Am I In Your Heart

The Mistake That Returns Remembered

*** A Mistake I Ever Made Able To Change Your Gentle Attitude Into Someone Different ***

••• __________________________________Rahman •••

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After putting a seat belt on each of their bodies, Alfi began to turn on the car engine and plug his gas, driving a car broke the city streets that are now starting to be free.

Arriving at the house of Alfi and khaira immediately stepped into the house together after Alfi put his car into the garage.

Alfi held khaira's hands as they entered the house, treading their feet on each rung, occasionally telling stories and laughing if there was something funny until the end they reached their room.

" I took a bath first yes about her already sultry benget nihhh. ", said Alfi, while staring at khaira who is now removing her hijab.

khaira looked at the reflection of Alfi's self in her makeup mirror, she just nodded her head with a smile that added to her beauty.

Alfi stepped his feet towards the bathroom to clean himself.While he was still waiting for Alfi to finish bathing, he stared at the reflection of his face in front of the mirror, the hijab that covers his head has been released to show his black hair is still carried.

Before long Alfi also came out of the bathroom, khaira rushed to get a towel and passed to the bathroom. After bathing khaira and Alfi perform congregational magrib prayer as they usually do.

" Warahmatullah Assalamualaikum...... "

the greeting greeting greeting that is said by Alfi indicates that they have finished performing their magrib prayer.

" which we saw yuukkk ".

Invite Alfi while staring khaira now they sit face to face.

Khaira's eyes glazed when she heard her husband's invitation, her lips pulled upwards revealed her sweet smile, which was able to make Alfi fascinated just because of his smile.

" ayukkk "

Say khaira excitedly as he rose from his seat took the Koran which was located on the nightstand next to their wardrobe.

Khaira immediately stepped her feet back towards Alfi who was still sitting on the prayer mat.

They also began to read every verse engraved on the book that has always been the guidance of mankind.Ouran is the guidance of mankind for people who always read it.

The melodious sound that resonates between khaira and Alfi adds to the heart-felt for his listeners. Khaira was stunned when he heard the Alfi chanting the holy verse of the Quran so melodious.

Indeed, he did not expect if his husband had the ability that is quite qualified in chanting the holy verse of the Quran.

After they finished reading the Quran, they decided to have dinner. Alfi and khaira came out of the room towards the kitchen.

" we're not cooking yet, so we have to wait for me to finish cooking first and then we eat" said khaira while stepping his feet towards the kitchen.

" Ok no problem, I will help you cook to be finished quickly and we can eat immediately, my stomach has been rumbling asked in the contents" said Alfi while following a step toward the kitchen.

" no need, just wait at the dinner table I can cook myself, after all I will only cook omelet and fried tempeh "

Khaira took the eggs and also the raw tempeh in the refrigerator and then put it on the small table there.

" same egg tempe fried? " tanya Alfi while staring at the khaira, khaira who heard Alfi's question turned his gaze towards Alfi who was now standing beside him.

" yes..is it okay to eat eggs like fried tempeh tonight ? about her it's easier and can be finished quickly, later I'll give sambal on top of her to make it better "

Said khaira his gaze was still the same staring at Alfi who was now also staring at him.

" yeah, whatever your cooking I'd love "

Alfi set his foot toward the refrigerator and opened it then took out a bottle of cold drink that was there, then gulped it down .

Khaira took out a knife and cut the tempe with medium size. Alfi only saw his wife who cut tempe painstakingly, he looks like he is used to doing things related to the kitchen.

Alfi occasionally gulped down the rest of the drink inside the plastic bottle, without taking his eyes off the khaira.

" Aren't you going to help me ? " the question is actually a satire that was shown khaira to Alfi, who had just stood up and looked at what he was doing.

" Huhh...? it was you who forbade me to help you " said Alfi innocently, making khaira snort annoyed when he heard his words.

" not very sensitive anyway so people "murm khaira he pursed his lips and cut rough the rest of the tempe .

Alfi who saw khaira pursed his lips sighed softly.he threw the former bottle of drink into the trash.

" Well I'll help you, now what should I do ? " ask Alfi, he walked closer towards khaira.

Khaira just kept quiet without answering Alfi's question her hand was still busy cutting tempe.

" Dear..at that time you were angry, it was you who told me to wait for you at the dinner table" said Alfi with a soft tone his gaze was still directed towards khaira

" yes, I have done here just wait there "said khaira flat without turning his eyes towards alfi.

" Let's not be angry, if you are angry I will turn myself into a lion and pounce on you, no matter what we are in the kitchen now, I'll make you unable to walk "

Khaira gulped her spit rough when she heard Alfi's remark.she knew her husband was not messing with her speech, because Alfi had once done that when khaira was furious and rampaged at her.

Seeing the khaira who was just silent made Alfi pull the corner of his lips upwards revealed a triumphant smile.

Khaira set foot towards the refrigerator taking some cooking ingredients such as; red chili, under white, onion, tomato and also cayenne pepper.

khaira put all the ingredients in front of Alfi, then resumed his pending work without explaining what all the ingredients were put khaira in front of Alfi.

" what is this doing ? "

Alfi finally decided to ask khaira, rather than acting without knowing what all the ingredients were for, because if he was wrong in doing his duty, khaira would definitely go back on the rampage.

There was a hint of sadness in Alfi's heart as he recalled his changed attitude. Now khaira is very irritable and his emotions are easily provoked only because of one small mistake he made.

" Huff........ "

Alfi breathed his coarse breath as he recalled the fatal mistake he had made on khaira.

Since khaira learned his relationship with Elisha khaira turned into a quiet person and sometimes he was easily angry.

he became a khaira figure who always expressed what was in his heart, whatever was good or bad he would express, his, although part of his heart refused because sometimes the words he issued can hurt the heart of people who hear him.

All that happens because of his stupidity, even though the soft side is never lost from the self khaira, but still the anger that is in him closes all the softness that is in him.

Alfi wants his wife to be the khaira she used to be, the woman he married nine months ago even with compulsion, Khaira who is always gentle, always gentle, khaira who is always able to hold his anger and khaira who is always patient in dealing with all the mistakes he made.

But like his it was impossible to happen, considering the wound he had inflicted on his heart was so deep, that it took him a long time to heal his wound.

" what are all these ingredients for? " Alfi asked again, when he did not get an answer from the beautiful woman who had the status of his wife.

" to make sambal, later we use on tempeh that has been fried, cut small red chili, garlic and red tomatoes, do not forget the cayenne pepper as well, do not forget the cayenne pepper, keep washing until clean and get in the blender and grind until smooth "

Khaira explained it in detail gently without allowing her gaze towards Alfi because she was frying her tempe.

Khaira's speech made Alfi show his happy smile, when he again heard the soft tone of khaira when he spoke.So khaira, he was easily angry but his anger also quickly subsided.

Maybe Alfi should be more patient to face khaira attitude that is difficult to understand.

Alfie immediately did what he had said, khaira, he put all the spices he had cut into trays and then washed them clean after that he just grinded the material until smooth.

For 20 minutes they cook the end of his cooking so, Simple is indeed the food menu that they currently serve, but it will feel more delicious when we enjoy it with our loved ones.

Alfi helps khaira serve his food on the table. after finishing they both fill their stomachs that have been rumbling since.

There is no conversation as long as they eat his food because khaira will be angry if Alfi speaks while eating, so that is heard only the clang of the spoon that collides with the plate.

After cleaning the kitchen utensils, khaira set foot to go upstairs, following Alfi who had already entered the room first.

Arriving at the door of the room he opened the door and then stepped in. he saw Alfi who had now prepared various prayer needs for him.

" Dear you take ablution we prayed 'Isya I am ready for all your needs" said Alfi when he saw khaira who had just entered the room.

Khaira nodded her head, then closed the door of the room after that she stepped her feet into the bathroom to take ablution as told by Alfi.

Khaira came out of the bathroom with her face wet from the ablution water. After wearing mukena he immediately performed his prayers in imami by alfi.

" Ashalamu'alaikum Warahmatullah "....

greetings that are heard indicate that they have finished carrying out their duties as a Muslim.

Khaira shone at Alfi's hand, kissing the back of Alfi's hand long enough that Alfi felt a drop of water hitting the back of his hand.

Alfi raised the face of khaira until now they face each other. he was so shocked when he saw the eyes of khaira wet because of tears .

" Dear why are you? why cry if I hurt you? have any of my words hurt you ? "

Alfi asked with mounting worry, he did not know why khaira was crying if maybe he hurt her again, that's what was in Alfi's mind.

Khaira shook her head when she heard Alfi's question, tears still continued to wet her cheeks.

" It's not my brother's words that hurt me, but I'm the one who's been hurting my brother's feelings all along, I know if my brother gets hurt in every painful speech.

But I really don't know why I'm like this, why I'm always angry when I see my brother's face, why I'm angry just because of a small mistake that you make, aa... i'm......"

Khaira could no longer continue her speech for some reason she felt a sense of tightness in her chest when considering her treatment which sometimes seemed rude to Alfi.

Alfi carried the khaira into his arms he hugged the weak body tightly, letting the khaira shed all his tears of sorrow.

" Don't cry baby.., it's not your fault but I'm the guilty one, I've incised a wound in your heart that you become like this, you become like this, sorry for my mistake you have to get hurt "

Said Alfi with a raucous voice trying to hold back the tears that had been reminisced in his eyes

" I promise I'll help you heal that wound, replace it with happiness and perfect love "

Saying again, Alfi continued to hug the khaira occasionally he kissed the head of the khaira covered by his face.

Khaira let go of her embrace and looked at Alfi's face with her eyes wet and slightly puffy due to her crying.

Alfi smilingly gazed towards the khaira, he wiped away the trace of tears that were on the cheeks khaira, then kissed both eyelids making khaira close his eyes .

" Sister.. ngak... hiks... hiks... ngak angry ? " tanya khaira. Alfi who heard khaira's words instead smiled he cupped the cheeks khaira with his hands.

" for what brother is angry.Brother has so much to give you hurt while what you do is not comparable to the wound that I have inflicted on your heart "

Said Alfi he again displayed his warm smile making khaira also smile because of him.

" Now we finish all the prayer equipment, after that change clothes continue to sleep, do not stay up for work tomorrow at the boutique "

Khaira who heard Alfi's remark only nodded obediently with her face that looked very cute, worthy of her little child making Alfi anxious to see her.

So anxious he pinched both cheeks khaira.

" Uugghhhhh.. funny his little wife is ", said Alfi while pinching gnash cheek khaira.

" Auw..lepasss.." said khaira while trying to release alfi pinch. Alfi who heard his final khaira moans he also took off his pinches on the cheeks khaira.

Khaira rubbed both cheeks that hurt because of the pinch Alfi, although Alfi pinched not too hard but it still makes the cheeks khaira red.

" can ngak anyway, do not use in the pinch everything "said khaira while pursing his lips while his hands are still busy stroking both cheeks that feel sore.

" jeez... baby is sick, sorry.nya I was so anxious see your expression was funny tauu "

Said Alfi enthusiastically, he imagined a khaira face that looked so adorable in his eyes. While the khaira still pursed his plbibir without responding to Alfi's speech earlier.

Alfi looked back at the khaira who was still pursing his beautiful lips.

Alfi felt guilty to khaira because his pinch had indeed made the cheek khaira sick just look at it until now his cheeks were still flushed. Alfi moved the khaira hand that covered his smooth cheeks.

CUPS

CUPS

kisses given by Alfi on the right and left cheeks khaira, making khaira speechless immediately his face met with red as he realized if Alfi had just kissed his cheek.

Alfi who saw the face of khaira who met red instead back teased her..

" o dear God, does kissing hurt to make your face red like that ? " tanya Alfi pangangan his still staring khaira face.

" as her pain in kissing is more severe than the pain due to pinching, the evidence is not only your cheeks are red but your whole face is also flushed " alfi said acting pretentious to make the face of the khaira more red.

" Abanngggg ". khaira said he hit Alfi's chest so upset because Alfi still teased his dori.

Alfi even laughed when he saw the face of upset khaira mixed with shame.he laughed loosely while his hands tried to hold the hand khaira who still hit him.

" stop hitting me or I'll throw you on the bed "

Said alfi while holding the hand of khaira who continued to rebel want to beat himself back.

he smiled triumphantly when the khaira no longer rebelled when he heard his words .

" ihhh... " Khaira tried to release her hand from Alfi's grasp until her hand was released.

After that he opened his face and walked into the bathroom without folding his face first.

" Dear.... Where do you go first..!!! " said Alfi when he saw khaira who is now in front of the bathroom door.

khaira who heard the words of Alfi stopped her steps, and,

" upsss...I forgot who...please sort it out..."

said khaira while chuckling and covering his mouth with his hands so that the laughter did not escape, then entered the bathroom, leaving Alfi who snorted annoyed because of his actions.

Actually he deliberately let Alfi who returned to clean up his prayer equipment, because he wanted to avenge Alfi who had upset him.

" khairaa.resin this used to "cry Alfi as he saw the missing khaira behind the bathroom door.

" No Mauuu.". said khaira from the bathroom, he tried to hold back his laughter shadowing the expression of Alfi's face that was upset.

" look out for you. Just look at me I will reply to him " cried Alfi again, heard the words of Alfi khaira again laughed.

Alfi's voice still heard murmuring indistinctly in the room, but khaira did not care about it he then replaced his clothes and took ablution again.

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