Because I'm Not That Happy
#shakila father?
hany moved the syakila who was still asleep in the lap of the mother, and invited the taty and riski bu to go on a feeding grounds.
after all gone are the arini and ibra who are still silent.
"are you healthy rin?".
"alhamdulillah healthy mas".
"hmmm, are you a block of numbers?".
"i.it ..iy.iya mas,maaf".
arini is nervous asked to the point by ibra, ibra is like that, not too fond of stale bases.
"quite right, the message you sent never replied hehe".
"it turns out he didn't reach his destination because he ran out of fees".
he tried to be funny.
arini remained silent, unmoved.
"you're not curious, how did you get here?".
arini just nodded.
seeing arini just nods, making ibra take a deep breath, making arini look directly at ibra.
"gold was to your old house, but said your neighbor, you've moved".
"mas mondar mandir nyari new address you, but no one knows, until the end of yes met one of your neighbors who already subscribed to you he said".
"he's the one who's anterin mas until the front of the alley there".
"what are you selling rin? I'd like to buy it too ah..".
"sure you want to buy?".
"yes, why?".
"want to glow too?".
"mean her??".
"i'm selling beauty products,
"so if you want to buy can't?'.
"maybe, but most of the same order I'm a female mas".
"yes already want to buy that makes glowing yes rin".
"mas sure???, would you like to use that too ?".
"not for a mas, but for someone special".
"oooo, yes, I'll choose the best one".
I don't know why Arini's heart felt uncomfortable after ibra said so.
it turns out that mas ibra already had his inner special lady.
the atmosphere of his second silent return is the same as silent, busy with each other's thoughts.
"have you officially separated from your husband Rin?".
"yes mas".
arini answered looking embarrassed to acknowledge her status.
"how long has it been?".
"already nearly six months old".
"why never call me?".
"mas waiting for news from you rin".
"sorry, I'm ashamed!".
"shy?! ,why? did you embarrass me?".
"mom.not that mas.I just feel ashamed of my status".
"why your status?? did you just know me Rin?".
"mas.. sorry, I just don't want to complicate the mas later".
"it turns out you don't know me very well rin".
"you may ask, but please answer honestly".
arini raised her downcast head, and stared fixedly at the ibra's bead eyes then nodded.
"why do you call me dad?".
arini did not expect that her mother would question her.
"anu.. it..it.". she answered nervously.
ibra shifted her seat closer towards the arini
he wanted to see Arini's face closer, the face that woman he so longed for.
arini's heart beat irregular because ibra approached, he felt like a child smp who died of style when the pujaan approached.
"anu who's rin?? uh.. why rin?".
"are you hungry?".
arini turned her eyes towards the door.
"no rin, answer your questions".
when he was confused to explain the answer to the question of the mother, she cried from the room and called to call father.
arini rushed over and saw that there had been only hugging her daughter affectionately.
arini and Hany try to calm but syakila still cry and ask to be carried by her father.
ibra who heard the princess crying, could only call from the living room.
riski and bu taty were also in front of back sitting with ibra.
after a while finally waiting for it to come, Syakila was still crying in the sling arini.
ibra immediately stood up and took the syakila from the sling of arini.
"why dear.kok again bobo cry??".
ask ibra lovingly.
"mayy.ahh..".
"yes baby, dad here, don't cry anymore".
"kia wants bobo cama daddy".
say it while you're still pleased.
ibra was confused as to what and how, he waited for reinforcements to come from arini or just, but they just remained silent.
seeing the endless silence, the initiative whispered a breaking atmosphere.
"kila honey... try asking mama, can't kila bobo ma daddy?".
hearing the whiskey's words, the taty and hany's mom could only smile at her own smile, while ibra and arini looked confused.
"ma..kia bobo cama daddy cama mama".
arini immediately glared and shook her head at the request of the syakila.
"sad mama.sini same mom, I'm sorry fatigued dad shakila from earlier".
"sir...ndak mau.hu.....".
"bobo cama hu's father...".
syakila's tears are getting broken making ibra really do not want to part with the cute princess.
"cup cup.... , have not cried yes baby, do you want to bobo with dad?".
"but bobo in front of me, let me hug you a long time".
then ibra patted the pat and rubbed the syakila's back gently until she fell asleep again.
not felt the day is already near the afternoon, the uncle on the arini and said will often visit him.
"mas hasn't got an answer to the question that was rin".
"but it's okay, don't rush, there's still tomorrow".
"father went home first ma...".
ibra whispered softly in Arini's ear.
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two days passed by ibra still did not come to visit, making arini gamang, why he was so longed.
for now bu taty and arini manage to divert the shakila memory of the ibra she thought her father was.
but it seems that only the memory of syakila is diverted, but not with arini.
*I must have heard the madness mas nanda*
*why am I so anxious to miss ibra*
*god..I why? why it feels so bad*
his monologue is in the heart.
seeing the beautiful strong woman more often silent late this makes bu taty geleng head.
"if you miss on the phone or in sms it mba rin".
"now mah has been sophisticated, different from when I was young first".
he said to arini.
"ah ma'am taty is so smart to know, I don't why not really".
"who said mba rin why napa, who??".
"i'm just saying that I miss ya. on the phone".
arini took a deep breath, you taty just knew she was missing ibra, how obvious it was, he thought.
"mba rin.no need to be ashamed or prestige, you are no longer an abg or child smp who is unstable".
"if you miss just say it, I see your mother is loving and kind".
"iya bu taty.he is good, I am not good, I just feel inappropriate".
"but on the one hand I really want to be with him ma'am, ahhh. I don't know bu taty, I'm not clear gini hehehehe".
"we don't have to talk about that anymore ma'am".
then arini changed the subject so as not to think too much about ibra, he did not want to hope, he was self-aware what his status and his mistakes in the past .
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