Am I In Your Heart

He's Back Again

*"*"* Is There Anything Else In Your Heart Until You Ignore Me ?

You Give Your Smile To The Other The Smile You Never Give To Me *"*"*

••• ____Najwa Safira ____________Najwa Safira •••

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After her at home khaira told her the natural thing today, mama Alfi was so happy when she found out her daughter-in-law had gotten a job.

Even though the job that can be khaira is just a simple job but he remains happy because he knows that being a designer is a dream khaira. Maybe this is the beginning of the success that will be achieved.

Khaira walked into his room as soon as he was there he immediately cleaned himself and then performed the prayer of the Zuhr.

After finishing performing the prayer zuhur khaira down to the bottom floor for lunch. while at the dining table mama Alfi again asked about the existence of Alfi, khaira still do not know where the whereabouts of her husband, it is, until now, Alfie has not told him anything.

Hari terasa begitu cepat berlalu saat ini waktu menunjukan pukul 08 : 25 malam khaira baru saja selesai melaksanakan shalat 'isya. Khaira berjalan duduk di atas ranjang menyenderkan tubuh nya pada kepala ranjang, mata nya belum terasa mengantuk, karna merasa bosan tidak memiliki kegiatan apapun akhir nya ia memutuskan untuk membuka sosial media nya.

Take his HP that is on the nightstand and then open the sosmed application. while looking - look at the page sosmed his eyes accidentally saw a photo posted by Alfi in sosmed.

The photo was taken with a woman, the woman was Elisha.

" bang Alfi same photo of women, who is this woman? they look so close her worthy pair to the love "Khaira feels pain in her heart as she sees her husband taking pictures with other women what else looks so close.

" Ah...maybe this is just my feeling, who knows this woman is just her coworker "murm khaira in the heart. he put his HP back on the bed until he fell asleep in his sleep.

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The sun was beginning to reveal itself, the bright shining solar rays were describing the day that would begin with great vigor.

after waking up and cleaning himself and performing dawn prayers.khaira immediately get ready to welcome his first day of work.

Khaira immediately headed to the dining room as she had finished preparing herself.

" Asalamualaik....Good morning everyone "said khaira to everyone at the dinner table when he got there.

" Greetings waalaikum.... Good morning also dear, well rich spirit benget welcome the first day of work "goda mama Alfi he smiled when he saw khaira who was so eager to work.

" It should be something that starts with bismillah and that spirit will produce good results" said khaira while sitting on a dining table chair.

" Work? brother wants a job? where is her brother working? " tanya zuhdi, khaira chuckles when she hears Zuhdi asking a question that makes her confused to answer her question.

" sister works in Riska fashion as a tailor, because there use sewing services to make clothes that will be sold." said khaira with a smile.

" Risk Fashion? it is one of the famous boutiques, the clothes sold there are produced directly by the boutique.

Khaira nodded her head when she heard the words of Zuhdi.

" yes, that's why you chose to work there, "said khaira he scooped rice into his plate.

" i just found out that my sister can sew, surely the stitching of my sister is good so she can get accepted to work at Riska Fashion" said zuhdi with a smile and then she resumed her breakfast.

" hehehe.

After finishing breakfast khaira say goodbye to mama alfi, zuhdi and his father have gone first in comparison khaira. 30 minutes time that must be taken khaira to get to Riska boutique.

As usual khaira used a taxi to get to his workplace, after the taxi stopped in front of the store that looks pretty big and pay a taxi, he said, khaira immediately stepped her feet towards the store.

" Good morning "greetings khaira to all his co-workers.

" morning, he was rich enough to start working" said Zifa, one of the boutique employees.

" yes yes it must be spirit, because every work that starts with bismillah and full of enthusiasm will get good results.

yes, if so I work first yes, you guys also survived work." said khaira with a smile and then he walked into the room specifically sewing.

Arriving at a special sewing room khaira immediately sat on one of the tables that contained a sewing machine.

" Khaira" said Siska as she stepped closer to Khaira.

" yes ma'am " replied khaira, he stood up when he saw Siska coming to him.

" i want to love this dress design with you, please sew it according to this design" said Riska while showing a picture of her ranvmangan results.

" Good ma'am I will try to "answer khaira while smiling towards Riska.

" i hope you won't let me down, and if I can ask for this shirt tomorrow it should be finished" Riska said.

khaira nodded her head when she heard Siska's words, Siska then left the room. khaira stared at the design of the clothes on her table. Then he prepared the materials to sew the clothes.

Almost a day khaira sewing the design of the dress at the end of which he also managed to finish it.

he stored the finished clothes in his sewing into the wardrobe in the room.

after finishing his work khaira immediately went out of the room to return home, because the time has shown at 17:30 pm and it is time to go home from work.

Once at home, the khaira immediately walked to his room to clean himself.

Khaira came out of the bathroom wearing a knee-length bathrobe with a towel wrapped around her head.

" Czechkk.... "

Khaira stepped her feet out of the bathroom.Alfi who had just returned opened the door.

" Czechkk.... "

Alfi stepped inside the room, as he looked towards the bathroom.....

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Alfi was silent at the door of the room when he saw the khaira coming out of the bathroom using only a knee-length bathrobe, and the winding of a towel on his head.

For the first time, Alfi saw his wife without wearing a hijab and wearing a Muslim dress on her body. Because until now khaira never remove his hijab in front of Alfi.

Likewise with khaira he was silent in front of the bathroom door when he saw Alfi who was standing in front of the room door while staring at him.

A moment later khaira only realized his current self was only using a bathrobe and a wrapped towel on his head.

Khaira immediately stepped her feet towards the wardrobe by passing Alfi who was still standing in front of the room door. the scented soap and shampoo that the khaira was wearing penetrated into Alfi's nasal cavity as he passed through where Alfi was standing.

After taking her clothes the khaira immediately returned to the bathroom to wear her clothes. After closing the bathroom door, the, khaira leaned against the door trying to neutralize her heart that was still beating fast because of the shock when she saw Alfi who was suddenly in her room.

Alfi who saw khaira close the bathroom door he immediately stepped into the room by pulling the suitcase that was in his hands. After closing the door, Alfi walked up to the bed and sat on the edge of the bed and placed the suitcase on the bed.

Alfi took off his pilot uniform and now left only white underwear.before long khaira out of the bathroom wearing a long dress to cover his ankles. But the towel that wrapped around his head earlier was not on his loose.

Khaira stepped her feet towards her dresser, which was located beside the bed where Alfi now occupied her.

then he sat on the chair there.

" Why not wear a hijab ? " ask Alfi, after a long silence observing the khaira sitting in front of the dressing table.

" Is there a prohibition, if a wife does not wear a headscarf in front of her husband? " khaira said without looking at Alfi.

Khaira took off the towel wrapped around her head until now she showed black hair along her back.

" Gleeb "

Alfi gulped his spit rough when he saw his wife without wearing a hijab she looked very beautiful let alone her hair that was still a little wet made her more enchanting.

Khaira who was drying her hair, frowned at her forehead while looking at Alfi from the reflection of the glass, who was only speechless looking towards her.

" why? how quiet is it? " tanya khaira while staring at the reflection of Alfi's face on the glass.

" no why - why do I want to take a shower first" said Alfi then rose from his seat grabbed a towel in the suitcase and passed to the bathroom.

khaira who was still drying her wet hair flicked her shoulders as she looked at Alfi who was walking into the bathroom.

Shortly afterwards Alfi came out of the bathroom wearing only knee-length shorts.walking casually towards the closet without caring for the silent khaira staring at him.

after picking up the clothes in the closet he immediately put on her there without getting into the bathroom.khaira just smilingly looked towards Alfi, she said, to be honest, she was amazed by her handsome husband.

" heum.... " Alfi deliberately cleared his throat to resuscitate khaira who looked towards him while smiling indistinctly.khaira who heard Deheman Alfi also blinked his eyes. he smiled clumsily at Alfi as he was caught looking at the man.

" loe ngak salat? " ask Alfi while staring at the khaira who is now also staring at him.

" yes, pray "answer khaira while throwing his gaze in the other direction.

" if prayer is still there? buruan take ablution, don't you hear Adzan? " said Alfi his view is still directed at khaira.

" heum.." khaira just muttered to hear Alfi's words, he immediately stepped his feet into the bathroom and performed the congregational magrib prayer.

After finishing performing the magrib prayer and tidying up his equipment khaira walked up to Alfi who was sitting on the bed by leaning his body on the headboard while playing his HP.

Khaira sat to the left of Alfi, where she used to sleep. she leaned on the headboard while observing Alfi who was still busy with his HP.

" brother left why not say it? " tanya khaira while still observing Alfi.

" loe also didn't say the same to me when you wanted to meet him "Affi replied, without looking over from the flat object in his hand.

" huff..". "khaira breathed her rough, it turns out that Alfi was still angry at her about her meeting with rizwan, he thought.

" that problem I'm sorry, besides there's nothing between us "Alfi just silently heard khaira's speech, he's still focused on his HP.

" if you're angry, I may have no problem because if you're angry I'm close to another man it means you're JEALOUS " khaira said by pressing the word and ended with his rarity.

Alfi who heard the khaira speech immediately turned his head towards him and stared flatly at the khaira.

" Who is jealous do not need GR to be a person" said Alfi ketus.

" heum... ngak jealous but angry for days, ngak say again if it turns out to do a flight, to make the home people worried because ngak home " said khaira he pointed his gaze in the other direction while folding his hands in front of his chest.

" loe know where if I do the flight, but I don't know anyone" said Alfi while staring at khaira by raising his eyebrows.

" i saw the same suitcase some sick clothes are in the closet" said khaira without looking at Alfi.

" loe open my closet really sassy so people" said Alfi with a little raised his voice.

" I'm not that sassy just want to make sure because zuhdi said if the same suitcase some of your clothes nothing that means you do flight.

besides I'm worried because you don't go back and forth and there's no more news, after all HP why in matiin try? "

khaira said at length Alfi Just silence to hear the narration of khaira.

" so worried are you the same me until belain check my suitcase and clothes in the closet ? " alpha said in heart.

Khaira who felt that she did not get a response from Alfi at the end of her turn her gaze towards Alfi. she was confused when she saw Alfi staring silently at her. Khaira who saw Alfi just silently finally touched his arm. Alfi who got a touch from khaira finally realized from his daydream.

" Why ? " tanya khaira while raising next to her eyebrows.

" why-why, why ? " alfi said with a smile towards khaira.

" I mean why his HP can not be active and difficult to contact" said khaira resisted his anger against Alfi.

" yes sorry my HP yesterday died because I did not accidentally fall her "answer alfi he still turned his head towards khaira.

" if the HP is damaged can borrow your friend's HP or buy a new one, it has money to buy a new HP " tanya khaira her voice a little tatus because so upset her same alfi.

" i don't memorize the loe number" said Alfi he turned his gaze toward his HP when receiving notification incoming messages.

" Can call the house number or anyone who can be contacted "said khaira he looked at Alfi who is now back focusing on his mobile phone.

" Lagian yesterday I saw when you posted a photo of you with a woman on the sosmed "khaira speech made Alfi turn his head back towards her.

" loe saw my post yesterday ? " ask Alfi. khaira just nodding her head.

" who is that woman ? "

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khaira's question made Alfi's heart seem to stop beating.he did not know what to answer.

" How to be quiet ? indeed who is the woman, it looks like you guys are so close "khaira asked back when she saw Alfi who just quietly got the question from her.

" i it it was. she was a flight attendant who was on one flight with me, " replied Alfi with a bit of nervousness.

Khaira who saw Alfi nervously answering her question felt suspicious of alfi.

" Just a flight attendant why is it so close ? " khaira again asked Alfi, making Alfi add excitement

" i yes we are close because we have often been on one flight so we already know and are close friends" replied Alfi he tried to be calm when answering questions khaira, he said, so that he does not suspect, but khaira feels there is something strange with Alfi's attitude.

" really just a coworker ? nothing strange, right ? " tanya khaira while observing Alfi's face trying to make sure if what Alfi said was true.

" how are you doing that? as if you accuse me of nothing with him, we are just friends ngak more, indeed his loe who cheated in front of his own husband " alfi said with a slight uplift of her voice while throwing her gaze in the other direction.

" why do you accuse me of cheating? I don't cheat how many times I have to say that I'm the same he's just friends once again I repeat he'S JUST A NORMAL FRIEND " khaira said by pressing the word he also threw his gaze in the other direction.

" if now befriend her first you are with her what relationship until you love her so much? is he your ex-girlfriend ? "

Khaira turned her head back towards alfi when she heard Alfi's question.

" i told you that I never approached her name, so please don't ever say that she's my ex-boyfriend" she replied by affirming her last words.

" if you are not dating him why you love him even today, when you have become my wife" said Alfi he also turned to khaira.

" I'm an ordinary man, do you think I'm a stone with no feelings? it's only natural that I love someone because I'm just like any other woman with a heart and feelings. it's just that I know how to deal with and control my feelings for a man I don't deserve to love "

alfi khaira said only silently hearing khaira's answer.

" then why can't you love me ? the man who deserves even the most for you to love because I am your husband "Alfi looked deeply into your eyes as if he wanted to find an honest answer from khaira.

" who said I didn't love you? if I didn't love you I wouldn't care when you left and didn't come home? I'm not gonna ask who the woman in the picture is? I'll never worry about you when you don't tell me ? "

said khaira he looked towards Alfi his eyes were reddened and teary trying to hold back his cries.

" It's all I'm doing because I'm starting to love you even I can almost forget her, but what you're doing you never care about me, never mind how I feel worrying about you, even you asked me not to interfere in your affairs and care about yourself "

Khaira blurted out everything that had been in her pendam, the pain when not appreciated and when Alfi accused her of doing things that she had never done. his sense he was no longer able to bear his pain better he revealed his heart contents to Alfi at this time as well.

The tears held back by his late khaira spilled as well, his pain if given all of Alfi's treatment on his.

" i'm sorry if all this time I always hurt the feeling of loe, I promise from today I won't hurt you loe again " Alfi grabbed the khaira's hand and clasped it he stared at the face of the khaira who was filled with tears.

" A promise you said? I do not believe all your promises, did you forget?, three months ago you also promised not to hurt me again and will trust me, but now what happened ?, you hurt me again, you don't believe me anymore" said khaira a mouthful of tears still running down her cheek.

" I'm sorry if I renege on my promise, but this time I mean I won't hurt you again, and I'll never let you down " alfi said he looked towards khaira as if describing if he would prove what he had said.

" sure what you said, right? " khaira said to make sure that what Alfi said was in accordance with what was in his heart. Alfi nodded his head.

" who is the woman in the picture? "

" Gleeb...."

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Well how's this continuation?

will Alfi admit his mistakes equally khaira or not ????

Thank you to those who have given their comments and various feedback.....

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