ANTERIOR

ANANTARA - 13 Broken Hearts

Aisha POV

Now I walk behind my Mother and Father-in-law, following step-by-step wherever they go around this zoo.

Yes, Adam took us to the house of these animals. At first I was very happy, seeing Ali jumping up and down in excitement when her Abi said he would take her to the zoo, but now the pleasure was gone, a moment in which Adam uttered a sentence I was reluctant to remember.

Now I can only pretend to be fine, smiling as a withered flower as Ali asks me to look at the animals she finds attractive.

My heart was getting broken, when I saw the grip of the hand that continues to be tightly grasped between Adam and Erika's mother. But now only the hand of Ali strengthened me.

"Umma, look at Umma, it's Umma's giraffe!" Shouted Ali with great enthusiasm, trying to show the long-necked beast to me.

Again, it was just a smile that felt so heavy, that I could give it to my son. I can't say a word, if one word I say, I'm sure my mouth can't hold on anymore, sobbing will come out of it.

It is all broken, the heart so painful can no longer be repaired. Seeing my husband now with the woman he loves more.

"I'm here mas" my mind screamed.

"Again, look at me behind you, I'm still your wife, please, remember if I'm still here." Back, the voice in my heart that was constantly yelling asked to be released.

Until the time my father and mother invited us to stop at the place to eat after coming from the zoo, when I was sitting opposite this man I love.

Our eyes met, for the first time in a day after spending time together, even though we felt alone.

He presented me with a warm smile, but this heart was like charcoal ash that had been burned out. Just being able to keep quiet did not flinch, looking at him who was now looking at me with his frowning forehead.

"What do you want to order?" Said the man, for the first time as well.

After all this day, I was always behind him, watching him with the other wife.

There is no intention of me to answer his question, but again this mouth is betrayed.

"Anything," a word that was thrown out just like that, with a hint of raucousness, resisted the turmoil in the chest.

It looks like Adam just nodded, even though with a gaze that still leads to me, he smiled again.

However, in fact this heart is more injured, can not be treated just like that with the small things he gave.

"Aisha, why are you, son?" Ask my mother-in-law who is now sitting on my left.

I turned my head, looking at her face which was now looking at me with slightly narrowed eyes.

"No papa ko Bu," I replied trying to look fine.

I forced a smile on my lips, though it was difficult. "Why, Mom?" I went back to him as if to make sure that I was okay.

Mother shook her head slowly, she smiled warmly, carrying her hand holding one of my hands as if strengthening myself.

Suddenly these eyes felt hot, I just lowered my face, staring at the nanar in my hand that he was holding.

"Help me Mom, help me." I said softly, faintly sounding in his ears.

This chest rumbled, feeling tight making my breath sting. Fortunately my mother-in-law understood my current situation, as if she was having a dialogue with the people there, asking me to accompany her to the toilet.

I just nodded a little, then left with her embrace, packing me towards the toilet.

"Let go, I know this hurts a lot." Mom said to me, she patted me gently on my back.

I couldn't hold it anymore, I cried as much as I could, it hurt so much, it felt so tight, it made me start banging her little.

"A-aisyah can't be ma'am, Ayesha can't." I said with stammering.

Sometimes he wipes his eyes, as if I don't want to see him. "What if Aisyah gives up, Mom, this is too painful." Saying again, he seemed to shake his head.

"Don't kid, I'm begging you, mom's son still needs you, please forgive Adam son." The reply, he also sobbed in his tears.

There is a sense of pity, but this heart is not able, how in the future I can be strong if only this heart has been destroyed.

"Adam still needs you son, please, hold on for mom." He said, as if strengthening me.

"Look Ali, son Ali still needs his Abi, please at least be strong for him." He said, as if giving me a reason to stay.

Unable to speak anymore, only sobs came out of this mouth. Mother also took me into her arms, a warm embrace that now at least makes me a little treated.

After being satisfied to remove all these tears until it feels dry, although in fact the pain in the heart is still not treated.

My mother and I went back to the table where Adam was joking with Erika, Ali was also the father.

I took this breath, trying to strengthen myself, a smile on my thin lips.

Mother gently rubbed my back, she again tried to strengthen me who was fragile. I just gave a small nod, until I finally sat down again in front of the suspect man who had killed this heart.

I tried to go through it with a smile, as long as Adam was seen several times staring and smiling at me.

Until the day finally ended with a little weight, I quickly walked towards the room with Ali who was walking hand in hand with me.

The sound of footsteps followed me from behind, at first I let it go, but the moment I entered the room and closed the door, it opened again, revealing the Adam who was now walking towards me.

"What's wrong?" I said suddenly without the brakes.

As Adam smiled slightly, he continued to approach until his body was only a short distance away from my body.

Without the cue of Adam dropping his body hugging me, I could only remain silent without flinching with my widened pupils excited to get a hug from Adam's mas.

"I miss you, Aisha." His voice was soft right in my ear.

A little make my hair goosebumps, not out of fear, but surprised by his words.

"I miss you, how can I live without you like this." He said again, he put his face to my neck.

I who was still silent did not flinch, making him now let go of his embrace, he held both of my arms, looked at me with a little research.

"Didn't you miss your husband?" He asked, with a soft tone as if teasing me.

You know what I'm doing now.

I chuckled a little, but a circle of tears also adorned my hardness, followed by a sobbing, which now made Adam stare at me worriedly.

"Aisha, why? Why crying?" He cupped my face, my eyes growing fused, covered in tears that kept coming out without pause.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He said, I got a hug again.

While Ali is now looking at me and Adam's mas confused, shortly after that he joined in crying, accompanying me, as if knowing how I feel right now.

Adam and I squatted with him. "Sstt.. Baby, why are you crying, God, what's wrong with you two?" Adam was confused to find Ali and me crying together.

He took me back into his arms, but now Ali is also in one embrace.

He patted my back gently, as did Ali's back. At one point Adam broke my heart so much, but there was a time when he could come back to make this broken heart re-ordered.

Can I continue all this?