BARA (Baskara Wounded in Missing)
Chapter 38's
Missing massaging her temples, around 1 pm she had woken up and found herself alone in the apartment. Her tears just rolled away when she found out that Baskara was not coming home. It's been a few hours since this morning, why didn't the boy come home.
Moreover, her head was so heavy to uphold, she could only cry while covering her body with a blanket. True longing is killed by the loneliness that grips him in the apartment, no friends and no one who.
He hit the Baskara number digit on his phone
The ringing sound was immediately welcomed but Baskara's voice was not heard.
Longing to cry again, this sick man defend his household? Why is that guy always acting so?
Longing to get up but his limp body is not able to jump Miss, until he has to fall under the bed. True indeed memuakan, to make miss crying sob sob sobs sob.
Longing to try to get up once again, even she must not be weak as a woman. Thank goodness the body can be invited to work together by Miss, seeing the state of the empty refrigerator. Miss Degrees, when was the last time she shopped? Oh when Baskara was going to Paris, and now it's been over a week. Longing to drink water, staring blankly at the window in front of him, as if he was penetrating the dimension of time.
"He's coming home, he's not coming home, he's not going home, he's saying he's not going to come back" Missing said as it repeated itself after the clock.
It's been a long time at home just to make Miss remember Baskara, she decided to shop and brainwash.
After traveling twenty-five minutes Miss now stands on a row of vegetables to choose which vegetables are fresh.
"Bu Rindu" someone's greeting made Miss look up her head. Wirawan with a trolley full of groceries approached Miss, she smiled, the same smile as the first time they met.
"Hi, how are you?"
Why miss asking Wirawan? Last night he met her.
"Well" Wirawan smiles "shopping?" Ask Wirawan
Yes, shopping, do you think?
Eh kok Rindu so dare to insist anyway, yes even in the heart. But usually he is soft and impressed.
"Yes"
Wirawan pushed his trolley while choosing a carrot on the shelf, while Miss was silent he glanced at Wirawan.
After finishing shopping Wirawan offered to take Miss to the apartment, actually Miss refused but on the way out of the mall arrived she felt dizzy and nauseous. So it's better that he's back with Wirawan
Until in front of the lobby Rindu directly brought his groceries up to the apartment, Wirawan offered help but was subtly rejected by Miss.
"Thank you" he immediately passed to get into the apartment. In the sound of television filling the room, it means Baskara has gone home.
Baskara just glanced at Miss without helping her carry the grocery bag. He was still staring at the television as thoughts drifted between Sisil and Missing.
Seeing Rindu bring the Baskara balanjaan closer, he drank all the water while looking at Rindu.
"Rin" call Baskara.
"If I don't come home angry, don't you?"
Baskara's question made Miss turn her head, she stared at Baskara's dull face.
The question was actually not necessary to answer, it was certain the answer he would be angry.
"Where are you going?"
Baskara fell silent while playing her finger with the glass. He was half hesitant to say that he would take care of Sisil for a few days until Sisil was discharged from the hospital, or at least he found his papa.
"Sisil" when Baskara said Sisil's name, Miss immediately stomped the plate on the table until it sounded a loud bang. He was about to pass before Baskara's heavy voice made him undo the intention
"Given my explanation" said Baskara preventing Miss from leaving
"Gue knows what I'm doing is wrong, but I'm done with it" he said
"Sidil had severe depression, he always felt that if no one wanted him, he always hurt himself, besides he had dissociative amnesia, he will throw away the memory that traumatized him including__" Baskara's voice weakened at the end of the sentence
"Including the fact that I've married equally elo, even I don't guarantee he knows elo"
Dissociative amnesia occurs when a person blocks certain information, usually related to a stressful or traumatic event, but this causes him to be unable to remember important personal information. With this disorder, the rate of memory loss goes beyond normal forgetting and includes long-term memory gaps or memories involving traumatic events.
Missed to snort while pulling the corner of her lips
"So what do you mean?"
"Gue wants to take care of Sisil until he finds his papa, I promise after that I will stay away from him"
Miss laughing bitterly, without answering the sentence Baskara he immediately entered the room and locked himself there.
The knock from the door did not make Miss stop her crying, so did Baskara care for Sisil? Is that how Sisil lived in Baskara?
Caring for said? As for the fate of Missing that she took care of Sisil. Didn't he think that Baskara hadn't taken good care of him all along
"Rin, Rin" Baskara's voice continued to fill the void.
Until the sound is no longer heard, replaced by the sound of the door outside the apartment closed, it means Baskara left again.
Missing crying so much, his head immediately throbbed pain, he felt a tremendous nausea to the point of not being able to hold it.
Holding on to the wall to reach the mattress, Miss closed her eyes. His head was really throbbing pain, he always felt nauseous at all times.
The handpone on the vibrating nightstand bears the name Rosalicha.
Miss pressing the lift button on the screen.
"What's wrong?"
A female soft voice greeted him immediately. He is the best friend of Miss who moved duties in Jakarata, during the holiday season yesterday Miss intends to meet the girl but failed because she was assigned to guide an impromptu study tour.
"Not too good" said Miss while laying her body on the bed.
"What's up ? "
"I'm sick again Ros"
"Geez, where's your husband? Why not go to the hospital?"
Rosa's questions were gritty, like a sister who was worried about her sister.
Husband, where is her husband? Oh Miss forgot her husband was having fun with another woman.
"are you in Jakarta?"
"Three weeks ago, I even started working"
"Why didn't you say? , I'll be able to meet you"
"Fear disturb" the sound of the ruckus from across made the corner of the lips Miss lifted.
"May I go to your house, all your husbands? "
Longing to draw a smile, her marriage problems Missing did tell Rosa. But she hasn't sent a picture of how her husband's face is.
"She no longer exists" said Miss "here, accompany me. I'm not feeling well anymore"
"Okay, after checking my patients"
The call just ended. Miss still closed her eyes, her head felt throbbing, maybe the effect she was less restless. Misses falling asleep at half-time.
The sound of the bell from outside inevitably made his eyes open. Longs to walk with a wall, the situation is really deteriorating. When the apartment door was opened Rosa immediately hugged Miss tightly.
"I miss Rindi" said Rosa still hugging Miss.
Longing to pull the corner of her thin lips then let Rosa prick.
"You sick?" Rosa checks the body temperature
"You're here to go see or want to be a doctor" ledek Rindu
"Two" he said, saying, "what do you think you are? "
"Nausea, dizziness, no appetite for what to do, want to be angry continue to buk doctor" story Missing with a smile
"Nausea? You're nauseous ?" Repeat Rosa, "are you nauseous with something that doesn't make sense?"
"What do you mean?"
"You're sick of squirming ugly people for example"
Although the sentence sounds like a guyonan but makes Miss actually think of the word Rosa.
"Oh yeah I'm disgusted if I squirm wet soil, I don't like the smell of my husband's perfume, I don't like dirty houses" said Miss streak
Rosa clapped her hands with a wide smile "last you haids when?"
Miss frowning, why is the discussion so intimate?
"I forgot" replied Miss indifferently
"Rin, you should see a doctor, I think you're pregnant"
"Uhukkk"
Rosa's sentence makes Miss choking on saliva. She pregnant? Indeed, as soon as that, the last time he had sex was the night that Sisil's mother died, he often had that intimate relationship with Baskara. But is it true she's pregnant
"Mending now we are doctors" asked Rosa, inevitably Miss also stood up.
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