BARA (Baskara Wounded in Missing)

Chapter 48's

No need to stay away

Because from the beginning I understood

That loving you all I need to do is back away

☘☘

For a moment like a thousand gondams. More painful than being slashed by a dagger. In front of him Miss stood up while laughing funny, Wirawan is also the same thing, she holds the ring that she will wear to Miss.

Baskara is not ready if the reason for this separation is because Wirawan is not because of his mistake. Ever since Sisil asked to be accompanied to see Icha's doctor, Baskara's feelings had been wanting to give up on trying to bring Miss back. And now everything seems to make it clear that all Baskara needs to do is to let go of Miss.

"deeply"

Icha's voice boomed in the hospital corridor. Baskara was still staring at the bead of Missing eyes when the gazes of the two met. Sisil had already left Baskara with Icha and Wirawan. While Rindu still nailed with a gaze that did not move from Baskara.

They are equally imprisoned in time, pecking to stare at each other's shadow of error.

Longing to leave the corridor before the faster steps make Baksara stop

Baskara stood dashingly before him, a cute and adorable face no longer emanated on Baskara's face. There are only Baskara's faults during life with Miss.

"I want to go"

He longs to choose the road next to Baskara but the check is always more powerful than he who wants to leave Baskara.

"Your decision to ask for a divorce, because of my fault or Wirawan?"

They sat for a long time, before Missing turned her eyes away.

"Wirawan has nothing to do with our divorce"

Longed to let go of Baskara's hand.

He did not want to look at Baskara, Longing has passed with more pain than Baskara.

**

Two weeks quickly passed, today Baksara dyed his black tie, with black pants and a white shirt he was preparing for the graduation event held in the campus.

Repeatedly he tried to contact Miss but the girl always refused him.

Baskara left the campus when approaching the event, at most just a dirty gladis abis welcome from Arya as the owner of the foundation. There is no special privilege, Baskara down the campus corridor, almost all the faculty buildings he is coiled, from business management, economics, lecturer rooms, lecturer canteens, courtrooms, campus halls to the library. There is no Missing existence at all.

Students wearing toga passed by the corridor, Pandu, Alan, and Rama were already sitting in the hall waiting for their names to be called to move the toga rope to the right. Such an event is not very important for Baskara, the only thing that matters is that he looks for where Miss is. He hasn't been wearing a toga, still in plain black and white clothes, toganya he lives in the car, the problem when his name is called Baskara will not matter.

Handpone Rindu is also inactive, what kind of hate he has on Baskara. While continuing to search, his steps stopped when he saw the doctor Icha and Wirawan standing side by side. They laughed, a more jerky laugh as Wirawan's hands coiled around Icha's waist.

So like this man who will marry Miss, his behavior is more jerk than Baskara. While walking he pulled Wirawan's collar until the man staggered forward

"Eh what's this?"

Wirawan who does not know what is immediately shocked by the attitude of bruntal Baskara.

"The son of a bitch, after elo nglam Rindu lo can still maen behind the same doctor Icha"

Wirawan frowned, he brushed off the grip of Baskara's hand. While tidying up his crumpled shirt he stared at Icha's confused face

"Cha I think someone misunderstood, you're obviously the same as this kid"

Wirawan pointed at Baskara, as he walked away, Wirawan gave Icha and Baskara time to discuss the matter.

They were sitting side by side in the campus garden, as their eyes stared at the weeds that were already filling the flower pot on the right.

"Wirawan has told me all your problems are the same Miss"

Icha's soft voice sounded charming. Maybe that's why he majored in psychology, though,

Baskara looked over with a forehead crease that had been reflected.

"Doctors know Miss?"

Icha smiled "i'm the same Missing Temen from SD, she often called me the base of my name. Kayak Rosa rather than Icha"

Instantly Icha recalled something as she stared at her wrist.

"Actually Wirawan is not looking for Miss, but he asked for advice on Miss to bed me" he said

"It's a little complicated to tell, which is important now that we have to miss the airport"

Baskara is more locked up than Icha's statement just now

"Airport?" rework Basque

"You don't know yet? Missed the S3 at Havard, and the plane will take off in 15 minutes"

Without thinking long Baskara immediately ran towards the parking lot. He pulled his car to the airport, the trip was delayed when Jakarta was jammed.

"Shitt" cursed Baskara while hitting the steering wheel

Missing Assistance is not present at his graduation, he will continue his study at Havard. Is this how you miss forgetting yourself? 

Five minutes stuck in traffic, Baskara immediately glided at high speed. He ran down the airport yard.

While looking for the whereabouts of Miss who never met, Baskara met Lina and Tio who actually turned around.

"Ma, pa, miss where?" baskara's voice trembled, maybe a matter of minutes he would cry.

Tio patted Baskara's shoulder strongly

"He's been flying to America"

The sentence seemed to strike Baskara's heart deeper. Longing for evil, Longing for more evil than when Baskara left him for Sisil. This problem was only rooted from his depression Sisil. But why did the girl choose to continue her study and give up in the household.

Is this what he wants?  they can get back together and promise not to repeat.

Baskara fell on the floor, she grabbed her hair

"Hindu this nitip"

An envelope is proffered for Baskara. The man opened the envelope. A marriage document and divorce papers that have been signed Miss.

Baskara wanted to cry, really. If necessary he wants to fly to America to meet Miss.

Tio patted Baskara on the shoulder, after the departure of Tio and Lina. Baskara squeezed the envelope strongly. He couldn't say a word, making it difficult for him.

**

Baskara sat down while staring blankly at the apartment room. Missing really makes him suffer, he often urinate not even always do the right thing.

Baskara lifted the chair and threw the chair in the front mirror

Prang

The glass split, falling from the floor into pieces. Not satisfied Baskara grabbed her hair

"Arrrggghhhhhh"

His feet were precisely stepping on the broken glass, he did not feel any pain still his heart ached as Missing left.

It was over, his home and his life. Baskara threw the broken glass right at the door, quite successfully tore the skin of Baskara's hand, because the man grasped it too firmly.

He sat on his feet while crying. His hand held the chest to relieve the pain.

He opened a can of beer that only 3 kelang left, calculated Baskara has run out 12 cans of beer. Even his consciousness was thin.

He got up while holding his jacket, the path was hollow even he had to hold on to the wall in order to stand upright.

The gaze was already blurred along with the object that floated rotating. He held his head which felt heavy

Brugggg

Baskara was unable to maintain balance until he fell to the floor