Because I'm Not That Happy

#as planned(your nanda)

it's been a month more wita stay at his mother's house, every time

I took her home, she always refused by saying that her mother-in-law was still sick.

I felt a little messy this last time, all my homework was done.I had to prepare my father's food before and after I got home from work.

while the father can only arrange this and that.even to sweep the house that is already very dirty he does not want.he instead told me to force the will to go home.

I tried to give an excuse if the widow was still sick, but she still blamed me as a useless husband and always wanted to be stepped on by the wife.

if that were the case, I would just shut up and no longer acknowledge his words.

because my head is full filled with how the way later so that my plan runs smoothly without obstacles.

I really don't think I'd be able to lose arini forever.

all this time I survived because there was still a woman who took care of me well, although her behavior and speech often made me upset.

arini is still so high prestige, just because she does not want to admit the taste is still so great to me, she pretends to love others.

maybe the man's face was a little handsome, but still couldn't rival my good looks and more importantly I was much younger than him.

arini is so bod*h for dropping the original choice,if he wants to make me jealous he should choose a man who is much younger than me, but this is instead looking for an adult man who is more worthy of being his om than a lover or husband.

I'm trying to understand arini, maybe she's too embarrassed to admit to her wish that she still wants to be with me.

every day I deg degan, waiting for the day to come where I have to get arini with any event, as I have planned with my father, as I have planned,I'm gonna take Arini somewhere and come back to remind him how beautiful it was when we were on our honeymoon.

said the father only then arini will not be ashamed again to admit his feelings.really I feel arini like a child who is just good at dating.

if she wants to, she just needs to say it, then I'll gladly give her the warmth she used to be.

I smiled remembering the first time we started the relationship as husband and wife.at that time he had to buy time and say if he was not ready.but after I forced him finally want to do it, he finally did,to cover up her embarrassment to me she pretended to cry and muttered to say sorry.

I don't know why he apologized to me that night.

"nan.buatin father of coffee"

father's words immediately broke my daydream about arini.

I was very upset at the father, what's wrong he made his own coffee.when in the past while still living alone in his home in the village, he could take care of himself without anyone to tell.

"you can't make your own coffee"

ask me in a sniffling voice.

"you will be at home, father made his own, this part is also your fault.punya wife but even in the morning at his mother's house, if the father be you, already the father drag the widow"

"iya,iya, father is the greatest.nanda can not be like father,.wita also rarely to his mother's house sir.usually he always look for reasons if his mother told us to go there, but because his mother was sick, but because her mother was sick,so he was forced to stay there for a while"

he said he would not lose again.

I who was lazy to argue, immediately made coffee for the father so that he could calm down.

after I finished doing all the homework, I decided to go and go online to get my status to get passengers when I left.

today I will work for a while, I have to bring arini to repeat our good times first.

I'm sure Arini will be very happy, even though he's not spoken from his mouth.

after getting five passengers, I turned off my status again.already when I monitor the movement of arini.

I went to an ordinary place, a place where I could see all the arini activities of my beloved wife.

I've been here for almost two hours, but I don't see any activity from the arini house.

I'm getting tired and will decide to go home to see Arini just got out of the house.

he walked himself towards the outside of the alley in a hasty step.it seems that this time the god is on my side.because it is not usual for arini to walk alone.

I began to prepare to follow where the direction of his goal.don't forget also I took out a handkerchief that I had sprinkled dazed medicine that I bought through online.

I didn't mean to hurt her.I just didn't want her to make a fuss and leave our honeymoon that I had designed so beautifully.

I stopped my bike when the situation was really quiet, I walked very slowly behind her waiting for the right time.when I felt safe, I called her gently.

she looked at me with a little surprise, I knew she was happy to see me coming.numun she still pretended not to want me.

arini had not had time to say a word I immediately put my handkerchief in her mouth and nose.with a little emphasis so that she could not scream.

it seemed like the medicine was very potent, I felt arini's body weaken, even though her eyes were still staring at me.

I brought Arini on my bike.

I tried to make her sit quietly, but due to her weak condition she was not able to sit well, I ended up ordering a taxi online to get us out of here as soon as possible,before anyone sees.

I left my bike in my usual place waiting for the order.by giving a little money he was willing to keep my bike until I returned to pick up.

I brought arini to an inn located in the suburbs.I put his body on a mattress that was studded with beautiful flowers that I deliberately asked to be prepared by the inn.

I smiled at arini who was still asleep due to the influence of my medicine.His increasingly beautiful and smooth face made my blood flow more and more.

I felt my heart beating like it was going to touch him, but I had to go back to get my motorcycle.

I whispered spoiled in her ear saying I left for a while and that she be patient waiting for my arrival.