BARA (Baskara Wounded in Missing)

Chapter 40's

Hiding in the wrong will only make you a loser

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To make Sisil's mind positive, the thing Baskara did was take him around the park. Looking at the scenery and breathing fresh air, not in the hospital that is identical to the smell of drugs.

Baskara and Sisil walked in a row while telling stories, all the stories Sisil told were stories when they were dating. Baskara did not taste to respond to the story of Sisil, really, there was a part where he felt empty, where he felt empty.

They chose to sit on the bench of the park while staring at the children who play, Sisil holding Baskara's hand while leaning his head on Baskara's shoulder.

He enjoyed the sound of music playing at one end of the park.

"Bas" call Sisil

Baskara simply cleared her throat as a response to Sisil's call.

"After graduation you have the intention to say no to me?"

What's ngelamar? How did Sisil mean. Make her a wife. Wife two means. Baskara was getting better when Sisil looked at her face. He blinked while smiling waiting for an answer from her.

Baskara wanted to answer no, because even though she was not sure about her feelings for Miss but to remarry she was not that cruel. During her stay with Miss, Baskara felt comfortable, she never thought of leaving Miss, although honestly her feelings for Sisil were still there.

"Bas" call Sisil to awaken Baskara from the reverie

"Ha what? What did you just say?"

Baskara wanted to shift their conversation to something else but it seemed like she was having a hard time.

"Aren't you going to marry me?" reset Sisil.

"Gue hasn't thought about it yet"

Actually he had thought about marrying Sisil but it happened when he was not married to Miss, now it is different, he has no thoughts about it.

"Am I not in your life plan?"

Life plan, life plan Baskara just continue S2, memipin company, have a lot of children with Miss, make the girl annoyed, Disrupt Miss, make love with Miss until she is bored, make love with Miss, playing ps with his friends, aging while disturbing the day of Missing.

There was no Sisil in his plans unless the end of this final Sisil made him have a new plan of finding his papa.

"You don't want to marry me?" reset Sisil

His eyes were glassy with a pale face, for God's sake to see Sisil as it sliced his heart. Baskara rubbed Sisil's hair. She smiled

"We think later. Now we think about your recovery"

Cuppy

Sisil kissed Baskara's lips without her consent. It managed to make Baskara surprised, it was beyond belief Sisil would do such a thing, even though during courtship he often did.

Sisil smiled after releasing his kiss, he hugged Baskara tightly.

"Don't stay with me"

Baskara. His eyes were glassy, he felt contempt at the thought of Missing.

**

Sisil has been allowed to go home by Doctor Icha. Most importantly once a month she has to do a cake up. Sisil's condition has improved so far. He was not as angry as he was before, though he did not remember that Baskara's status had changed since a year and a half ago.

Baskara takes Sisil home with Alan, Pandu and Rama. Of course, the three of them must be forced first by the new Baskara he wants to deliver Sisil's return.

"Sil. We'll just unplug it, want to take care of the thesis" Alan's reason.

"Gue too. You see the nebeng Alan" said Pandu and Rama compact.

"Be careful, thank you for bringing me home" Sisil smiled "frequently playing here ya"

Pandu, Alan, and Rama immediately say goodbye after staring at Baskara fiercely. Who does not feel annoyed if you have a Baskara model theme?.

"Gue also turned back" Baskara said as he rubbed the top of Sisil's head.

Sisil gave his lips in disbelief.

"I'll be back later. I haven't been back in a week"

"Promise here again right" said Sisil

Sisil smiled as he waved to Baskara.

This week he did not go home at all, did not meet Miss and did not know how the child was doing.

Baskara took her car to the apartment, she headed straight to her apartment with a big smile.

Missing, the girl was eating a fruit salad while staring at the laptop screen. After a week ago she wiped her tears this time Miss lazily squeezed the keyboard.

Baskara stepped in doubt, do you miss not being angry when you see Baskara not coming home all this time? Will Miss forgive him?

"Again what?" baskara's words made Miss look at her with swollen eyes, Miss has started to look glassy.

Baskara knows Miss is angry but what about Sisil. He also needs Baskara.

"Where are you from?" it was a smashing sentence for Baskara, she knew her return home would create a fight in her household.

Baskara did not answer she opened the refrigerator to take a drink but the first time she saw it in the refrigerator was pregnant women's milk. Baskara was trembling, she wanted to sabgis, really, she wanted to be angry with herself.

Missed pulling Baskara's shirt from behind. The sobbing sound was heard in Baskara's ear, more painful than hearing Sisil's cry.

"Why never go home? Do you think of me as a wife?"

Baskara clasped his hands firmly, really, he became the worst man in the world.

"Gue nemenin Sisil" the remark further made Miss cry loudly.

Baskara did not dare to turn her body to look at Miss's face

His guilt piled up to make him want to die.

"Does he mean more than me? " that sentence is interrupted by a sob.

"Gue just helped him heal depression"

"In a way you hurt me. Is that what you said he healed?"

Baskara turned around while clasping onto Miss's shoulder.

"My miss just want to make up for my mistakes because he already married her elo"

The heart longs like being hit by a gondam, like being shot by a thousand bullets, his legs limp. For whatever's on this earth, he's hurt to hear Baskara's answer.

"So you said our marriage was a mistake"

"Enggsk Rin, that's not what I mean"

"So what do you mean?" I miss shouting louder.

"Gue don't want to be selfish, no matter where I can heal Sisil"

"You doctor?"

"Rin l__"

"i'm pregnant, I'm 4 weeks pregnant"

Missed her face humping while sobbing sobs.

If you are not pregnant, Miss wants to ask for divorce with Baskara. He was no longer able to withstand all this.

Baskara rested at the feet of Miss while crying. He was completely unable to raise his foot.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Rin"

"Mama Rindu is not strong, Miss wants to give up. What being a wife should be this sick ma"

Miss biting her finger to hold the stuffing but failed to stuffing it increasingly became when Baskara rested on her feet while holding hands.

He didn't want to forgive Baskara, but he was already out with her. He wants to, he wants to. The man only considered Missing as a joke.

But she can't ask for a divorce, she doesn't want to sacrifice her child. He will not add any more injuries in the future.

"You're a mistake I never expected"