BARA (Baskara Wounded in Missing)

Chapter 43's

He was taken to the ICU because he was unconscious. While continuing to call out Rindu's name, the cage rolled quickly, Lina, Tio and Arya had caught up with Baskara who was waiting in front of the operating room.

Because of heavy bleeding in the head and lower body, doctors recommend surgery immediately.

Handpone Baskara shuddered to reveal the name of the aunt as a call. With trembling the call was answered.

"Den, Non Sisil killed himself, now he's hospital masik" a bibik's voice sounded trembling, his breathing disordered.

Hearing the sentence Baskara erratic, he was confused as to how, accompany Miss or Sisil.

After looking at the left right, he thought it better that he caught up with Sisil, because the girl was alone while Missing, there were already Tio, Lina and Arya. While stepping hastily, Baskara did not respond to Arya's call anymore.

He immediately slid towards the hospital which bibik explained through a call.

**

Crumb, Miss trying to adjust the intensity of light. His head still felt heavy, after being unconscious for almost half a day, today he opened his eyes.

Dizziness immediately welcomed when Miss looked around, Lina immediately embraced Miss with a sob.

Tio and Arya put on sad faces. They were all silent only Lina who was sobbing. There's no Basque in the room, there's no child.

"Ma" The sound of longing is still weakening.

Lina looked at her son in response to the "what" answer"

"What's wrong?" the question from Miss actually made Lina's tears fall down her face.

They looked at each other with sad looks, Lina hugged Miss tightly.

"Sorry mommy dear sorry mama" Lina's voice collided with a sobbing.

Excuse me. Sorry for what Lina? What did you do to apologize to Lina like that?

Arya and Tio opted out of the room, where Baskara sat while folding her hands over her face. His shoulders went up and down, Arya was sure the boy was already crying.

Arya patted Baskara on the shoulder but the boy kept his face hidden behind his burly fingers.

"I'm not a becus pa, I'm not a becus keepin Miss" Baskara said with a sobbing stuck in the esophagus.

"All is the will of God Bas, we as his people can only surrender"

Baskara has returned from the hospital where Sisil was treated since half an hour ago, the surprising thing is that Baskara had to lose her child.

The thought of him cursing Miss ringing in his head was like turning a tiprecorder.

"If it were Baskara" his voice choked, he sobbed.

"Come in, give encouragement to your wife"

Arya pats Baskara on the shoulder trying to channel her power.

With slow steps, the hospital door managed to shear. Lina who was crying with Miss chose to get up and leave.

This room was silent there was only Miss's cry that she held behind the blankets. Baskara believes Miss is really disappointed with him.

"I'm sorry" Baskara's voice weakened not having any calm in her sentence.

Missing still crying in the blanket, it hurts like being stabbed by thousands of needles. Baskara stepped closer, she wanted to reach Miss but her hand felt far away. Why did you miss getting that far with her?

"I'm sorry" he wrote again

"Sorry for what? Your mistakes on me are already too much"

The sound was always interspersed with a hiccup.

"Sorry" said Baskara

"Sorry for what? To leave me with someone else, kill my son or leave me when I'm sick?" his voice choked when he remembered how painful it all was.

Baskara was struggling, she was shedding her tears. It is very painful when imagining the sentence that is said Miss.

The longing is still sobbing in the blanket, the stomach aches and the throbbing head makes the rhythm of the very deep openness.

Rindh loses everything she considers the future, a caring husband as well as a child to be proud of for being funny.

Miss crying. Even louder than before. He's sacking Baskara, he doesn't want to see her again

**

A week hospitalized, Rindu refused to visit Baskara every time the man entered the room or Arya and Tio deliberately gave them space to talk, Miss always pura sleep.

Baskara only swallowed disappointment even though she repeatedly told him, The girl always closed her eyes and faced her back to Baskara.

Lina pushed the wheelchair that Miss was riding, today she wants to go home, along with Tio and Baskara.

Inside the car Miss just turned her face to look at the streets that began to crowded. Lina who was beside him stroked the back of his hand Missing.

Baskara glanced at Rindu from the direction of the windshield, Tio was driving the car with focus.

"Would you like to go back to your apartment or your mom's house?" Lina brings long hair behind the ears.

Longing to just keep quiet still with a gaze directed to the streets. Lina, Baskara and Tio sighed, the silent behavior of Missing these few days slapped their hearts.

"Pa, how about these few days Miss and Baskara nginep at papa's house"

Baskara decided to fish Miss said.

The girl was silent, Baskara sniffed while looking down. This mistake started with him.

"Ma" the soft voice finally came out of Miss's mouth.

Lina turned to look at her son's hair who was still staring at the street through the glass.

"Yes dear" Lina stroked Miss hair

"Mama will support all the decisions Miss, right, whatever it is? "

"Dear, my mom will support you"

"Sorry Missing"

Missing voice wriggled, at the end of his sentence the tears escaped back.

"Whatever it is ma, please support me, because maybe my decision will disappoint all parties"

Lina hugged Miss's body, she rubbed her son's back.

"Whether it's mama will always be there for you"

Lina hugged Miss tightly.

The view inside the car sliced Baskara's heart deeper. Why is it only now that everything is clear?, why is the feeling to the new Miss he is feeling at this time. When he had to sacrifice someone to leave.

Handpone in Baskara's pocket vibrates. Baskara stared at the name on the screen.

With a single movement the call is connected

"Bas, I found out where Sisil's bokap"

Baksara's eyes are perfectly rounded "where is it now?"

"Bokap Sisil is in his birth village, he pursued the world of furniture like his youth. His decision to leave Sisil and his mother was that he wanted to live a simple life with the people he loved" Alan said.

"Oh my good I feel love bokap Sisil really amazing. You want to know it turns out that Sisil's mother and her father were betrothed because of debt"

Alan sighed "I can't believe this is still happening today"

Baskara fell silent as she pulled the corner of her lips. Soon he can take Sisil off.

"Thank you for the info, send me his address"

Baskara closed the call. A moment later the silence immediately greeted the entire car. They were silent waiting for the car to stop in the background of the old man's residence Miss