Am I In Your Heart

The Love of Alfie

**** I'm Trying To Believe In What You Say & What You're Having ••••

However, my Instinct refused to Trust Him & Trust Him (About a.s.So ••••

Should I Believe In Something That I Believe Doesn't Fit In Reality.?? ****

••• ____Najwa Safira ____________Najwa Safira •••

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" sure what you said, right? " khaira said to make sure that what Alfi said was in accordance with what was in his heart. Alfi nodded his head.

" who is the woman in the picture? "

" Gleeb.... "

Alfi gulped his rough saliva when Khaira again asked about his photo with Elisha.

" i've told you he's just a coworker not more " said Alfi trying to cover his nervousness on khaira.

" sure just friends? if there's anything between you better be honest with me, don't let it be when I know I won't be able to accept it, and there could be no apology for you "

Said khaira he observed the face of Alfi who looked so tense when he heard his speech.

" i have no relationship with him, I promise not to make you disappointed" said Alfi trying to convince khaira.

" but what if what you're saying right now doesn't match reality? what if later I'd rather go when you let me down "

" DEG "

Again the khaira's remarks made Alfi mute, there was a pain sneaking in his heart as he recalled if his seampai khaira had really left him when he learned of his relationship with Elisha.

he is not willing if khaira left his life especially if later after they separated khaira chose to return with rizwan.

Arrrggghhh, surely he will not be able to accept if the khaira back with a man like rizwan.

" i won't let you go of my life until anytime. because.karna I love the same loe I don't want to lose loe " alfi said he clasped his hands tightly as if he did not want to take off his.

" Huh... What did you say just now? " khaira felt shocked when she heard what Alfi said, she tried to make sure that she had not heard wrong.

" I LOVE LOE KHAIRA NAJWA SAFIRA" said Alfi he pressed every word that expressed his feelings.

At this time Alfi has already loved khaira maybe even his love for Elisha has begun to disappear.

" are you serious, don't you lie? please don't ever play around with the feeling don't tell me you love me if I'm not in your heart yet, I don't want to be disappointed especially when later I know there's something else in your heart. I'll never be able to accept it ".

Khaira stared at Alfi asking for an explanation of what he had just revealed.

" right now I'm talking to the truth, I really love the same loe, I don't want to lose loe" said Alfi his hand still clasped tightly khaira hand.

" You say you love me, but you also say you're not jealous when I'm close to another man, you're just angry because I'm your wife and you're afraid that your reputation will be ruined until your friends see me as close to another man, that's why you were angry when I met with Rizwan, right ? "

Khaira deliberately said that because she wanted to see the reaction of Alfi.he tried to hold back his laughter when he saw the face of Alfi who was reddened because he held back his annoyance at khaira.

Alfi distanced his hand that was grasping the khaira hand and turned his gaze in the other direction.

" just because I am jealous so I am angry when you are close to other men, if not because of jealousy why I care in loe when you are with other men.

moreover, the man rizwan guy who never loe taxir even his handsome not much with me, but loe more love him than me, but loe more love him than me, even when we're married, you still like the same guy tengil "

said Alfi meng gebu-gebu he felt annoyed when he had discussed the rizwan problem with khaira.

" heum, "

said khaira while glancing towards Alfi who was staring intently at him. Alfi turned his head towards the khaira when he heard the khaira's words

" yes I said that because I haven't said that I like loe, yes I suddenly said that I'm jealous if you're close to each other " alfi said he threw his gaze in the other direction, he still looks so upset at khaira.

" anyan loe doing so near the same old man tengil "his words again he was still reluctant to look towards khaira.

" Aisss..don't say that's how he's also my friend, he's a good person, want to nolongin I make a job" said khaira, he's a good person, while smiling because he saw Alfi who was getting annoyed at him.

" once ngak papa will make the husband upset when else try to see the face of Alfi who is again upset + jealous, hahaha " muttered khaira in the heart as much as possible he held back his laughter.

" loe yes, people are upset even in the heat - heatin by praising him, you want to make me rise blood huh? " said Alfi yes staring sharply towards khaira, khaira who got a sharp gaze from Alfi immediately threw his gaze in the other direction.

" yes sorry no more, we do not need to discuss the problem of rizwan again, mending we discuss our future "said khaira he again looked at Alfi and smiled at him.

" heumm... true what you say ngak important also we fight just because - because he ", said Alfi while returning a smile khaira. then only silence between them.

" you have not answered my question before, " said khaira after they both fell silent.

khaira looked towards Alfi as well as Alfi who turned his head towards him.

" which question? " ask Alfi confused while raising next to her eyebrows.

" was I asking you who the woman in the photo was ? "

Alfi was silent when again khaira asked about his photo with Elisha.

" loe did discuss the problem again I would have answered earlier if we were just a cement" said Alfi while turning his eyes in the other direction. he tried to divert his conversation regarding his photograph with Elisha.

" sure only the temenan ? " khaira again confirmed the words of Alfi, because he felt if there was something in the hidden Alfi from her.

" yes " replied Alfi lazily.

" but I'm not sure" said khaira who made Alfi turn back to him.

" why can you not be sure if I'm just a friend of him, I just believe and sure that you are also just the same friend of him, why do you not " alfi said while raising her next to her eyebrows.

" if I'm the same rizwan indeed nothing so you believe or not still my relationship with him is only a friend" said khaira he turned his gaze in the other direction.

" i also that, there is no connection whatsoever between me and Elisa we just menenan ngak more so you have to believe also me" said Alfi he is still staring towards khaira.

" not being able to "khaira speech back makes Alfi more confused when hearing if khaira does not believe in him.

" why can't you? what was the reason for trying? " ask Alfie.

" because my instinct says if there's something you're hiding from me "

" DEG "

Alfi felt his heart beating fast again, he was afraid if until khaira knew his relationship and would leave him as he had said.

" Loe believes very much the same instinct loe, instinct loe is wrong I do not have any relationship with him" said Alfi trying to be calm.

" sometimes a wife's instinct is very strong towards her husband, she can feel if there's something her husband is hiding, and now that's how I feel, don't you hide anything from me please tell me honestly!

Or I'll figure it out myself, and if I find out you have a relationship with him, I'd rather go than survive in a household full of lies like this . "

khaira's speech made Alfi again silent, he was confused what to do should he say the truth - honestly the same khaira, about his relationship with Elisha, about the truth, he bowed his head not daring to stare towards khaira

" Let's tell the truth I'll try to accept whatever the reality is, the most painful but real thing is better, than the happiness that lies based on "

khaira said he looked towards Alfi, Alfi pointed his gaze towards khaira.

" answer my question honestly I hate that his name is a lie and a betrayal "

khaira said again when he did not see a response from Alfi.

" what is the relationship with the woman, ANSWERED. "khaira confirms her words.

" Gleeb... "

Alfi gulped his spit rough, words thrown khaira with full assertiveness Make Alfi who was struck by fear is now increasingly anxious and hesitant to say his truth to khaira.

" Are you not going to be angry if I say honestly" said Alfi then after a long silence and tried to neutralize his nervousness.

" i don't know because I haven't heard your answer "the flat reply he looked at Alfi who looked so nervous, even his face really looked tense.

" your face why can be so tight is there really something between you and the woman" said khaira with a probing look.

he is like a police officer who interrogates criminals who are caught red-handed.This is the same thing in feeling alfi when he and khaira are arrested by khaira villagers, nervous and anxious.

" ANSWi why from just a moment of silence "khaira again said his words with full decisiveness, making Alfi excited to respond.

" Gleeb... "

Alfi again swallowed his saliva which felt like a Thorn, very difficult for him to swallow.

Alfi looked back at the khaira, he drew and exhaled repeatedly to calm himself down.

" khaira "khaira looked at Alfi, waiting for the man to continue his words.

" Khaira I want to tell her the truth I'm with her.... " Alfi felt so heavy as to continue with her words, what more as she stared at the solemn gaze filled with probing gazes.

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