Am I In Your Heart

Back to Khaira's House

*** One of the most convenient places for us is home.where we will be back in the joys and sorrows of carrying a thousand stories as we return from our long journey *** .

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" Ceklekk.. "

The sound of the main door opening, a man entered the house which is quite luxurious.

He is Alfi, the time is now 03:40 am. For the first time Alfi came home more than 1 am because usually he went home the most late before 1 am.

Alfi stepped his feet up the stairs to his room on the second floor. when he was in front of the room door he grabbed the doorknob but it was locked by the khaira from inside. fortunately, alfi had a spare key that she placed in a small desk drawer in front of her room.

Alfi opened the desk drawer then searched his spare room key after finding his Alfi instantly opened the room door and stepped inside his.

when he was already inside the room he again closed the door and shook it.

when he flipped his body wanted to step towards the bed saw his khaira who was asleep on the sofa.

" why did he sleep on the sofa when he could have slept in the bed when I didn't come home" Alfi murmured inwardly, then he resumed his steps towards the bed and lay there until he fell asleep in his sleep.

The time is 05:30 am

khaira woke up when she heard the sound of Adhan from her HP,

khaira uses the application prayer schedule on its HP so that when the prayer time has arrived HP it will echo the sound of the adhan by itself.

Khaira blinked her eyes repeatedly to adjust to the light of the lights still burning in her room.

last night he deliberately kept the room lights on because he slept alone so there was fear if he slept in the dark.

khaira who has been awake immediately changes her position to sit, she stretches her body repeatedly to stretch her body that feels sore because she sleeps on the sofa.

" Huaammm. "khaira yawns while stretching her body. turning her right and to the left.

" next time you can sleep in bed if I do not go home "khaira surprised when he heard someone's voice, he stopped his activities and looked for the origin of the sound.

His eyes widened when he saw Alfi who was leaning on the head of the bed while staring at him.

" when's brother coming home? " tanya khaira he was surprised to see Alfi suddenly in the room.

since when Alfi came home when last night he had been waiting for his home until more than two in the morning, and Zuhdi said Alfi last night nginap at his friend's boarding house.

" hey, what's the bengong there ?" alfi's speech made khaira aware of his reverie.

" no who's dumb, oe yes brother when to go home instead of his last night brother sleeping in kosan brother friend huh? " tanya khaira while stepping closer to Alfi.

Alfi frowned when he heard his khaira chapter speech last night when khaira called him he did not say that he would stay at his friend's boarding house.

" I waited for my brother to go home until he fell asleep in the guest room fortunately there was a zuhdi who woke me up " said khaira after he arrived at the bedside and sat himself there.

Alfi frowned when he heard the words of khaira as if he did not believe.

" yes he waited for me to go home to sleep in the guest room "inner Alfi while continuing to look towards khaira.

" continue zuhdi said that the most late brother came home at one hour and his usual if it was too late brother will sleep in kosan friend brother, brother, so when my brother came home I did not hear the sound of the door opening when my brother entered the room." continued again which ended with a question.

" yes yes loe ngak hear, people loe sleep rich kebo" said Alfi while chuckling, khaira advancing his lips he did not accept Alfi said it like that.

" anyways, why wait for me to come home? " tanya Alfi flat his gaze still leads to khaira.

khaira who listened to Alfi's question frowned

" not that it is my duty as a wife to wait for her husband to come home.after all last night brother where until late at night ngak go home "tanya khaira.

" it is not a loe affair" said Alfi flat, which makes the eyes khaira widened when he heard the answer given alfi. he felt furious when Alfi spoke like that to him.

"i told you it's my business because you're my husband so of course it's my right as a wife " khaira said while blowing her rough breath and throwing her gaze in the other direction.

" i've also said that I don't need to be a good wife for me, what else I need to wait - wait for me to go home all " said Alfi while staring cynically at khaira.

" you are very strange to be a person, the wife of attention is not her thanks instead of angry - angry, where - where - where - where - where the husband will be happy if his wife attention well this is even angry "said khaira, said khaira,glancing at Alfi's collar then throwing his gaze back the other way.

" yes I will also be happy if my wife attention but not from loe because I do not need ", said Alfi while rising from the bed to the bathroom.

" then who do you want to look at? do you want to be noticed by that woman? " khaira's remarks made Alfi's footsteps stalled he again turned his back to face khaira.

" What did you mean by that? And who is that woman you mean? " ask Alfi while squinting her eyes, trying to ask for an explanation for the khaira speech just now.

" should it be me who's like that who's the woman who just so sassy picked up your phone yesterday when I called you? " said khaira he stared intently at Alfi.

" which woman do I know what you mean? " alfi said as she stared at the khaira with a question mark.

" don't use pretend to forget, just answer honestly who the woman is if it's your cheating to say that I'm not going to be angry" said khaira he still continues to stare at Alfi but now his gaze looks dim like trying to save the wound he felt.

for a moment Alfi thought who the woman he meant and had picked up his phone last night his article he found no missed call from khaira other than when he had just finished playing volleyball.

Yes, last night Alfi did not come home when he came home from work because he got an offer to play volleyball outside the city, because he was afraid of being late to the location, he finally decided to immediately go to the destination location without returning home first.

after long enough thinking he finally knew who had picked up his phone, he was Riska one of his girlfriends who was quite close to him.

But he did not invite Riska at the wedding reception because he knew that Riska had more feelings than just friends with him. he is afraid that he will make Riska hurt and will make his friendship with Riska tenuous.

Alfi was silent to hear what khaira said just now, especially when he looked into the eyes of khaira he could see if khaira was now trying to hold back his tears. Alfi immediately turned his gaze when he looked into the eyes of khaira.

" He's not my affair, and you don't interfere in any of my personal problems" said Alfi then turned his back.

when he wants to step again khaira speech makes his steps stop.

" are you sure he's nobody, brother? " said khaira he got up from his seat and now stands right behind Alfi.

" if you have a relationship with that woman please answer honestly I will try to understand because we are married is not on the basis of love so I have no right to forbid you to love someone " said khaira while staring at the back of Alfi who is now turning his back.

Alfi turned his back to face khaira.

" loe deaf yeah I've said he's nobody I we just menenan and you know if I have a lot of good friends it's a guy or a girl, too, so I ask you not to accuse me carelessly" said Alfi while staring intently at khaira.

" And one more thing I've told you that you can't interfere in my business, want me to have another woman or not it's not your business, NGERTii." he said again, then turn his body again walking into the bathroom leaving khaira who sculpted because of his speech.

khaira was just speechless hearing Alfi's remark 'SESAK' it was what he felt in his heart that Alfi's cold demeanor had made his distance with Alfi too far, Alfis said, even Alfi seemed to assume he was not in his life.

Khaira was sitting weakly on the bed even now her tears had slid down her cheeks.

" Czechkk... "

Alfi came out in a casual outfit of a black t-shirt and his long pants knee-length.

Khaira immediately walked into the bathroom with her head lowered she did not want if Alfi saw her crying.

After 20 minutes in the bathroom khaira came out with his usual clothes

plain light green color and hijab that covers up his waist and chest part.

During his marriage to Alfi he never once removed his hijab in front of Alfi, even while sleeping even though he still wears it. not that he does not want to just that he is not ready because he has not been able to love Alfi fully and in addition, the cold attitude of Alfi shows if he does not like khaira.

" today we go back to the village "greeting Alfi makes khaira turn to him who is now sitting at the head of the bed while playing his cellphone.

khaira frowned at that time when Alfi said that they would stay here for 3 days and now they are only 2 days here why did Alfi invite him home?.

" loh didn't he yesterday brother said we'd stay here for three days? " tanya khaira to Alfi.he stepped towards the dressing table and sat on the dresser chair that was there.

" why? don't you want to go home to Loe's parents again? " alfi answers khaira's question by asking khaira.

" it's not like yesterday's brother said there was a job here, " replied khaira.

" i have a volleyball schedule later that night in the area so I took you home today" said Alfi without taking his eyes off the flat object in his hands.

" after all tomorrow is not the wedding day of your friend named Silvia, right? " alfi's speech made khaira look at his chapter he forgot that tomorrow is Silvia's wedding day and reception.

" Astagfirullah." said khaira while patting his jidat.

" I forgot that Silvia's getting married tomorrow, but I brought a gift about her I haven't had time to buy a gift for her " tanya khaira more to himself despite being heard by Alfi who was near him.

" Well Silvia was yesterday she brought a gift for you? " ask Alfi to khaira he glanced at khaira and then looked back at the flat screen.

Khaira who heard Alfi's words tried to twist her memory to remember what Silvia had brought back. Her face turned red as she recalled when she opened a gift from Silvia, a sleeveless red nightgown with her knee-length, almost the same as lingerie, a nightgown, But the clothes brought Silvia more covered than lingerie.

When khaira match on her self khaira feel amused as well as embarrassed if until alfi saw her wearing such clothes, she looks like a seductive woman.

" Loe's face why is that red? " alfi's question made khaira disperse his memory of the gift he received from silvia.

" uh eng. dengga why - napa kok "answer khaira while smiling clumsy.

" loe hasn't answered my question, what did Silvia bring to you yesterday? "

Again Alfi made khaira become wrong behavior he did not know what to answer, it is impossible if he told the truth what Silvia brought for him. But he also did not want to lie to alfis.

" it. it was yesterday Silvia brought clothes for me " said khaira rather gagapan. indeed just what khaira said he was not completely lying.

" oe yes already if so you also bring clothes for him, then we will stop by at the clothing store when we go home there" said Alfi while staring at khaira..

" yes, if so I agree "wanted to answer with a smile.

" but can't I come there tomorrow? "take more alfis, khaira raised next to his eyebrows to hear the recitation of the Alphis.

" why? " tanya khaira briefly while continuing to look towards Alfi.

" i have to come back here tomorrow because there is work" said Alfi khaira just nodded - nod his head to understand.

" so you really can't come? though silvia must be very happy if brother came to his wedding with his brother's ' handsome gap' his silvia. " said khaira while imitating the style of silvia talk when mentioning the word

' handsome gap'.

Alfi only shook his head while chuckling when he heard khaira imitate silvia's style of speech. Alfi still remembers the time for his first time meeting silvia in volleyball field at that time his style of speech made Alfi feel amused himself. Alfi aimed at his shoulder while smiling at Silvia's attitude and then returned to playing his cellphone.

The day has shown at 13:30, after the completion of the prayer and lunch, in accordance with what Alfi had planned and khaira immediately get ready to go home to the village where the khaira lived. When Khaira tried to put her clothes in the backpack she was carrying Alfi instead reprimanded her.

" Want to say "tanya Alfi to khaira when he saw khaira put his clothes in the bag.

" emang ngaknya see me again enter my clothes to be taken home " replied khaira without turning to Alfi he still continues his activities.

" don't have to take home clothes later if you come here again you don't need to bring many more clothes" said Alfi while seeing khaira who still put his clothes in the bag.

" i don't have a lot of clothes there if I don't take this shirt home later I wear what there "answer now he looks towards Alfi who is standing near him.

" Later we buy a new one made at take home there, besides later we will also stop by at the clothing store to buy clothes that you will bring to Silvia tomorrow " alfi again.

" don't I want to buy new clothes, just buy clothes for Silvia aja" said khaira who has finished wiping all his equipment into a bag.

" loe how the hell do I have good intentions at reject well my turn to be not nice loe instead lecturing me at length, strange loe so people " alfi said to khaira who is now only silent in response to his speech.

" it's dizzy I don't know how to ngadepin loe, if it's finished out I wait in the living room" said Alfi again then passed out, died khaira in the room.

" it is precisely I who is confused do not know how to deal with your changing attitude is sometimes good, sometimes also turned into cold "murm khaira in the heart.

" Yes-huuff...."

khaira exhaled his coarse breath then in his lift the backpack containing his equipment and passed out of the room following Alfi who had already come out first.

as he went down the stairs leading to the lower floor, he saw his alfi who had been there first, and also mama Alfi who was chatting with alfi.

" are you ready, no one is missing, right? " tanya alfi to khaira when he had reached the lower floor.khaira only answered with a nod of his head.

" yes already if that is alfi and khaira pamit ya ma, but tomorrow alfi will come back here again because alfi must work tomorrow" said Alfi while greeting his mama's hand.

" yeah, be careful on the road, Alfi bring a car do not speed - speeding remember now there is your wife who you must take care of and who knows there is a new life in there that adds to your responsibilities. " mama Alfi said sambi cengengenesan, Alfi smiled clumsy when he heard his mama's words of course he understood what his mama's words meant.

khaira just lowered her head she didn't know if later her in-laws asked her about 'it' on her what she should say, ' she said, the chapter of his relationship with Alfi today is like two poles that are difficult to unite.

After saying goodbye to Mama Alfi, khaira and Alfi rushed to the car and traced the streets of the city that are still crowded because of the current hour of school.

As Alfi said when they were still in his house Alfi brought khaira one of the women's clothing stores to buy clothes that will be brought as a wedding gift for Silvia.

Not only buying gifts for Sivia, Alfi also bought some clothes for khaira, although khaira had refused him but Alfi still forced khaira to buy him.

Khaira who was lazy to argue with Alfi finally obeyed what the man wanted.

After finishing buying clothes for Silvia and khaira and also buying some snacks to take home, they continued their journey to the khaira house.

after taking 3 hours they finally arrived in the village khaira and welcomed by mama khaira who did not expect his daughter-in-law and son to go home sooner than planned.

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