BARA (Baskara Wounded in Missing)

Chapter 47's

Baskara rubbed her face in frustration, she leaned against the wall of the apartment. What he saw was like the tip of a spear that stuck in the heart.

Alan, Pandu, and Rama stared at the behavior of his best friend who gulped down beer without stopping. Even the tin cans were already scattered on the floor.

"Lo already nanya, Wirawan really ngelamar bu Rindu or not?"

Pandu looked at Baskara's face who was still sipping beer without looking at Pandu's face.

Baskara shook her head, reopening the beer cans for the umpteenth time

"Why don't you ask Miss?"

Baskara did not answer just sipping the beer up the toilet.

He took a breath and then slowly exhaled

"Lo nanya to Miss both Bas, elo still have full rights over Miss"

Alan snatched a beer that Baskara had almost opened. He gulped in exchange for Baskara.

Baskara got up while carrying the car keys.

"Where are you going?"

Rama intercepts Baskara as the man steps to the door. Although with the limb body Baskara is still able to shift the position of Rama. He exited the apartment with shaky steps.

He opened the car door with great difficulty, immediately the car rolled into Miss's house. Until there Wirawan and Miss alike get out of the car. They seem to have just come home.

Baskara hit the bumper of Wirawan's car, while opening the door he shook his head which felt heavy.

Longing to stare at his random face, the smell of alcohol instantly smelled as their distance thinned. Baskara blocking strong wrist miss. The girl was pulled back from her body.

Holding hands miss the other hand blocking Wirawan's collar.

"Fuck" aspersons Baskara.

Wirawan brushed off Baskara's hand violently. He looked at Miss's face which looked even more angry than her.

"I'm sorry, I think there's something you need to finish"

Wirawan passed by without looking at Baskara's face that was already red with anger.

Two seconds from Wirawan's departure, Baskara closed his eyes to regain consciousness.

He turned to look at the mellow face of Miss, albeit with an expression of anger that he showed

"Gue doesn't like elo deket the same way he does" Baskara's voice weakens, just as consciousness is already thinning

"I don't need to ask your consent to see anyone"

Longing to walk away from Baskara to open the fence. The man followed without approval from Miss. The feeling as Baskara hugged Sisil with a smile still made her anger rise at level 8.

Baskara pulled Rindu's hand to be carried by his arms. He hugged Miss even though the girl rebelled. While hitting Baskara's chest hard, Miss tried to escape her body from Baskara's embrace.

Baskara grabbed the bend of Miss and then sucked it with rough lips.

Longing to hit Baskara's chest, Baskara knows she hates whenever Baskara treats her like a cheap woman. He always kissed her lustfully, no tenderness the man gave her.

Longing to push the body Baskara strong so that the body is limp kebelakng.

Plakk

Miss slapping Baskara Cheeks. Although not too sick but Baskara's heart aches.

"I'm not a whore you'd treat like this"

The sentence was flooded with tears, Baskara lowered his head to hide the dizziness and pain that attacked his chest.

Miss wiping tears while turning right to enter the house. Not one step Baskara hugged him from behind, this time a hug that was not as rough as before.

Something was dripping in the bend of Longing, the pain was radiating violently around his chest.

"Gue doesn't want to separate Rin, I don't want to separate" Baskara said

"Gue doesn't want to be owned by someone else. I don't want Rin"

Why is it only now that Baskara is aware of his feelings, of the emptiness that he always tries to cover up. Why only now Baskara said a word that makes Miss more slashed.

"I can't"

The voice shrieked while taking off Baskara's embrace. Missing does not want to turn her head she does not want to return to the charm of Baskara which only makes her happy for a moment. Seeing Baskara was like seeing her son's miscarriage. He won't forgive for that one thing.

Baskara fell to the floor while struggling. She was crying, she didn't want to be upright, it felt like her world was over when Miss asked for a divorce.

**

Missing down from the room with puffy eyes, when looking at the living room sofa, Baskara had fallen asleep there.

"Mama brought him in"

Lina who saw Miss's facial expression immediately explained

"Every night he immediately fainted when you were in the room, papa equally mama could not bear, how is he still your husband"

Lina stroked Miss arm

"Direct miss ma, want to see you Rosa"

A longing passed without glancing at Baskara again. He also did not respond to Lina's explanation.

Arriving at the hospital, Rosalicha immediately picked up Miss in front of the building.

"Hey, let's see who came"

Rosa hugged Miss tightly "for a long time yes we did not meet, last time fitting I maen to your apartment"

They walked on the second floor where Rosa's room was

Miss nailing, chest rippling pain, Rosa does not know about her miscarriage, lately she was busy taking care of her own life, rarely communicate with Rosa, let alone Rosa was willing to marry.

Sitting on the sofa in Rosa's room, the girl carried a canned drink that was upheld on the table. While observing the change in Missing's face, Rosa immediately guessed

"Is there anything that disturbs your mind?"

Miss looked up as Rosa's voice was already heard closer before her. He shook his head, a mistake Miss made when dealing with a psychiatrist like Rosa.

"Lying, your face can't lie to me"

Rosa opened the lid of the can, the sound of oxygen soda immediately greeted her. He gulped down two gulps while waiting for Miss to tell him what she wanted to tell him. Miss is not the type of person who wants to be forced to tell better stories Rosa waits for her to tell stories of her own volition

"I miscarried two months ago"

The soda was stuck in Rosa's mouth, they gathered in her mouth without Rosa being able to swallow it

It feels like the esophagus is clogged by a sharp object that prevents soda from sliding freely.

Rosa stared at the bead of Miss's eyes that looked sad, not as shady as usual. There was a burden that he had never told anyone else, a burden that always hung on his heart.

Glug

Rosa swallowed the soda with great difficulty. He put a soda can on the table while wiping his wet lips.

Rosa shifted closer to Miss, she rubbed Miss while hugging the girl.

Sure enough, the embrace of Rosa was able to tear down the defense of Miss, the girl cried a hiccup in Rosa's arms. This was the first time Rosa had seen the deep sorrow of the heart of Longing.

After three minutes of Miss shed her tears without telling a word, Rosa offered water to Miss.

Longing to just hold the glass without drinking it, he stared at every wave of water playing around in the glass.

"I'm getting a divorce"

That sentence is no less surprising than a Missing miscarriage. Rosa could only fall silent without being able to say a word. It feels like his throat is getting stuck knowing that miss is injured.

Missing can still pull the corners of her lips

"For as long as I want to tell you" he stroked Rosa's back which still could not shake the shocked face. Rosa understand Rindu just pretended to be strong in front of everyone, actually she felt her heart was slashed.

"I didn't suffer that much, until you had to worry about me"

Rosa danced to the corner of her lips, she knew Miss was not happy at being pitied, she was always doing what she could, would not ask for help as long as she could, despite how heavy it was.

"I'll wait until you're ready to clear up to me" Rosa stroked the back of Miss's hand

"My S3 file file was accepted at Havard, I'm likely to continue my study"

I miss the water she was holding earlier. He looked at Rosa who could not blink

"More surprising than the news" Miss smiled

Miss is crazy to learn, she likes to learn even Rosa is sometimes saturated with nerds like Miss. But Rosa knows the reason why Miss always likes to learn, she thinks books are people who can understand her without her asking, Miss always feels crowded when she studies, she says, he was happy when he found the numbers on the paper. Longs have not had friends, he had difficulty getting along with others, when he knew Miss was married even though it was betrothed Rosa was also happy.

Missing the decision to continue her S3 at Havard did sound wrong, she was like running away from her troubles. But for Miss, she just wanted to calm herself down, make her mind better. Because what can heal the wounds of Longing at this time is Missing yourself. By busy herself, she could forget how sick she was when she was pregnant without a husband, how hurt she was to see Baskara hugging with others, how hurt she was to lose a child seed.

"Good luck yeah"

Rosa got up while wearing a doctor's suit

"There will soon be a patient who wants to consult with me"

Misses nodding "need me to go or___"

"You're here, just for a moment" Rosa said***smile

"I called Wirawan to tell you what to do?"

Longing to give a proposal to Rosa, of course the girl directly**** big smile.

"Agreed"

After sending a message to Wirawan, the man replied quickly. He asks Miss to come out without telling Rosa.

After saying goodbye Miss went out to see Wirawan. The man stood up and put his hand in his pocket.

"Old udaha?"

Miss approaching Wirawan

"Deg deg an nih"

He's holding his chest. Longs to draw a smile when looking at the cute expression of Wirawan

"Let's relax, come in yuk"

Miss turned around but her hand was blocked by Wirawan.

The man pulled out a shiny ring.

"Without?"

He rubbed his hair, looking riled up despite still being handsome dazzling.

"Create, what do I want to try?"

"Can?" wirawan is still in doubt, afraid that Miss does not agree



Miss nodding as a sign of agreement, when Wirawan pulled the ring from the box, Rosa's voice stopped the two, even hurriedly Wirawan kept the ring box in his pants pocket.

"deeply"

The call also made Miss look back. Baskara and Sisil stood firmly in the hospital corridor. Baskara's gaze could not be separated from the two.