BARA (Baskara Wounded in Missing)

Chapter 55's

Baskara just sat next to Miss all night. After being unconscious for 2 minutes, Miss is awake and immediately rest. Baskara's wounded feelings instantly appeared. He did not expect that the trauma experienced by Miss was that big. Missing does look ordinary but her mind feels really hit by her miscarriage.

Baskara came out after half-eleven, she looked at her friend who was sleeping in the room. Or playing a game there. While rubbing his face, he pressed Icha's number. If in America at 11 pm means 13 hours difference from American time, more or less in Indonesia at 12 noon.

Two rings from his call Icha's voice immediately greeted Baskara.

"Hello" Icha's greeting still sounds the same, soft chanting

"Hay Doctor Icha" Baskara hesitates to say hello, after he finds out that Icha is Miss's friend. At that instant she felt awkward, why would she be able to take care of another girl when she became her friend's husband

"What's wrong? I'm beating you up in America now?"

There was a noise at the end of the phone.

"Yes, how do doctors know?"

"Lost often call me"

Baskara lowered her head, one way to make Miss recover is to consult a psychiatrist. Baskara knew Miss would reject that.

"The Missing Problem, I have something to talk about"

Baskara likes to use formal language with people who are older than him, except Miss. Because that woman always had an exception in her.

"What's the matter again?"

The voice at the end of the phone was immediately silent, mingkin Icha changed positions to make it more comfortable to chat with Baskara.

"I feel Missed to experience trauma after miscarriage" the voice was weakened, but Icha was still able to receive well.

Although the call via social media, fortunately the network is both supportive so do not have to wait for the vote to be received then we can answer and wait back, Sucks !!

"Trauma?" Icha repeated that sentence

"It's not that he's okay, as long as the communication is with me, there's no problem with him. He didn't tell me anything either"

"I originally thought so, but it changed when I wanted to have sex, but the reaction given Miss was too excessive"

Icha was silent, so long that Baskara had to call her to confirm whether the call was still connected.

"What do you mean by overreact? "

Baskara said "like a freak who wants to be raped"

The sentence appeared on the interlude of the clock ticking increasingly sounded loud, his heart throbbing pain along with the breath.

"PTSD" Icha sounds weak

"You mean?"

"I can't guarantee that she has PTSD or non-Personalism, which is clear that the trauma is due to something scary in life Missing"

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) strikes those who have experienced shocking, frightening or dangerous events in life. Fear is a natural response when we are or have experienced a serious event. Some people show different reactions in the face of a traumatic event, and most will gradually recover.

Baskata rubbed his face upon hearing Icha's explanation. Still he could not accept in any way, why Miss could experience such symptoms

"PTSD can be experienced by anyone affected by mental stress. Usually often attack people who have abortions without their will, I think Miss experiencing it because she had to lose her child"

Baskara's breath choked, she shed tears while closing two eyelids

"I can't be sure if I don't meet Miss in person, but from what you're telling me PTSD she's likely to experience"

"Can it heal?"

"All diseases have a cure Bas" Icha's voice at least makes Baskara sigh in relief

"She should consult with the pskiater frequently"

"I'm not sure about that"

"You tried to persuade him for obvious reasons. I'm sure Miss will do it"

The call had to end because Icha had a patient. With a tangled face Baskara grabbed her hair slowly. Why didn't she worry about Missing's condition when she left the girl for Sisil? . Why does Baskara regret his actions?

**

They sat at the dining table with a grin. It has been 3 days they are in America, and will soon return to Indonesia today

Missed pouring cereal into his third bowl, like taking care of three big kids together. At the end of this attitude Baskara slightly changed, he did not whine, always doing everything well including obeying the will of Miss.

"This abbis, back elo, don't be snubbed again"

Baskara plucked Pandu cereal which was immediately rewarded with plototan

"The habit of eating always disturbs his friend"

Missed to comment because Baskara always tasted other people's food.

"Gue wants to fret about having the Pandu, sweet no?"

He scoops Alan's cereal without sin

"All the same" said Miss while feeding cereal to the mouth

"Who knows how to choose love, give lots of milk to Pandu"

Baskara returned to his bowl where the cereal was still collected.

He stirred the cereal stirring while disturbing the bowl of Miss. Other jobs from Baksara besides studying.

Alan told Baskara without caring about the man

"Eh coeg we're talking about this again"

Pandu raised his voice because he felt ignored

"Yes, stay back, hard amet" commented Baskara while glancing.

Alan and Pandu compact stroking chest. Seeing Baskara's behavior like that, Missing to attract a smile, Baskara is funny, like a child that makes Miss feel awkward when far apart.

"Gue can't help you two to the airport" Baskara said casually as she pulled up the tip of the spoon

"Gue wants to learn this abis"

Alan and Pandu were indifferent, they were busy on handpones and breakfast.

"Grandfather, I doain elo catch"

Alan shifted the screen while scooping the cereal for him to put in his mouth.

"Gue wasn't really sure if you were going to graduate, but SEMANAGAT"

Pandu raised his hand as a symbol of spirit.

Baskara grinning that invites laughter Miss. Although at a glance he drew laughter but the laughter invited Baskara to look at Miss more carefully.

Finish the breakfast Miss and Baskara will study to Havard library. Although lazy, Baskara will still go if it is with Miss. She wrapped her hands around Miss's arms, that tall body could always see the peak of Miss's head. Sometimes Baskara rubbed it to remove the falling snow.

"Rin" Baskara calls Miss while the two are in the zebra cros to cross.

Longing not to say, he was still focused on crossing, carrying Baskara who always held his hand. Behind is not usually the girl who is held. If Baskara mah does not care, anyway he who must miss everywhere.

"What?"

After a long time new misses the call of Baskara.

Baskara gawked in confusion.

Ni the girl from earlier diem arrived to say "what"

"What did you call me?"

Longing to stop his steps while in front of the cafe, while staring at Baskara, he swiped his feet to drive away the cold.

Baskara rubs the palms then on the cheek Miss. He also blew the niup of Missing palms so that the cold could be overcome.

Baskara shook her head as she saw Miss's smile fluff up, she didn't want to ask Miss for a consultation at a psychiatrist at a time like this.

**

After studying, the two immediately sat on the sofa while enjoying a warm chocolate. Baskara's feet were placed on the table, while writhing in the bend of the Miss with spoiled.

"Rin"

Longs to look back while blowing hot chocolate niup in the hand

"What?"

"If we go to the hospital tomorrow for a consultation, will you?"

Although a little doubt finally Baskara can say the sentence after hard work.

"Something really hurts?"

Baskara allowed her seat, while holding onto Miss's hand, she stroked Miss's cheek with her right hand. He smiled, staring at the bead of nostalgic nervous eyes

"We consulted with Pskiater"

Missing to raise eyebrows, pskiater? Isn't that for gang people affected by the disorder.

"I'm what you mean?"

What does Miss have to consult.

Baskara nodded, Missing her emotions is not easy she can control her emotions well. So while taking a breath he looked at Baskara more closely

"Why should I go to a psychiatrist?"

"Gue's been having problems with Icha, he said most likely elo get PTSD "

Miss is not a fool who does not know the term. Because ever since Baskara returned to his life he's been looking for symptoms he's been experiencing every time it's been related to Baskara. PTSD has always been the answer to Missing's question all along, but knowing that Baksara already knows makes her a little sloppy, she doesn't want to be considered weak by anyone.

Baskara dined on the television screen in front of her, she rubbed her face repeatedly without looking at Miss.

"This error starts from __"

"Bass" Longs to stroke Baskara's back

She hated when the man had to blame himself for her miscarriage.

"I've been advertising about yesterday's problem"

There's shade in Miss's tone of speech "I'll consult the same doctor for this matter"

Baskara hugged Rindu tightly while kissing the top of her head.