Because I'm Not That Happy

#pov nanda

I don't know why at the end of this I always imagined sleeping together again with arini.

even when I was with the wita just by imagining the face of arini had made my ga*rah passionate in relating to her.

I don't miss my daughter very much, for me it's just Arini who I miss a lot.

am I not sane, in fact it is what happened to me.

once when I really needed arini in my hasr*t, I tried to contact her using a new number, because the old mobile number was blocked by her.

I said I missed her.

longing for every inch of her body, I invited her to meet and stay even if it was just one night, and I promised to give her a living and a shakila.

arini cursed me with all the swearing, whatever made her so upset by the offers and invitations I gave.

I'm sure it must be incitement from just, basic human not to be ashamed, always meddling in my affairs and arini.

I also often sent her sweet words so she would come back to me, but until now, she ignored me.

actually I'm very upset, but when I imagine her face, her eyes, I'll go back to her judgment.

while the woman, after giving birth to our child, why do I seem to lose her appetite.she was not as attractive as before when we were just married.

he also often does not serve me because he is too busy taking care of his baby.

as for my arini, no matter how busy she is with my daughter she never ignores me.

why only now do I realize how perfect an arini is.

when I miss her so much, I will come to her contract and quietly watch her from afar.

like this morning, I had a reason to go to work on the wita, I said I would go home a little late because I had to reach the target in getting the passengers.

after parting ways with Arini, I worked as an online ojek.

I was fired from my job before because my boss's wife knew that I was ignoring my family and playing with other women, of course she knew from arini,because Arini came to her house and asked that I be taught a lesson.

not wanting to get into trouble because of me, finally with a heavy heart they fired me according to arini's wishes.

I sat on the bike wearing a hat and a mask so no one would recognize me.

from a distance I saw arini sweeping the terrace with a negligee, she looked much prettier now, as my chest rumbled uncontrollably, I wanted her...

if it's like this, then I'll go around so that I can disappear the thought of having her at this time.

I'm sure arini still has a sense, it's evidence that until now he hasn't got my replacement.

it's just that he's too prestigious to admit all of it, but if he wants, he just accepts my invitation to go stay and everything will be fine as before,before he instigated her to fight me.

*tring*

my phone vibrated, after I checked there was an order notification waiting, and I didn't want to have to go and stop my surveillance today.

it felt like time passed so quickly, the morning changed with the night, with a little lazy I went home, the house we used to live with arini.

the house that was supposed to belong to Arini I was forced to take again because he did not want to hear me to stop filing a lawsuit at that time.

once in front of the house I stopped for a moment to look at each inch of the yard and corner.

no longer do I find beautiful flowers that adorn the corner of the house

no more potted pots lined up

all of them disappear, regardless of what the wita does to goods related to arini.

crieett ...

the door opened from the inside, maybe he waited too long for me to come in, so he finally decided to follow me out.

"mas why there??!, did not he enter even dumbly".

said annoyed.

I took a deep breath so as not to be provoked by her vexation and ended up with a debate.

"mas ngabisin cigarette earlier wit,anggung about it".

"cock this hour just got home?".

"dah mas said wit, mas must adjust the target so that it can get a bonus later".

"yes, I came in, I want to see when you are here".

"yes.ni is coming in".

after the time passed, I returned to this house full of good memories.

in my heart I promise, I will bring arini back, I will invite her to live together again.

wita won't be a problem if I come back with arini, but she didn't mind being second either.

the next step is to convince arini, if I'm persistent and patient surely arini will be destroyed and we will re-reflect, he said,after that I will be the most perfect and happy man to have two wives.

I flinched when she called out loudly again, she was always like that, no matter day or night, she would shout loudly if I did not immediately obey what she said.

I rushed in and locked the door and went to the room and cleaned up, feeling so tired today, especially I had been holding back all day from the excitement of imagining arini.

although tired I still invite the widow to complete my h*sr*t that has mastered every imagine arini, initially the will refused and reason tired all day taking care of her baby.

but for me there is nothing and does not accept the word rejection when I want, finally even though he was forced to remain mel*yani and I do not care about the compulsion.

it is not the duty of the wife mel*yani her husband when and wherever when her husband needs.

that's the principle that I hold firmly until now, if the widow refuses I will threaten her by saying I can seek other pleasures outside the house as I did while still with arini.

I was young and handsome no one could refuse me to have fun, that's how I threatened him.

I was really exhausted finally fell asleep after finishing with the willa, while the willa she was busy with her baby whining from thirst.

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