BARA (Baskara Wounded in Missing)

Chapter 37's

I never planned to love you everything just happened

And I like it

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If you think the attitude of Baskara who did not come home this day has been very outrageous to miss. But somehow the girl was always able to tolerate all the behavior of Baskara. Wasn't their marriage always like this? Baskara was happy and never considered Missing there.

The trip to the campus feels so sickening, just waiting for the bus that will take him to the campus but the steps towards the stop are very heavy. Why the hell, wouldn't he stay at home make her remember Baskara?

Longing to just sit while kicking his shoes, the focus of his eyes not fixed on the road was precisely focused on the shoes that were kicking the origin of road gravel. The sound of a car horn stuck in front of him does not make the focus diverted. The smell of asphalt dust that immediately collided with rain water even made him nauseous, geez seems like the body misses unhealthy?

Longs to have to close his mouth when the drizzle continues to flutter the asphalt of the road. He felt disgusted to see the land soaked by water, disgusted at all. Before, he was okay. Misses also can not get away from bus stops that are already crowded by the insistence of people.

One of the things that made him really want to vomit was a fat man who was reminiscing all over the neck. Oh, Miss can't bear not to break her stomach.

Although he was drizzling with reckless miss broke through the rain water to return to the apartment. The distance is not too far than Missing to break her stomach in the streets.

Arriving at the apartment he immediately mutated in the sink. Good, his head immediately pulsated in pain. His body feels bad, maybe the effect last night he stayed up late.

He chose to send a message to Zaky and Kaprodi to ask for permission. He'll rest this day. After changing his clothes to sleep under a thick blanket, he closed his eyes, before hearing the sound of the apartment door opening. It must be Baskara, while pretending to close his eyes Miss chose to avoid Baskara alone.

If he came face to face, what question would he throw first? Asking about Sisil's condition or the reason he didn't come home last night, many will ask Miss the man. And that makes him doubt whether he can miss delivering everything without feeling hesitant.

Longing to feel a hand clinging to his forehead, then all he felt was the warm kiss the man gave him.

"Lo's sick?" the hoarse voice made Miss inevitably open her eyes.

And , when he inhaled the very pungent aroma of Baskara with perfume. Miss immediately ran away and broke her stomach.

"We're going to doctor yuk?" take Baskara while massaging Bend Miss.

Longing to shake his head, he just returned to lay his body on the mattress without commenting anything.

"Well eat?" ask Baskara while applying eucalyptus oil on the stomach of Miss.

Miss nodded without opening her eyes, she was angry and reluctant to look at the man.

But to feel the smell of the man who still stings Miss does not like.

"You can take a shower? 'cause it's a change of clothes without perfume"

Missing Comments

Baskara was stunned, his wife never commented on anything Baskara wore, or what perfume he liked to breathe. Whatever Baskara wears Miss always likes.

Instead of arguing that Baskara chose to follow his wife's will, he immediately changed clothes with clothes that had not been sprayed with perfume.

"Gue buyin porridge want? "

Hearing the word porridge Long opened his eyes, like green bean porridge is still warm. It must be nice to be stabbed when dizzy like this.

"I want some green bean porridge that's still warm"

Baskara raised her eyebrows, Missing so strange. He doesn't like anything that tastes green beans. It's the first request along and specific it. Usually if he wants something he will buy it himself. Missing is not the type of person who likes to trouble others.

"Gue find dilu bentar"

Baskara said while carrying the car keys out.

"I'm coming along"

I miss walking in front of Baskra first. Longs look shorter when wearing a yellow sweater combined with jeans above the knee. Baskara chose not to comment, maybe this is a form of protest from his wife because all night he did not come home.

While driving his car to find a green bean porridge cart. Baskara glanced at Miss who closed her nose.

"Lo why?"

"I don't like the smell of your car"

Geez, that's how much Miss Baskara until she commented on the smell of Baskara's car, last night she was riding in Baskara's car was still ordinary.

After finding the porridge cart, Miss sat down while ordering the green bean porridge.

"Pak pesen one in a pack of another eaten here"

This miss again law Baskara with alus what giamana anyway? Kok eat not ngajak him, even mesen one in the package of another brought home.

"Lo don't offer me? , I also want to bego"

One bribe, two bribes up to five bribes, Miss stopped the bribe. He patted her on the stomach and said she would not eat porridge because she was full.

“why not get treated?" Baskara asked as she turned to Miss who was preparing to stand up

"I am full" he replied casually

"Sit down first, you just ate five mouthfuls, how can you be full? "

"I'm full"

"Sit down first" Baskara drew Miss's hand until the girl sat down on the chair "lo freak today"

"Feelings kam__"

The speech was tehenti when Baskara's handpone reads, Baskara immediately raised the phone without glancing Miss. His face immediately turned worried, hurriedly he got up and paid for the porridge they ate.

"Gue taxi pesenin ya" said Baskara got up while looking for a taxi passing by.

Whether lucky or because of the increasingly quiet traffic conditions, taxis can be obtained. Baskara immediately told Miss to sit down and give her the porridge she wrapped. After paying for a taxi and saying the destination address, Baskara did not forget to photograph the license plate of the taxi in Rindu

"Where are you going?"

The question was finally echoed from the lips of Miss.

"Gue there's more need to pause, I'll come back later"

That sentence is not entirely a lie. It is true that Baskara will meet Sisil. Miss nodded then the car took her away from Baskara.

Long again felt like stabbed thousands of arrows, chest tight, while leaning on the chair Miss quietly wiped her tears that had come down.

He knows where the boy went, the boy will meet Sisil. Since last night he did not come home, Missing to know that Baskara waited for Sisil until the girl recovered. And now most likely Sisil's situation worsened or better which is clear Sisil's condition really needs Baskara.

What is Sisil saying to Baskara? What needs Sisil more than Missing until the Baskara leaves Miss who is also not feeling well.

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Arriving at the hospital Baskara immediately ran to see Sisil, the girl again injured herself with a broken flower vase. He tried to kill himself.

Sisil's keadan is really getting worse even the hospital actually advised Sisil to be transferred to a psychiatric doctor and use a special room, not even being in a public hospital.

Sisil is not physically ill but he is spiritually ill. After a loss that made her feel that she was unwanted, she always tried to commit a series of suicides.

"Where is Sisil?" Ask Baskara to the doctor Icha who handled it

"He tried to cut his veins with a flower vase"

Doctor Icha sneaked while watching Sisil's face slightly tranquilized because of the drug injection.

"Where are you from？ I told you not to leave Sisil for too long, he will get depressed" said Icha

"I went home to see my wife"

Baskara said honestly while holding Sisil's hand "I was married a year ago, the trigger Sisil felt unwanted starting from he knew the news of my marriage. After that his father died him and followed by his mother" Baskara story

Icha was surprised to hear Baskara's words, he thought he was really a man who loved Sisil without any ties behind it. Icha was only speechless as he watched Baskara rubbing Sisil's face.

"Did your wife know about this? "

"I haven't had the time to tell him, I think if he finds out about this, he'll get angry"

"You better think well to take care of Sisil, before Sisil's condition improves because of your presence because if it happens it is difficult for Sisil to let you go"

Baskara turned to Icha's doctor who was preparing to leave "what should I do in this position?"

"Give Sisil to us"

"Do you mean the doctor took Sisil to a mental hospital?"

"I just suggest, if you want to continue taking care of Sisil beside you, I don't mind that, but what about your wife's mental state if you know her husband is taking care of other women"

Doctor Icha's words really talak makes Baskara speechless. Icha was right, keeping Sisil next to him would only make things worse, but releasing Sisil into a mental hospital would make him feel hurt. However, this woman had accompanied Baskara in a difficult time, gave color and Baskara was the one who incised the wound on Sisil.