Am I In Your Heart

Words That I Will Be Later

*** If I Hadn't Been With Him That Would Be A Happiness When You Told Him To Me ***

Khaira Najwa Safira

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Huff....

Alfi breathed his coarse breath, he stared at the door of the room he entered and then stepped into his room.

Alfi and Khaira have been living in their new home for over a month, but their relationship is still the same as it was a month ago.

Khaira who was still cold to Alfi, made the man go awry. Even though every morning khaira always weed all his needs, but still he felt lacking because khaira who always be indifferent to him.

Khaira only answered at once if Alfi asked her.like this morning only the silence and clanking of the plates that collided with the spoons and forks were heard.

Until at the end of his voice that was heard Alfi broke the silence between them.

" When do you want to act like this? " ask Alfi while staring at khaira who is still busy enjoying her breakfast.

" Every day you just shut up and if I ask you, you just answer as if you are reluctant to talk to me, you are reluctant to talk to me, do you not know the great sin for a wife who ignores her husband, just as a child who sins if he ignores his parents "

Khaira who heard the words of Alfi stopped her eating and looked towards Alfi.

" I'm sorry if my attitude has hurt you, but this isn't what you've been doing to me all this time?" said khaira while staring at Alfi who was also staring at him.

Alfi scrunched his forehead hearing khaira's speech.

" Don't ask me until when I'll act like this, it'll all be over when you've given your choice" said khaira he was still staring at Alfi who was now silently staring at him.

" and don't forget I've only given you a month to make your choice, and it's now a week more than I've set. " said khaira he drank his drink, then resumed his speech.

" I'll give you one more week, if you still don't give me your choice then I'll pick it ".

Khaira got up from her sitting taking the plate that only left a little rice on her plate, For some reason her appetite suddenly disappeared when Alfi talked about his attitude to her.

Alfi just silent to hear khaira speech until now he did not know should choose khaira or Elisha.

Just a few steps khaira walked, suddenly he again stopped his steps and turned his body towards Alfi.

" I'm going back to work today maybe I'll go home a little night because there's a lot of work that I have to finish" said khaira while looking at Alfi.

For one month he moved to a new house, he did not think too much about his household problems because he was always busy by a new job in his career for one month.

Alfi stared at the khaira who was now also staring at him.

" Alright, later if you've come home can call me, later I'll pick you up" said Alfi he took a glass containing drinks and drank it.

" No, I'll be able to take a taxi home "

khaira said her voice sounded flat.so now khaira nature is cold and flat if talking to Alfi.just like Alfi who used to be cold and flat on her.

" i don't want to go home by taxi, especially the gini nights, how about if something happens to you?, anyway this time I do not accept rejection from Loe, how about, remember if you're done call me, I'll definitely pick you up ".

Alfi who had finished his meal got up from his sitting, and stepped towards the khaira.

" i go first, don't forget when it's finished work contact me" said Alfi. khaira just nodded his head to hear what was said Alfi, then shook his hand.

" CUP "

one warm kiss landed on the forehead khaira, khaira was not surprised by what Alfi did because for one month they moved to their new house, Alfi always be kind and friendly to him.

Like always tipping his forehead khaira when he will go to work or even come home from his workplace. give flowers to the khaira when he comes home from a volleyball match or when he comes home from his duties to out of the area.

There is a sense of happiness in the heart khaira when getting warm treatment from her husband. But the happiness was lost when remembering if Alfi was still in touch with his lover.Could be the thing that Alfi did to him also he did to Elisha.

Khaira sighed harshly if given the attitude of Alfi who could not choose between him and Elisha, although now khaira was indifferent to him. still Alfi has not made his choice.

" Assalamualaikum" said Alfi while smiling at the khaira who was now staring flatly at him.

" Waalaikum Salam "khaira answered Alfi's greeting still with her flat face.

Alfi only smiled looking at the flat face of khaira. for Alfi it is a common thing for him when getting an indifferent and khaira attitude that shows his flat face when he goes or comes home from work.

Alfi stepped his feet towards the outside of the house, while khaira he brought their used dishes to the kitchen and washed them in the sink.

After he finished washing the dishes he stepped foot into his room to get ready to go to his workplace.

" Bi I want to go to work yes, please the back garden will be cleaned because I did not have time to clean it".

Saying khaira to bi Hanum, he had just finished getting ready and went down to the bottom floor.bi hanum who had just come to his house, bi Hanum always comes at 6am and comes home at 6pm.

" Good non "answer bi Hanum while bowing his body a little.

Khaira stepped outside towards her workplace. 30 minutes passed finally khaira arrived at her workplace.

Once there he immediately stepped into his room after greeting some employees who also worked at Riska boutique.

Riska gives a special room for khaira because during khaira work in her boutique, her customers are increasing and most of her customers ask that khaira who design and sew her clothes.

Today khaira must finish three clothes, and most likely he can only finish it until night.

khaira was still busy sewing her clothes suddenly there was someone knocking on her room door.

" tock..tok... "

khaira who heard the knocking of the door from the outside she stopped sewing and raised her head when she heard the knock on the door.

" Into "said khaira from the inside. before long the door was open, it looked a handsome man who was now standing in the doorway.

" good morning dear khaira mother "greet the man with a smile and step into the direction of khaira.

" Rizwan's ? "

It has been a month during khaira work at Riska Rizwan boutique always contact or come to Riska boutique after he returned from his Campus. However, khaira always ignore the phone from Rizwan, so even when Rizwan meet her at the boutique or invite her to lunch he always refuses her.

Although his relationship with Alfi is not very good, but he knows if he is still the legitimate wife of Alfi.so it is not good if he approaches other men.

" Why are you here again? " tanya khaira when she saw Rizwan who was stepping towards her.

" i don't like it or don't want to pick up the phone from you, just you know that I'm busy, in the boutique I sew, just, continue if at home I have to design a variety of clothing designs, so ngaknya I can not pick up your phone ".

Say khaira he steps his feet towards his work desk.then sit on the chair that is on his desk.

" if so I can not lose today I ask for your time just a moment, because there are important things that I must say to you" said Rizwan while looking at khaira with a pleading gaze.

khaira sighed harshly when she saw the pleading gaze of the rizwan

" what's important? if anyone wants to talk, will you just say it here? why should it be outside, besides you why the hell here is it still morning is you not going to college? " said khaira who ended with a question, he still stared at the rizwan.

" I got into his nine o'clock lecture at eight so I still have an hour to see you. anyway I invite you out because I can't talk about it here, it's very important, you want it this time, promise me next time I won't take you out " rizwan said still with his pleading gaze.

Khaira again sighed harshly as rizwan kept forcing nyq out with himself.

" well but it'll be right after lunch, wait until I finish my stitches" said khaira he got up from his seat again continuing the stitching of his clothes.

" Ok, but I'm waiting for you here ya " said rizwan his eyes incessantly pay attention to khaira who is sewing.

" no, you're just outside, or you better go to campus first because you're behind your entry hours, right?, besides, you're not afraid of being alone with a woman who is not a mahram with you "

khaira said, he was still busy continuing his stitches without turning his eyes on the rizwan.

" for what fear is indeed your ghost" said rizwan he still looks towards khaira who is still sewing.

" I am not a ghost but around us there are supernatural beings who can make us step onto the wrong path" said khaira he glanced at the rizwan and then resumed his work.

" I guarantee nothing will happen" said Rizwan his view never diverted from the beautiful face khaira.

" Nobody can guarantee that we won't fall into that temptation, especially if you keep staring at me like that, Be careful that's one way for her to more easily tease a human being ".

khaira said without turning his eyes on the rizwan, but from the corner of his eyes he could see if the rizwan had been staring at him.

" yes, if that's what I go to college first I will come here again at lunch" said Rizwan he rose from his seat.

" heuumm.". "khaira only answered with her suggaman, without allowing her views on rizwan. Rizwan stepped outside from the khaira room.

As promised khaira and rizwan meet in a park after they finish praying, the park is a favorite place khaira because they prefer to meet and talk there.

" What do you want to talk about? " ask khaira to the point after they arrive and sit on the park chair.

" I want to talk about something that I've kept for a long time but haven't had time to say to you" said Rizwan he looked at many people passing by there.

" by the way no need to convoluted I do not have time because after this I have to go back to the boutique to finish my work" said khaira without looking at his gaze towards the rizwan.

" it's about my feelings for you "khaira turned her eyes towards the rizwan she frowned when she heard the khaira speech.

" What does he mean ? " said khaira he still continues to stare towards rizwan.

" I want to ask you before ? " said rizwan he also looked towards khaira. khaira increasingly confused do not know where their real talk.

" Am I still in your heart ? "

" Deg "

khaira was silent to the rizwan's question he did not understand why Rizwan asked him that question.

" Is that feeling still reserved for me? the same feeling when we were in school once "rizwan speech made khaira fixated.

" Ap... What do you mean to ask that ? " tanya khaira he was still staring at Rizwan who was also still staring at him.

" I just want to make sure that your feelings for me are still the same as they used to be because I don't want to be disappointed, I've been looking forward to times like this for a long time and I want this moment when we meet we won't be apart anymore "

Khaira turned her face away from the rizwan, as she began to understand where the khaira talks were headed.

" Khaira I LOVE you "

" DEG "

Khaira felt her heart beating fast, there was still a flake of taste for rizwan in her heart. But as much as possible he had to dismiss his feelings because now his status is still a wife.

" I've started to like you ever since we met again at the school that time, even though the meeting was brief but quite memorable for me ".

Khaira does not know how to respond to the expression of feeling rizwan on her. This should be the happiest thing for him because those words are what awaited khaira from rizwan so far.

But now everything is different because now he has become a wife. Things should be her happy but all be something most painful for her.

when he can not accept or express his feelings to the people he loves and he is looking forward to especially now rizwan also loves him.

" Khaira Do you want to be someone special in my life?, be my life companion in the future?, establish a more serious relationship with me? "

Khaira who heard rizwan's words only silent her heart restless she did not know what to say to rizwan.

" I know I'm in college right now, but I'm going to try to get me to finish my studies as soon as I finish, and then after that I'm going to apply to your parents " what rizwan said made the feeling of khaira more uncertain.

" Khaira please answer my question, if you need time I will give time to you" said Rizwan he still looked towards khaira who is now bowed at his side.

" Rizwan I'm..... "

Rizwan stared fixedly at the khaira waiting for the woman who had filled his heart for years to continue his speech.

" Rizwan ak..... "

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What will Khaira say to Rizwan?

Will he leave Alfi and prefer Rizwan's first love?.

Or will stay with Alfi even though alfi has not made his choice?.

Looking forward to the next episode !!!!

Of course it will be more exciting and full of various puzzles 😇😇

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