Because I'm Not That Happy

Because I'm Not That Happy
#author (mother's longing)



the drizzle is sweeping the earth falls so gracefully watering, making the longing in the heart even more passionate, oh god how much longer the taste should be stored, should not this fragile man let go of longing, God,even though I knew it was a sin, I was helpless to keep it out of my mind..


ibra looked at the drops of clear crystals that fell he saw the shadow of arini between the rain gap, the call of the employee as well as the person who had been considered the brother was not heard by him, he said,I don't know how many times Riski called her name.


he is too focused on fantasizing about arini and his longing, his heart and mind wondering why not once arini reply to the news or contact after so many messages he sent.


or maybe arini has now returned okay with her husband and forgotten me?, can I go crazy if I think about her too long .


better tomorrow I'll have to do what happens so I don't get too curious.


her inner


until the clap on his shoulder disperse the imagination .realize and bring himself back to reality.


"darklab".


"yes astagfirullah mas bos".


suddenly the main perpetrator laughed out loud when he saw his boss so shocked by his clap.


" this is my riski mas boss, mas boss again why the hell? from earlier called not to hear, the boss again there is a problem huh?".


"what is my handsome face implying I have a problem?!!".


ask him about riski


"no boss, I mean wrong" .


"basic sloth mud, no polite courtesy of his high school boss".


"hahaha, I'm sorry boss, not a disrespectful intention, rilex mas boss, so do not tense ".


seloroh riski is greeted with a headband by ibra


"mom boss sure you're not tense?".


"rain lo mas boss, how cold too, the boss's mas sure".


ibra who began to understand the direction where the talk of Riski directly menoyor his head.


"what did my boss get angry at, what did I say?".


"that's what you said".


"i said sure the boss is not tense, so the boss is daydreaming from earlier, how do you know the boss of most mind loads make the nerves of the boss tense".


"or don't fill the head of the boss is thinking about something other than what I mentioned earlier?".


"hhhh come. Go there, you made my nerves tense!!".


"can esmosi me long time close to you".


"emotion boss, emosiiii.not esmotion".


"tuh keterangtangkan bego me because of you".


"alah. mas boss can aja, bego yes bego aja mas boss do not turn out bego me dong, pity he is not wrong but brought along".


ibra, who heard Riski's words, laughed in her heart, saying how lucky she was to have a friend like Riski.


"yet the boss is upset again?"


ibra looked at Riski, then took a deep breath, whether I should share my story and ask for a solution, or just soak in my problem and meet arini, her inner self.


seeing the boss back silent, Ricki again chuckles, he is sure at this time his boss is in love, no matter who the lucky girl loved by his boss.