BARA (Baskara Wounded in Missing)

Chapter 39's

You don't need to know how badly I hurt

All you need to know is that I can always be okay as long as you're happy

☘☘

Baskara realized choosing one of the two is very difficult for him, at this time Sisil needs it more than Miss. Since she had stayed there Sisil did not stop crying, he always said that if he was afraid of himself, he did not want to lose Baskara.

Baskara sat next to Sisil's brangkar while rubbing the girl's face.

The day after Sisil was better, Sisil was allowed to go home. Of course during that time also Baskara must accompany him.

Baskara had already sent a message to her friend to come to the hospital. While waiting for the arrival of Alan, Pandu and Rama, Baskara wiped Sisil's body. The girl still looked limp, but her emotions were a little manageable.

The wide open door revealed the three with a casual snort. Rama waved at Baskara, while Alan immediately slammed his body on a special sofa waiting for patients.

"I brought you a change of clothes"

The guide throws the paparbag at Baskara.

"How is Sisil?" rama asked as he watched Sisil's pale face

"The atmosphere is a little bit controllable but he must always be under surveillance" Baskara said

"Btw you guys here don't bring food?"

"Boro boro bring food, we immediately unplug the elo nelfon earlier" said Alan.

"Lagian lo strange, people still elo guidance sent came here" said Rama while peeling the orange on the nightstand "we again the thesis Bas, not like elo dating mulu"

Baskara chuckled at Rama's words. He changed his clothes and broke his hair.

"Mom misses what about the Bus?" rama asked him, he chewed an orange.

The baskara stops when rubbing his wet hair

"Elo do not be selfish dong, may elo want to nolong Sisil but the main in elo wife" added Rama.

"If you can be honest Bas, how do you feel elo to miss mom? " Alan straightened his body

"My feeling to miss" Baskara glanced at the roof of the hospital room.

Feelings like what has been in Baskara in Missing, feeling like, happy or just comfortable.

"I feel like I miss him no more just because I'm speeding him"

That was indeed the honest answer from Baskara, all this time he never really considered that he was in love with Miss, he just assumed that it was his heart response because he felt bound by the girl.

The girl can always act mature, obeying Baskara's will and Baskara thinks of her only as she needs Miss instead of loving her.

"So you haven't been in love with Miss?" alan asked to clarify Baskara's feelings.

The man shook his head despite doubts "getting my feelings to Miss all this time is not because of love"

"Bas" Pandu was about to say but he stopped when he saw Sisil wriggling and slowly opened his eyes.

The girl smiled at Baskara, while trying to straighten the body that Baskara helped, Sisil looked at the three friends of Baskara with a smile

"You guys came?" greet Sisil on all three.

Alan, Pandu, and Rama nodded awkwardly, how long have they not talked with Sisil, last done during the study tour or Baskara's birthday.

Rama throws an orange at Alan, who is captured by the man.

"Lo want to eat?“ ask Baskara to Sisil.

Sisil nodded with a smile until he revealed his pupyeyes.

Porridge bowl that was treated by the hospital directly carried Baskara in a spoon that was bribed to Sisil. Baskara took care of Sisil painstakingly, although sometimes hurt feelings were present.

Injured because what is Baskara? It was just that the feeling was like a dagger that slashed his heart as he laughed with Sisil but a shadow of Missing was present in his mind.

"Aren't you in college?"

Sisil swallowed the porridge while throwing a question at Baskara's three friends.

"We have been guided by Sil, so focus more on the thesis" replied Pandu

"Well, it's good to be on the thesis" Sisil told his aunt "i think graduation is late"

"Gak papa graduated late rather than no graduation at all" ledek Rama

They laughed together filling the nursery room Sisil. The girl clasped Baskara's hand while swinging a swing

"Darling, I'm sick in the hospital, when do we get home?"

"Uhuk" Pandu chokes the apple he just chopped.

Rama quickly patted Pandu on the back until the man took out a small piece of apple that he swallowed.

"Just relax when Pan eats it, no one wants to grab an apple elo" Alan teased.

Baskara smiled at them "later we will go home after the elo really healed"

Baskara rubs the top of the sisil's head.

"Bas kayaknya we can not be long here, we want to continue to digerjain sripsi" lies Alan began to rise which followed Rama and Pandu.

Baskara nodded, she led her three friends to the hallway of Sisil's nursery.

In the hallway of silence between them, both Pandu, Alan, Rama or Baskara chose silence while leaning against the wall. Baskara knew there was something they would talk about.

“ati ati if it's on the road"

Baskara patted Rama on the shoulder

"Bas" calls Alan making Baskara turn her head

"We do not agree with Elo deket deket same Sisil" he added.

"Gue noticed the more the day of attention to Sisil had crossed the line as a person who only pity for others"

"You guys why did you come to talk like gini?"

"We ask now the same elo, last time you go home to your wife when?" ask Alan while holding his side.

"Lo know, maybe Miss is there again anxious thinking of elo, she feels lonely waiting for elo"

"Gue just keep him until Papa Sisil is found, after that I will not find him" said Baskara swallow his voice

"When was Sisil's father found? The day after tomorrow, next year or he's not coming back. Is it as long as it is also elo will continue to be like gini in bu Rindu?" Alan was starting to get emotional

"Lan, last time we debated when I was dealing with elo, and now I don't want us to fight just because you guys take care of my business"

"Bas, we temen elo, it is only natural that we tell you that you are doing something wrong" said Pandu.

"Lo all know, right, Sisil's got amnesia__"

"We know, but until when do you give hope to Sisil if you still have the same feeling. Sisil must know if you are married" said Alan.

Baskara said, she looked at the bead of her friend's eyes that had been ignited emotions. It is not good that this conversation continues that there is a friendship they will stretch because of this problem.

"Gue wants in. Sisil's been waiting for me" Baskara stepped forward

"This is the last time we helped elo. We'll help Papa Sisil see you"

Alan, Pandu, and Rama walk away from the nailing Baskara. He leaned against the wall while rubbing his face rough, like this all Baskara needed to do was to shift his emotions on a cigarette. He was looking for a smoke-free room, where there were cigarettes on his lips, while a fire that had burned at the tip of the cigarette. Baskara sucked it slowly, for some reason the smell of Miss pungent in Baskara's nose. The smell of baby powder that makes him feel hypnotized.

Baskara closed her eyes, re-assuring that only until Sisil found her papa would she return to her original life. Until then, Baskara hopes Miss can survive waiting for him.

**

Missing being declared pregnant by a doctor. She was satisfied to also feel a little hurt, why was she pregnant when Baskara was not there by her side?

Repeatedly Miss contacted Baskara but the male handpone was dead.

Really miss almost frustrating because of this. Why hasn't Baskara been on his side for so long?

Miss staring at the calendar on the wall with a blank look. Her pregnancy should be greeted with a feeling of happiness instead she feels a little sad like a widow who has to take care of her child alone.

Arriving Missing like smelling the aroma of spaghetti in the apartment a moment later the stomach was rumbling asking for food rations.

"Spaghetti" murmured Miss.

I miss eating the delivery because the restaurant is also free. But eating alone was not good, Rosa had also returned to the hospital, she also had no friends other than Rosa.

Wirawan, only that person who crossed Miss's mind, after looking for a chat message Wirawan stacked below, Miss sent a message

Longs

You where?

There was no need to wait for long as the checkmark instantly turned blue

N. Virgins

Hospital, what's wrong Rin?

Longs

Been busy?

N.Virgin

No, there is no scheduled operation

Longs

Accompany me to eat spaghetti

N.Virgin

I'm there. Wait for me

Salah no ya miss going with Wirawan looking for spaghetti. He did not want people to think strangely about him. Especially Baskara. But ah already. The man was also busy with his wife. He never cared about Missing. So why miss should care about him.

Missing kelaur with casual clothes, her stomach is not too noticeable because of her young pregnancy.

It turns out that in the lobby Wirawan was already standing with his cansual milk clothes. The Viarawan is actually not ugly as well, quite handsome when compared to Baskara, he has authority and always thinks mature.

"Wait a long time?"

Wirawan opens the door to Miss. The girl nodded saying "thank you".

Their car drove towards the famous delicious spaghetti restaurant, as the ngedate event both looked harmonious. Longs not to eat much spaghetti because his stomach arrived nausea. He only ate two spoons the rest he immediately turned the food into the sink of the restaurant.

Because Wirawan chose to bring Miss to the hospital. He'll check why Miss mutants are so mutant, he's afraid that Miss poisoning. Wirawan did not know that Miss is pregnant.

Their car arrived at the hospital parking lot, when Wirawan turned off the machine Missing face turned to the left and the scenery he saw really made his eyes immediately glassy.

It was Baskara her husband who was kissing another woman. The woman who was always the reason Baskara didn't come home, the woman who always made Miss hurt.

Silvi Margaret or Sisil

The girl was kissing Baskara at the hospital. Suffice it to make the heart of Long as it was harvested by thousands of arrows, felt in the words by the sharpest daggers. The oxygen supply on Earth has been exhausted.

Wirawan who realized Miss sobbing immediately khawtair, he repeatedly asked "what's up" to Miss

"I want to go home" the voice was always accompanied by a sobbing that made Wirawan's heart also feel open

"But we haven't seen a doctor yet" Wirawan said trying to calm Miss

"I want to go home Wirawan, please take me away from here"

"What's Missing?"

"I want to go home" Miss sobbed very loudly "take me away from here" he said