Am I In Your Heart

First Night

***I just want you to appreciate me even though there's no love in your heart for me,

Is it hard for you to just smile at me and give me a chance to be someone meaningful in your life?.... ***

🌹 Khaira Najwa Safira 🌹

🎀 🎀 🎀

Upon reaching Alfi and Khaira in Alfi's room immediately lay down on the bed in the khaira room after that, he replaced his clothes with ordinary clothes.

khaira sat in front of the dressing table while waiting for the makeup artist to come to help her release all the trinkets on her head, while Alfi Langaung replaced her clothes with clothes that had been prepared, a t-shirt and also a pair of trousers immediately put on him. After Alfi changed his clothes, the door was knocked...

" Tok. tok. tokk. "the sound of knocking on the door from the outside makes Alfi and khaira both turn towards the door they look at each other. At the end of his life, Alfi stepped forward to open the door.

"Cekleek "the sound of the door being opened by Alfi, he only opened a few doors to see who was in front of him. Alfi raised next to his brows when he saw an unknown woman of his.

" eumm.. I am a makeup artist who will help the bride to take off her clothes" said the makeup artist with a smile towards Alfi.

" oe please enter " said Alfi while returning the smile of the woman.alfi opened his door wider so that the makeup artist can enter the room. after the door opened the makeup artist went straight into the room, and Alfi went out and closed the door he went to the front yard of the khaira house which was still decorated with various decorations for his wedding reception with alfi

The entire alfi family all of them have returned to the big city where alfi only left his sister and cousin who will accompany him here.

Alfi who saw his sister and cousin who were talking stepped his feet toward them. Alfi's sister and cousin were confused when they saw Alfi approaching them.

" loh the newlyweds can not be here in his room accompanied very wife" said Ferdi cousin Alfi he chuckled when he saw Alfi staring sharply at his. alfi did not answer Ferdi's question.

" where is he khaira? " tanya zuhdi Alfi's sister

" there is in the same room makeup artist "Affi replied he took a cup of coffee that was available on the table.

" loh kok the same makeup artist bang instead of his should be the same brother enjoying the mall. "have not finished Ferdi talking he's already got a jakita in his head.

Pleetakk...

" ohhhh" said Ferdi when Alfi told his head, Ferdi stroked his head which was painful due to the news from Alfi.

" Sick tau bang my head in jitak anyway do not know what pain? " whimpered Ferdi, he looked towards Alfi but his hands were still busy stroking his aching head.

" So when talking about his speech was guarded do not just origin plagiarism aja" said Alfi he took a cup containing coffee in front of him, then drank it.

" who is the origin of plagiarism the feeling of my speech was right ngak nothing wrong, indeed in general the newlyweds were always menn... " Again Ferdi's words stopped when he saw the sharp gaze of Alfi. he immediately silenced his mouth and stopped continuing his following words, he said, if he continues it can be ascertained that the tiger who is starving in front of him will pounce on him.

Alfi again drank the rest of his coffee was not long heard the sound of azan reverberating. Alfi, Ferdi and Zuhdi got up from their seats and stepped towards the mosque which was not too far from the khaira house, they went in alfi cars carried by the zuhdi.

>> IN ROOM <<

Khaira had just finished cleaning her makeup, the makeup artist had also just come out of the khaira room after helping khaira clean up the remnants of makeup on her face.

Khaira who heard the sound of the Adhan who was reverberating, rushed to the bathroom to take ablution and then he performed the magrib prayer alone.khaira did not know where Alfi went after he had come out of his room.

After finishing praying and storing various prayer equipment.khaira again put on her hijab and then out of the room. she saw in the guest room there was no one there, no one there, khaira only saw a lot of her wedding gifts that had been opened from a package located in one of the living rooms of her house.

The khaira house is a simple house that only has two rooms and two living rooms, while in the direction of the kitchen there is still one more room that is usually occupied by the father khaira. because he saw no one in the living room, he finally decided to go to the kitchen.

" Ma. "khaira called her mother who was cleaning up the rest of the party in the kitchen, there were several large families of her father, there, while his mother's family only has a tantenya (sister mama khaira ) mama khaira the youngest of three children, the youngest of three children, her first brother had long since died so her mother now only had her only older sister.

" Khaira your husband where." asked mama khaira when she saw the arrival of khaira.

" eummm. "khaira does not know what to answer because she does not know at all where her husband is now.

" khairaa.."mama called khaira again because khaira never answered his question.

" uh. i. yes ma Alfi again on the front page of his rich again chat with his sisters "answer khaira origin, khaira origin, he was forced to lie to his mother rather than his mother later suspicious about his relationship with Alfi.

" oe. ya have prepared food for them" said mama khaira again.

" yes ma khaira ready " said khaira then he took three plates and some other eating utensils, then put them on the table in the dining room.

Shortly thereafter Alfi and his two younger siblings entered the living room of the khaira house, khaira who was preparing food on the table turned towards the door as she sensed that someone was stepping towards her. khaira smiled at the three men and was reciprocated by Alfi's sister and cousin behind him while Alfi he immediately turned his face to the other direction when he saw khaira smiling at them.

Again khaira was silent to find his indifferent behavior Alfi. he tried to be indifferent to all Alfi's attitude to him, he tried to be indifferent to him, then he invited Alfi and his sister and his cousin to eat the dishes that had been provided by him.

" bang Alfi, bang Ferdi, zuhdi let's eat khaira already prepared breakfast for you " said khaira while smiling kindly again Alfi was indifferent to khaira.

" how do kak khaira call ferdi brother anyway? should now call her Ferdi aja because now it is already her brother-in-law ferdi. " said ferdi smiled at khaira he glanced at a glance towards Alfi who was still not flustered with his indifferent attitude.

Alfi was two years above alfi, although Ferdi was only his cousin's sister but their closeness was like a sibling. Even Alfi was closer to Ferdi in comparison to Zuhdi who was his younger brother

" hehehe. but bang ferdi his age above khaira" said khaira on ferdi smile still seen in his lips.

" yes even though Ferdi's age is two years above brother but still now brother has become wife bang Alfi it means kak khaira his brother Ferdi same zuhdi. huh zuhdi? " ask Ferdi on the zuhdi who is only nodding his head by his.

"eum. ya already, but call her ngak need to use frills ' brother' impression her I became too old" said khaira while chuckling.

" later if aunty (mama Alfi) heard or anyone who heard it even said it was not polite anymore because calling the wife brother just by the name "fedi said again.

" it's not like papa more comfortable like that, continue our relationship can also be closer, so later if we talk not too awkward. " say khaira while looking at zuhdi and Ferdi alternately.

" yes it's up to my brother deh. uh I mean khaira" said Ferdi.

" yeah already if so come now better eat first later we continue to chat again " said khaira to the three men in front of him.

khaira invited the three men to eat the dishes that had been prepared by her, he said, who was only nodded in the head by the two Alfi sisters while Alfi who felt lazy to respond to the khaira speech immediately stepped towards their room.

The two Alfi sisters who saw Alfi who were instead heading towards the room immediately reprimanded him.

" loh brother want where not to eat first "tanya zuhdi Alfi sister who has been silent since.

Alfi who was now standing right in front of the door of the room stopped his steps when Zuhdi spoke to him.

" want to go to the room I am not hungry if you want to eat just eat first" said Alfi without turning his body towards the back, said Alfi, after saying the word Alfi opened the door of the room and entered into it.

the three people who were still standing in his place looked at each other because they found his alfi indifference.

" heummm..."

Ferdi and Khaira immediately turned to Zuhdi when they heard his deheman.

"eum. sorry kak bang Alfi is his person but actually he is a good and loving person, he said, he is also a friendly and humorous person only maybe at this time he is not used to adapting to his brother and family" said zuhdi in khaira.

zuhdi of course knows how his brother was able to marry khaira, while Ferdi he did not know the cause of Alfi married khaira he thought if Alfi married khaira because he loved him.

khaira who heard Zuhdi's words simply fell silent without answering a word.

" eum.. if so you eat first let me who will persuade bang Alfi to eat. " khaira said to the two men in front of her that only nod their heads by them.

khaira stepped her feet towards the door of the room until her in front of the door she was hesitant to step in. Finally with all her courage she grabbed the doorknob and opened it.

Alfi who was lying on the bed while playing his cellphone, immediately turned to the door when he heard the sound of the door opening, when his eyes looked towards the door found his khaira who was standing there. khaira stepped in and closed the door again.

" Why are you acting like that in front of them? " tanya khaira to Alfi without further ado she is lazy to be kind to Alfi if Alfi himself never appreciates his good attitude.

" it's none of your business" replied Alfi briefly he was still lying in bed and his hands were busy playing his smartphone.

" yes of course it is my business because this is my home if there is my family who see the attitude of such a brother I have to answer what if they ask?. " khaira said while holding back his sense of regret towards alfi.

Alfi who heard the khaira speech then got up from the bed then he approached the khaira and gripped the khaira jaw firmly while saying.

" you hear this well, I don't care where we are and I'll never be nice to you, you know, and one more loe do not get familiar with my family let alone the same zuhdi and Ferdi I do not like, REMEMBER IT " alfi said while pressing her last word and releasing her programming with a rough.then she sat back on the bed.

Khaira touched her jaw which was painful because the grip of Alfi was too strong to make her jaw red.

" but at least you can be nice in front of my family, I beg you to behave like a couple in general if we are in front of my family" khaira said heartily to Alfi so that he would comply with his request. Alfi looked at the khaira at a glance and then looked back at the flat object in his hand.

" Ok I'll be nice to you just in front of our family" alfi said to khaira.khaira who heard the words of Alfi immediately smiled gleefully at least he could get good treatment from Alfi even if only in front of his family.

" if so let's go out we eat together " said khaira to Alfi

" don't you just eat there I'm not hungry" said Alfi flatly

" come on when I eat alone earlier will have promised to be nice if in front of the family." said khaira he tried to persuade Alfi to want to go out with him.

"cuihh.. " Alfi clucked annoyed at the words khaira he immediately rose from his seat and stepped out ahead of khaira. khaira who saw Alfi out of the room immediately stepped his feet following his husband.

arriving at the dining room, they saw zuhdi and ferdi again busy eating his food they just stared at Alfi at a glance and then resumed eating. khaira who wants to take food for Alfi is prohibited by her by staring intently at khaira. khaira who understands the gaze of Alfi immediately stop his activities.

Khaira then left Alfi and his two younger siblings stepped into the kitchen, he entered the toilet in the kitchen to take ablution after he finished walking into the musala in his house to perform the prayer 'isya.

After he finished praying he again stepped his feet towards the dining room when he arrived there he did not see Alfi and his two sisters in the dining room. finally he decided to go to his room to rest. When he opened the door of the room he saw Alfi who was lying on the bed while closing his eyes.khaira then advanced his steps closer to Alfi.

" are you praying 'isya? " tanya khaira to Alfie

" not yet " replied Alfi briefly his eyes were still closed.

" if so the brother of the prayer used to run out it just slept" said khaira again he was still standing beside the bed where Alfi lay.

" don't mess around" said Alfi flatly

" who is the chatter - I just suggest, later if you have prayed the heart will also feel calm and sleep is also more comfortable" said khaira at length.

" do not need a lecture if you want to talk sono in the mosque more people who listen, not just here make my ears sick" alfi said then he got out of bed to go out of the room to the musala room to perform prayers.

After the prayer he immediately returned to the room, when he opened the door he saw the khaira lying on the bed.he rushed in and closed the door of the room and then stepped towards the khaira who was lying down.

" why do you sleep here "asked Alfi while staring intently at khaira. khaira who heard the voice of Alfi immediately opened his eyes.

" what are you sleeping here for? " ask Alfi again.khaira who heard Alfi's question scrunched her forehead.

" sleep "answer a short khaira while staring at Alfi.

" i want to sleep here" said Alfi again.

" yes, have gone to bed just try to disturb people to sleep" said khaira while returning to lie his body against alfi.

" i don't want to sleep the same loe" said Alfi in a flat tone. khaira who heard the words Alfi turned his body and looked towards Alfi.

" yes already if you do not want to sleep here, sleep just below or if you want to sleep outside also no problem" said khaira then he returned to his back to alfi.

" loe who has to sleep under me does not usually sleep on the floor like that." said Alfi his hand pulled khaira to get out of bed.

khaira who had been lying down, now her position was instead sitting on the bed because it was pulled by Alfi.

" fighting..what the heck play tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau tau said while blushing his lips.

"ayo woke up loe had to sleep down" said Alfi. khaira whose energy was not large enough from Alfi could not hold his body to remain in bed finally forced he had to wake up.

after khaira woke up from her sleep alfi set her feet towards the side of the bed on the right before lying down she gazed towards the khaira who was still standing in her place.

" why is still there already sono take a pillow continue to sleep under caution if you dare to climb into bed" said Alfi with a sharp gaze towards khaira. khaira just stared at Alfi who was now sleeping behind her.

khaira still did not budge from her position, she did not want to sleep on the floor while Alfi was delicious to sleep on the bed. khaira was looking for a way to get her to sleep in bed. A moment later got an idea her lips were pulled up to reveal her sweet smile.

slowly khaira stepped her legs to the left side of the bed where she had been lying. once there he slowly climbed the bed trying to make the bed so that Alfi was not aware of his existence.

Alfi who had not fallen asleep completely opened his eyes when he felt the movement he felt someone was approaching him, then he turned his body slowly to see who was approaching him.

for a moment his eyes widened when he saw the khaira who had now been at his side.

" LOE.." said Alfi in a slightly loud voice. khaira immediately covered Alfi's mouth with his right hand while he placed his left index finger in front of his lips a sign he told alfi to be quiet.

" keep quiet don't be noisy you want everyone here to come here because of your screams?."." said khaira after Alfi was silent because he closed his mouth. Alfi who heard the khaira question spontaneously shook his head.

Alfi touched the khaira's hand away from his mouth, then he replaced his position with a sitting position.

" loe why here is not it I've said you have to sleep under can not sleep here." said Alfi while staring intently at khaira.

Khaira gulped her rough saliva while getting a sharp glare from Alfi but she tried to brave herself to say what was on her mind to alfi.

" wait.. Who is this room? " tanya khaira he returned the alfi gaze that had been staring at him since.

" yes this is your room anyway, but as long as I'm here this room is my room so I'm more entitled to arrange anyone who can sleep here ".alfi said his gaze still did not move to look towards khaira.

khaira who heard Alfi's words scrunched her forehead.

" when did this room become your room when I never said that as long as you are here this room will be your room" said khaira he turned his face facing the other direction.

" ya loe never said this room was my room but I'm a guest here so the guest must be served like a king " alfi said acap while raising his eyebrows and smiling obliquely.

khaira who saw Alfi raise his eyebrows twisting his eyes lazily especially when hearing Alfi's speech made him careless.

" there you sleep under " said Alfi again because there was no response from khaira he slightly pushed khaira body with his hands to khaira down from the bed.

khaira who was pushed by Alfi tried to fight him, Alfi who got resistance from the khaira increasingly pushing hard khaira body, accidentally he pushed khaira backward until his body was lying with khaira in bed, now half of Alfi's body**** khaira's body. for a moment they looked at each other. Alfi who was aware of his position at that moment instantly got up to keep his body away from khaira.

khaira tried to regulate his breathing because his heart was racing fast because of the incident that had just happened.

" arrrgggh.. " Alfi shuffled her hair in frustration she did not understand why her heart was beating so fast when she was in such a position with the khaira.

" yes you can sleep here tonight" said Alfi, he then took two rolls and put her in the middle as a barrier between him and khaira.

" remember that you can not pass, just be careful if it passes".Alfi said to the khaira who was still lying down.and he lay back to the khaira.

Finally they sleep with a bolted bound in the middle.