ANTERIOR

ANANTARA - 2 Delayed explanations

It's been a week since Adam left me in this house. On that day, after Adam left, my father-in-law came to my house with a worried face, he already knew what had happened from the citizens.

I who was the wife of Adam's mother now turned into her affair, which I still can not deny all that.

I don't know how to go through all this in the future.

Since then, Adam has sent me no messages or calls. Ali, my son with Adam's mas sometimes asked his Abi figure, but I always replied that his Abi was at work, trying to make this 5-year-old understand.

Even though I don't know where my husband went.

For a week I was the subject of village gossip, they said that I was a despicable woman hiding behind my hood.

Astagfirullah, I never thought that the man who said kabul and made me a wife was a married man.

Moreover, my marriage with mas Adam is a marriage that has been arranged by the family of Adam and my own family through taaruf.

It hurt, but my Father-in-law said, "Please son, wait for your husband to come home, don't think no, now calm down first yourself and your heart,"

"Well Adam is your husband, you must be steadfast in all the trials that have befallen your family, pray that God will give you a way out of all these trials." My in-laws advice.

I tried to calm myself for a week, but from a week, two weeks, three weeks Adam still never returned.

This heart is getting sicker. Missing the figure that used to always be beside me, accompanied me at a time when this heart was feeling troubled.

But now I am alone, setting my fragile heart, trying to accept all the realities that are to come.

"Assalamualaikum" said one man who said a greeting which I knew very well.

I who was in the room put Ali to sleep immediately ran to see who the person who said the greeting was,

And sure enough,

"Mas Adam!" my words call his name.

The name I always say in my prayers in the morning, evening and evening.

It was no longer the anger I had raised, but this longing, I immediately ran towards him to embrace his warm body, until just as I was about to embrace him, Adam suddenly grabbed my shoulder, like refusing to accept this hug of my miss.

And I saw a woman who was no stranger to me, she was now walking towards me and Adam.

Such a great longing is now defeated by the pain that re-emerged after half a month I treat.

"Who is here! Play some nyosor-nyosor!" Said the woman I still remember her face.

"I'm really cape mas, why the hell should I come here first? Why not go straight to the apartment?" Said the woman while sitting her ass on my living room couch.

"I have to talk to Aisyah first, I also told you that you can go straight there, why come here?" Reply to Adam.

"Yes, I'm coming, where do you want me you stay in the apartment and you even meet this ACTOR, then ease again, can be alone, I will not let you stay!"

I who saw also heard their conversation that really made my emotions peak.

"What are you coming home for?" I said with a cynical tone.

Of course, how not to heat up this heart, when I had been patiently waiting, but he now came instead with a fire that re-ignited this anger.

"I've been very patient waiting for the return of the mas out of nowhere! But now, mas instead came home with a woman who knows who and without a single explanation that mas said to me!"

Adam looked at me with a surprised face, maybe only this time he saw me this angry.

"Dear, istighfar! Listen to me first, it's wrong" said mas Adam who seemed to try to calm me down.

"Listen to what! For half a month you have left me! Without any news from you!"

"The day she came to this house!" I said while pointing at the woman who was now silent while looking at me cynically.

"You didn't say a word to me! You left me alone in this house!"

"I can only cry alone in this house! Listen to the people saying no-no!" I continue with this anger.

"Well, I thought about how I felt that day!"

"I am your wife! Which wife is not hurt when she sees her husband go with another woman who says that I am the ACTOR!"

I continued to express my heart which was so upset, angry and disappointed in him.

No tears had washed this face, it felt so tight on this chest.

"Is that true?" Tanyaku.

Adam who could only be quiet now began to raise his face to look at me.

"What does that woman really say?" Ask again.

Adam now took his hand and grabbed both of my shoulders.

"Is it true?"

"Jawab aka kali! Don't get rich it's hard to talk about it!" Said the woman as if she did not like to see Adam who was now looking at me with a guilty look.

"Sorry," finally Adam said a sentence that somehow made my body seem limp for a moment.

"Really turned out?" My speech.

"But why is it like that? Don't we get married like nothing happened? Do you and your mom know?" I asked again as if I couldn't believe all this.

"Denger yeah! I like Adam and I like each other! We marry because of love! If you were betrothed by his father and mother Adam!" The female lead replied to all my questions with her haughty voice.

I looked at the woman with a face of disbelief, is that true?.

"Is it true?" Manya make sure.

Adam just looked at me with a reluctant look on his face to answer all my questions.

These tears seemed endless. My heart, which I have been treating for half a month, is now hurt again because of all the facts I have to accept.

"It's better to just leave if you want to stay with that woman here." I feel I can't stand to hold all my sobs.

Trying hard by looking at the man who is my husband's status, I tried to smile thinly to make him realize this pain in my heart for what he has done.

"I'll explain everything later, I'm sorry, '" said Adam before inviting the woman to leave me alone again in the house.

"Let's go!" Take Adam to the woman.

"Yes, come! I also don't feel at home in this PERJOR's house!" Reply to the woman with the cynical look she threw at me.

I could only take a deep breath, trying to regulate all the anger that was now enslaving in my chest.

I could only say a lot of words in my heart, trying to calm myself down.