BARA (Baskara Wounded in Missing)

Chapter 36's

About 1 o'clock and 25 minutes Sisil was awake, he looked around with a dazed look. The first time he saw Baskara, Sisil immediately hugged Baskara while crying.

Baskara only reciprocated Sisil's treatment because he had been in the position of the child, he had lost his mother.

About half an hour to calm Sisil, Baskara said goodbye to the aunt who was guarding Sisil, she went with her friend to take the car at Sisil's house.

"Eh I forgot that"

Pemertang road Pandu patted the forehead

"Bu Rindu from earlier nungguin elo" continued Pandu.

Baskara sighed, she leaned against the chair. His gaze withered on the street ahead

"Gue is confused" said Baskara

"What's elo again?" Rama asked while leaning over the side of the driver's seat

"Yesterday when I haven't met Sisil my feelings to Missing are getting clearer, now I meet him, my feelings to Missing are getting unclear, I am confused which I mean dear it to whom? To Miss or Sisil?" Complain Baskara while rubbing his face

"Don't be too selfish Bas, no matter how big elo dear to Sisil, elo is the husband of Miss" said Pandu.

There was a very long silence before Alan's handpone shook. Alan reached into the pocket of his pants while slashing a number he was not familiar with

"This is Alan den Baskara?" Ask sipenelpon from across

"Yes, who is this?"

"His servant's aunt is non-Sisil" the voice sounded a little trembling full of frightened tones "liangin den Baskara non Sisil shouted"

The call was immediately cut off unilaterally, making Alan brake suddenly his car. Pandu and Rama would immediately protest without knowing what was going on

"Sisil yells at the hospital" Alan said, making Baskara immediately turn his head.

"The computer's back at the hospital" he said snapped

The car immediately swerved towards the hospital, Sisil's current state is very unpredictable. Arriving at the parking lot of Baskara hospital immediately ran towards Sisil's room, the thing she saw was the nurse trying to stop Sisil's scream.

His face was really messy with tattered clothes camping, his hair was also random scrambling, on the right hand Sisil there was a fruit knife placed on his arm, was like a knife incision on his body.

Baskara approached with a heart.

"Sideline what are you doing?" asked Baskara as she advanced towards Sisil

"Baskara" the voice weakened

"Fall down the knife yes, we talk good" said Baskara trying to calm Sisil

"Your mother is gone, you are gone too. I'm alone, what am I living for?"

"Sil, I'm here for you"

Sisil shook his head in tears, "you lied you were gone"

"I promise not to leave you" Baskara moved closer "now with me, falling on his knife"

Sisil finally complied and dropped his knife, Baskara immediately hugged Sisil tightly. Let the girl spill her tears in Baskara's arms.

**

Sisil can fall asleep at about 4 am, while waiting for the pskiater came Baskara rubbed Sisil's face.

"Gue unplug the Bus yes" Pandu said patting Baskara on the shoulder

"Thank you yes" said weak Baskara "gue ask for help looking for Sisil's bokap"

"Please let us help you out"

After the departure of his friend was silent in the room. Cold stuck between Baskara, the lapping of singing hours accompanied the silence of Baskara's heart.

For some reason in a position like this Baskara just remembered Miss. Her handpone was left in the car dasboar, she did not carry a handpone at all.

Is Miss still waiting for him? Or has he gone home and fallen asleep while waiting for Baskara's return?

It was so early that Baskara spent just thinking about the possible possibilities of longing. At 9:30 the psychiatrist Baskara had ordered arrived. Her stature is beautiful with a doctor's suit attached to her body.

"Hay Sisil" said the doctor

"Know I Icha" the doctor reached out with a hand that was only stared at by Sisil.

"You're beautiful, what college?"

Icha poured water in the glass and then she put it on Sisil.

"Medicine" replied Sisil still eating his porridge

"Wahh was happy to meet the prospective doctor" Icha's face seemed to shine as if there was a light illuminating behind the tyrannical face

"Who is this?"

Although Icha knew who Baskara was but he was just trying to observe how big Sisil's memory of the events that happened to him these few days.

"My girlfriend"

Icha mangosteen mangosteen while staring at Baskara. He asked for approval for Sisil's answer, and Baskara certainly shook his head, indeed it is that they had broken up a few months ago.

Icha took a seat next to Sisil's brangkar.

"I have a good vidio" said Icha taking out his handphone

"I'm not interested in watching Vidio"

"Try it first, the vidio is good"

He turned the vidio who was luring Sisil to vent his emotions. And right when the scene of someone dying, Sisil threw a bowl of porridge on the floor with his hands grabbed his hair, he shouted loudly and said "no, mama is still alive" like that continuously.

Baskara tried to lift her arms by hugging Sisil tighter

"Mama's mother is alive, right?" the question was asked while biting his fingernails until they bled.

Sisil is not easily soothed if the condition is like this the first thing to do is to inject drugs.

"Baskara can meet me in the room" Icha said after Sisil fell asleep. Baskara follows Icha like a child following her shopping mama.

In room , Baskara just sat while staring at Icha who made tea for Baskara.

"Sisil's current condition is difficult for me to describe more definitively" Icha said

"It is possible that when he hurts himself he experiences Self harm/self injuries (Self injury is a behavior that a person does to overcome emotional pain by harming themselves)"

"The most likely thing is that she's depressed over the loss of someone she cares about"

Icha sipped her tea and continued the sentence "if I may know before Sisil ever hurt himself?"

Baskara tried to remember whether she had ever tried to hurt herself "I don't think she was ever that close, the meek and cheerful Sisil"

"Means she's in a deep depression so think unfuk hurt her"

"The effective remedy for Sisil is the presence of the man who made him happy"

Icha stared at Baskara more in "look at you, I see he'll start to calm down if there's you"

Baskara rubbed her face, she was really dizzy with this situation. Why does it have to happen like this

"I understand that people around will be depressed to see people he knows like that" Icha paused his sentence "most likely changes in family harmony that makes Sisil mentally a little disturbed"

Baskara decreed "but it can be cured right doc?"

"Can, we'll try to give you a winning therapy, but I also need help from you and friend Sisil"

Baskara nodded in understanding

"Sisil's emotional change cannot be detected when it will happen, it is better to wait for it, you are not far from Sisil, it can endanger him"

Baskara exited the room in a daze, almost falling down if she did not hold on to the waiting chair.

What should Baskara do now, abandon Sisil who does not know where his father is? Or take care of his ex-girlfriend when he already has a wife.

"Hindu what should I do?"

Baskara covered his face with both palms, this really makes it difficult to choose one of them.

At times like this Baskara wants to tell stories and ask Miss opinions, the girl is always good at dealing with a problem.

But can he be that bad about telling his ex-lover to his wife?