Because I'm Not That Happy

#answers arini (pov hany)

as usual I will sleep a few days in the arini contract if not busy.

I will do all my activities from there.actually Arini has often told me to stay with him.

but I always refused, not because I did not want to live with them, but because I was comfortable with the small boarding house that witnessed the beginning of my struggle to reach this city until now.

arini is not the type of coercive person so I have to obey all her wishes.

he always understood my reasons.

at the end of this life we are very disturbed by the behavior of her ex-husband who has been g*la it.

he will come on suddenly and make a mess by forcing Arini to re-refer with her.

of course I as a friend, will not and do not want it until it happens, because I know how the nature of his ex.

I should have stayed at his house tonight.

but I was forced to cancel because Riski took me on a weekly night like a couple in general.

me and Riski finally officially became lovers after some not pdkt.

riski is a good man according to my judgment, he is polite and mature, making me have no reason to refuse when he expresses his love.

after getting tired of walking around we both decided to take a break at a cafe, which was quite crowded by a young couple.

riski is a male figure that I want to be, he is not as cute or cool as other men when they first went out on a date.

we discussed mas ibra who really wanted arini,

he also said many women are enamored with the charm of mas ibra, thus throwing away shame and expressing his feelings first.

mas ibra rejected them all by saying they already had children and wives.

riski told me to persuade arini to accept the mas ibra proposal immediately.

of course, I'm afraid that something bad will happen to Arini's relationship and I will feel guilty for life, even though I'm not sure mas ibra will miss nyia kan arini and her daughter.

after driving me home to the boarding house, Riski also said goodbye to immediately go home to the workshop where he worked.

riski, ibra mas and one other employee did live in a shophouse that was conjured into a workshop.

mas ibra workshop is quite large, three shophouses are made one for their residence and workplace.

I know mas ibra since I and arini are still ABG labile.because our village is still a subdistrict .

mas ibra people who do not like to play with feelings, not much stale but very attentive to the people closest to him.

in the morning, while people were still enjoying the soft mattress, I had already sped through the streets towards the house of Arini.

I'm tired of being alone in the hostel, I want to play with my funny bangs.

I called Arini to open the door.

not long after, Arini appeared and smiled.

"hi.kangeennn"

I said spoiled spit on arini.

"ish.geli tau.sana sama riski, I'm still normal"

reject her while pura pura runs towards the room.

I giggled to see his flirtatious style.he was always like that, his life was always made funny as if he was not hurt in the slightest.

"please feel good, bobo nya rin"

I whispered while stroking his head shakila.

"hu'uh han.kayak baby yes.."

I stared at her in silence, her beautiful face still did not change much.his beauty was increasingly radiated after parting with the mud flocked. I sighed for a moment, I sighed for a moment,I am still considering riski's invitation to persuade her to accept mas ibra.

he turned to me with a frowning forehead, to the point that he was astonished to see my attitude.

arini immediately sat facing me.he asked me what was wrong with me, if I had a problem or so on.

I just shook my head to answer all her questions and then she sulked and said no more sharing anything with her.

he told me to think of him as someone else I didn't need to tell you about.

I tried to reverse the question and he had to promise to answer me honestly.

"actually what makes you doubt mas ibra rin"

ask me while looking into his eyes.

"actually I do not doubt the same mas ibra han, just that I am afraid, if his life is not happy with me.not that he deserves more than me, girl for example.not a widow like me"

answer by taking your eyes off.

I clasped his hands tightly, I know what he felt, guilt has haunted his mind.

"rin.mas ibra really loves you, no matter what your status.he still wants you.sufficient in the past you let him down, not again for now"

"do you want your mom to be single for the rest of her life because you can't be with you.do you have the heart to see her hold her taste to death"

ask me gently.

arini shook her head slowly, saying she did not want such a thing to happen to mas ibra.

he again said he only wanted to be happy, and I answered so accept him, and his intentions.

then you participate in giving happiness to mas ibra.

arini was silent, long as I waited for her decision, until finally a sigh in addition to her smile, gave a fresh wind to me.

"alright han, I've decided to accept ibra mas, and I will preach it soon"

he said with shame.

"alhamdulillah.may be a long happiness o Allah".

I said, raising my hands and assuring my prayers.

she laughed and hugged me. I was happy to see her happy.

"how the way is han, still know mas ibra if I have accepted his proposal"

ask arini after we get back into serious mode.

"we don't give you any surprises"

I propose with spirit.

"surprise how it means"

"gini rin, we make the drama as if you will faint, then we ask him here. take the riski also let the drama convince, how my idea.cool not"

I said while raising my eyebrows in turn.

arini gave her thumbs up.sign my idea was perfect.

finally we devised a plan as agreed.riski was involved, he also involved the barile and his lover.

I agree, because the more players, the greater the chance that our drama will succeed.