only, almost 3 months also arini relationship with nanda intertwined, until arini ventured to ask the direction of their relationship, nanda said will soon marry arini, arini who kasmaran so happy, so,he who has never been close to a man other than ibra feels very happy to be close to nanda, papalgi nanda is very good at stringing words and romantic, making arini really fall in love ..

as today nanda invites arini street in between time off work, nanda invites airini to a park, so happy, her lips do not stop smiling, they join hands to find a place to sit in the park.

after sitting down and jokingly arriving Nanda stood up from the garden chair, and rested in front of arini while taking out a small box from her jacket pocket, he said,

nanda lifted his little box and opened it in front of arini and nannda took out a ring from the box.

"would you marry me"??.

the shocked Arini looked so incredulous at what was happening, nervously arini asked..

"k-you're doing mas".

seeing arini who was in shock nanda repeated her request again.

"arini lest you marry me, will you,?".

"i don't care how old you are, we're only 3 years apart, and that doesn't diminish my feelings for you, if you want to please accept this ring, and if you refuse to just throw it away".

arini who was flowering flowers did not immediately answer the question nanda, she was still a little shocked by the application of nanda who arrived

"here, I don't think I could be a mas".

"why Rin, what's wrong with me,? I'm not a rich man, but I'll make you happy".

nanda looked lethargic hearing Arini's reply.

"hmmm, I don't think I can......

it's impossible to refuse you".

arini takes the application ring from the nanda and has nanda put it on her ring finger, they hug, Marini looks very happy, after they are tired of walking the street and joking in the park they decide to go home

arriving at the kost, Karini conveyed her happy news to her best friend, hany,

hany was so shocked to hear the news of arini who was like her brother, she looked fixed arini eyes she wanted to see the truth there, she said,

hany felt arini was too hasty to make a decision, making a decision,

"you seriously want to marry that nanda Rin? you only 3 months to know him, that's when you anchored your life expectancy?!!".

"iya han, for what I linger for a long time, yesterday you said that mas nanda is not serious nahh it's her turn to invite me to marry you even gini,I'm sure I'm the same as him I want to anchor my hope to him, he's so good at making me float with his words, he's honest and dare to reveal his heart, his heart,he knows and understands what I want as a woman".

hany is right like no longer knowing his best friend, with annoyance just told arini to contact his parents.

arini told her parents she wanted to get married, although initially a lot of debate occurred and arini threatened to get married without her parents finally parents arini agreed and had arini bring her candidate back home .

in the midst of busy preparations for his marriage ,arini on the verge of turmoil will he tell ibra or just let ibra know himself...

after a while of arguing with his own mind

finally arini sent a message to ibra,

*mas I am 2 weeks away from marriage, mas come to the house*

after a while arini's phone rang, it turned out that the call from ibra, arini did not answer her confused starting the conversation with ibra later.

once, twice 3 times to tens of times the call from the ibra went into the arini phone but arini did not want to answer, he just looked at his phone, he just looked at his phone,until the call from ibra stopped changing with so many messages.

*you why rin, please answer the call mas rin, please,

you're only 3 months old and you're getting married?! so mas all this time does not mean what for you rin,?? please don't be like this, my dear you*

*rin mas do not want to lose you, where your address let mas come, want to pick you up, we go home yes, you do not need to work anymore so that the work is*

between annoyance and pity read the message of ibra

arini tried to counteract her messed up emotions, though,

on the other hand deep down his heart is still very fond of ibra, and on the other hand he is also upset why only now ibra says dear and does not want to lose himself, and on the other hand he is also upset why only now ibra says dear and does not want to lose him,after he received a taste and proposal from others.

meanwhile in the ibra residence, the ibra looks like a dazed person, sitting and then standing and sitting again, continuing like that until the mother of the mother felt embarrassed to see her son.

"why are you, son? since you didn't want to shut up, you have a problem ?".

ibra who never wanted to make it difficult her parents prefer to hold her fret alone.

"no why napa kok buk just soy sauce aja, ibra istrahat to the room first ya buk"

in his room, the ibra patted his chest, there was a pain there, as in the crush of a large stone made his breathing difficult, his netra blurred him crying in silence.

*why should it be like this rin?!, I who for years imagined you to be my wife, I who have been struggling to keep the flower from being touched by people, I have always struggled to keep it from touching, I've always been guarding my heart, but why did it end up like this?? whyaaa??!!!!*

ibra was no longer able to endure the pain, she wanted to shout so that all the sebak in her chest was reduced

but he did not want the mother to know that her child was not okay.

ibra decided to leave the house, she could not stay in the room, she wanted to find the cure for her pain.

finally ibra hang out with his friends, he immediately drank alcohol*l which had never been touched,his friends who have known his closeness with arini understand what the ibra feel, they do not block the ibra, they just monitor so that the ibra does not get excessive, he said,and they hope after tonight ibra will return as usual.

it does not feel that the marriage of arini has been direct, this is hoping to see ibra tuk the last time he occasionally looked at the crowds of people who crowded but he did not find ibra there.

after the completion of the village party arini in the group of friends of his friends, they shared the story

and occasionally mark arini

*rin, you are very cruel indeed ninggalin mas ibra, when in the past we were sure you would be a mate*, said one of his friends arini

*iya yes even though mas ibra mah still won in everything compared to her husband arini*, said the other arini friend

*heard mas ibra was hit hard lo rin, said my guy he was drunk mabukan gotu*, other arini friends chimed in

*maybe he's not in his village anymore deh, already a few weeks this guy I never see him again* .

arini's heart ached like thousands of needles at the same time knowing the fact that ibra tenyata loved her so much, without realizing she was crying so much, her happy days mixed with sadness, Arini's friends tried to calm her, without realizing she was crying so much,they were afraid that their words hurt arini, without them knowing deep in the heart of arini, he regretted leaving ibra, he regretted hurrying to make a decision, he regretted not being patient a little longer , ' he said ,but no matter how much regret arini will not change the fact that he is now married.

after she married Arini followed her husband to the city of A since then she never again heard the news about ibra.

#flasback off