Am I In Your Heart

Explanation of Alfi and Elisha

*** Sorry It Is I Who Always Gives Wounds In Some Happiness Of Mu•••

But Believe Me If I Only Love You Now

He Is The Past To Me Just As You Think He Is Your Past ***

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Just as they reached the door of the restaurant, their steps came back to a standstill as they looked at the person they both knew, just coming out of the restaurant .

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" Elisha /Rizwan...."

Alfi and khaira looked at each other as they simultaneously mentioned two different names. But they know each other.

" Alphi." said Elisha, his eyes glazed over when he saw the sight that was so painful to him.

Khaira instantly released her grasp of Alfie as she saw Elisha's whereabouts there. Alfi allowed his gaze towards khaira, when khaira let go of his grasp, like a void he felt when he felt the khaira hand that was released from his grasp.

" Solve the business of you two !! " said khaira flat he then wanted to get away from the place, but his arm was held by Elisha.

Khaira turned her gaze toward Elisha when she felt his arm held by Elisha.

" We need to speak of the four "khaira staring confusedly at Elisha's words.

" talk four ? what do you mean talk like that ? do you want to see my pain, when I see my husband talking to his girlfriend or could he be my honeymoon soon ?"

Speak khaira with a little raised his voice, fortunately at this time they are on the side of the road through which many vehicles pass, so that the sound of khaira covered with the sound of passing vehicles.

Elisha looked puzzledly at khaira as he heard the word 'my honeymoon candidate' who he meant the honey candidate by khaira whether it was aimed at her, this is what came to Elisha's mind.

" who do you mean your honey candidate, what is it me ? " khaira laughed bitterly as she stared cynically at Elisha, as she heard Elisha's question .

" Who else if not you ? aren't you in a relationship with my husband ? so why do you pretend not to know of course you're the one who asked him to marry you ? "

Her gaze on Elisha implied a thousand fury. For some reason her emotions peaked when she met Elisha in person.

Unlike when he saw her in the photo or when Alfi explained his relationship with Elisha he was able to withstand his emotions despite being in his crown.

This is not really Khaira's true nature, maybe this is one form of disappointment to Alfi.

" Alphiii.... " Elisha turned his gaze to Alfi, who was only speechless to see his wife and girlfriend arguing before his eyes. Elisha tried to ask for an explanation from Alfi for all these misunderstandings.

" I'm sorry lisa. I know I was wrong, I told khaira that I wanted to polygamy by marrying you" said Alfi as he stared at Elisha guiltily.

" You are crazy Al, I wouldn't want you to marry me if it hurt another woman's feelings. I want you to explain everything to her I don't want any hatred between us "

Said Elisha without feeling he shed his tears upon hearing the utterance of Alfi, who wanted to make his second wife, without his consent Alfi said that to khaira, who wanted to make him his second wife, khaira was so angry when she saw herself..

However he would not do that, he was also a woman and he did not want to laugh on the suffering of other women.he did not want to hurt other women just for his selfishness.

He could not imagine as sick as his heart if as he was in the position of khaira. maybe he would prefer to go rather than hear the words polygamy from the mouth of his husband.

" Sugar.... " Khaira immediately stared intently at Alfi when she heard Alfi calling her with a call that made her even more angry at Alfi.

" Never call me that, I hate to hear it, I hate to hear every word that comes out of your mouth because it's all fake "

khaira said as she looked at Alfi, with her face already filled with tears.he immediately turned her face away from Alfi, who was a tear, his sense he wanted to overflow everything in his mind in front of Alfi's face.

The face that always made her melt when she saw him and on this day as fast as lightning Alfi replaced her newfound happiness with tears.

" sorry... I always make you disappointed, but I beg you this time you want to hear my explanation" said Alfi he tried to touch the hand of khaira but tepis by khaira.

" Khaira you better give your husband and Elisha a chance, you must hear an explanation from both of them so that there is no misunderstanding ".

Khaira turned her gaze when Rizwan who was beside Elisha spoke.

His pain when Rizwan saw khaira who was crying because of other men in front of his eyes.If only he could wipe the tears, it was, he will surely do it and replace the tears that are released with happiness.

But he is powerless not to wipe away the tears of khaira, look into his eyes he can not. too much that prevents him and khaira to unite, to unite, and one of them is a sacred bond that binds khaira so as not to be separated from Alfi.

Forced to let go of the woman he loved so much, for another man and now he is even hurt and crying before his eyes.

Khaira inhaled the air then let out her slowly, trying to ease the still turbulent emotions in her heart.

" well, I will hear the explanation from you "said khaira while looking at Elisha and Alfi alternately.

Alfi breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the khaira's words.

" we talk in the park to be more comfortable to talk " said Alfi, khaira just silent without answering Alfi's question.they finally walk to the park in front of the restaurant.

" What you want to explain, say and do not buy" said khaira after they reached the park.

" Khaira I'm sorry it's not Elisha's fault, here I am at fault, I've brought you into this complex of problems just because of my ego.

I never told Elisha we were married, and Elisha knew nothing of my desire to marry him. All this was purely my desire, but after I thought about it over and over again, I realized that it would be painful for you as well as for Elisha ".

Alfi tried to hold the hand of khaira, but quickly khaira pulled him over. Even khaira did not turn at all to the direction of Alfi or Elisha, either, his gaze was fixed on the streets filled by vehicles passing by.

" I'm sorry khaira, I'm sorry because again I make you cry, I always make you disappointed."

Said Alfi continued his explanation, khaira just speechless did not say anything about the explanation of Alfi.

" Khaira... "this time Elisha spoke, khaira did not flinch, his gaze was still directed towards the streets, without staring at Elisha and Alfie.

" as far as I knew from the beginning that Alfi was married I would not reveal my feelings for him, Khaira you should know I would never accept Alfi as my husband if he were still your husband. "

khaira stared intently at Elisha, saying Elisha as if asking him to part with Alfie.

" What do you mean talk like that?, do you want me and him to part so that you can live with him? " tanya khaira her gaze as if piercing sharp Elisha who was beside her.

" mom, that's not what I mean" said Elisha nervously because he got a murderous look from khaira.

" then ? " khaira asked Elisha again, as if he were asking Elisha to continue the explanation he wanted to give.

" I wouldn't marry Alfie if he was still with you, because I knew it would hurt you "Elisha was still staring at the khaira who stood with him.

Elisha touched both of the khaira's shoulders carrying the khaira standing face to face with her. he grasped both of the khaira's hands and stared at her fixedly.

khaira was only silent when Elisha behaved like that to her. Yes, no matter the treatment of Elisha because all he needed was an explanation from elisha and Alfie.

" You are a great woman because you still want to hang with Alfi even though you know if Alfi has other women. if I were in your position I don't know what I'd do, I might just choose to leave "

Elisha said his gaze was still directed at khaira, who was now also staring at him.

I know you will never accept her, nor will I ever accept your presence in my relationship with Alfie, even if she makes me her second wife.

I know it is very difficult for us as a wife to accept the presence of other women among us, because in reality, a wife will not want to be in polygamy especially if her husband is being unfair, he said, it will be more painful, although there may be some people who accept it sincerely because their husbands are able to be fair.

But to me fair or unfair him I will not want to be in polygamy. "said Elisha at length he stopped his speech for a moment to observe the face of khaira who is now covered in tears.

" Khaira tonight I say in front of you if me and Alfi have no relationship, now our relationship is only a friend and as long as it will only be a friend, he said, I have no right to him, you are more entitled because you are his legal wife. "

Said Elisha he inscribed his sweet smile on khaira. although his heart was sliced when saying that, but he tried to mengikhlaskan Alfi for khaira.

Khaira just silently looked at Elisha with her eyes filled with tears. Khaira could see from Elisha's eyes if he tried to keep a wound in his heart.

" Elisha you seriously want to end our relationship "Alphi looked towards Elisha trying to convince himself if what he heard from Elisha was true.

" yeah Al I'm serious, I know now your heart is no longer for me, I know now you love khaira so much, I've heard what you talked about with zaki time in the musala courtyard. "

Elisha said a drop of tears fell from his eyes, he could not deny, far from the bottom of his heart he still loved the man who is now the husband of the person.

Alfi looked surprised to hear Elisha's words, he did not expect if at that time Elisha heard all his talk with zaki.

" and indeed it should be so right?. because khaira is indeed worthy for you to love, she is a great woman Alfi, do not hurt her, do not hurt her, her tears are too precious you will regret if you repeat the same mistake as when you were with me "

elisha said he wiped away his tears, his gaze still directed towards Alfi.

" I'm sorry Lisa, if what I've done hurt you, there's no point in my heart to play with your feelings,

Because to be honest if at that time I loved you too, I got us stuck in this problem, I always attach importance to my ego without caring if there is a heart that is hurt because of my ego. "

Alfi said to Elisha, indeed he felt sorry for hurting two women who sincerely loved him, women who were as good and sincere as khaira and Elisha.

" Once, I've forgiven you just consider it a dream, which comes to test us, and after we wake up make that dream a lesson "

Elisha said he again revealed his smile, inhaling and exhaling his breath slowly to calm himself.

" Elisha.... " Elisha turned his gaze toward Khaira as he called out his name.

"I'm sorry. If I'm selfish for not letting go for you, sorry that I've been present among you, sorry." said khaira a mouthful, khaira lowered her head she was already unable to continue her words.

Elisha touching the cheeks of the khaira raised his head slowly to look towards him.

" Don't cry." said Elisha he wiped away the tears of khaira that still flowed down his cheeks.khaira looked towards Elisha who was now smiling at him.

" I'm okay khaira.., you don't have to apologize all this is not your fault, Maybe this is a test for us, maybe, you also do not need to feel guilty because it is not you who is present between me and Alfi, but I am the third person in your relationship "

Elisha said he glanced at Alfi who was now standing behind the khaira. then resumed his speech.

" I've given all her khaira.., I'm sincere if she chooses to live with you. I'm sorry because of my presence you and Alfi are far apart" Elisha said.

" he means? you know what my relationship has been with Alfie ? " tanya khaira stared fixedly at Elisha, and Elisha nodded his head in response.

" I've already asked zaki, after I heard Alfi talk and zaki time in g

musala courtyard.

I decided to ask Zaki about your relationship. Zaki initially rejects her by saying that she does not know anything about your relationship.

But after I forced her repeatedly to tell her, Zaki finally told her what she knew about your relationship, I feel more guilty as you khaira because my presence your relationship becomes tenuous ".

" it's better now that we don't have to blame ourselves, I've forgiven you Elisha, Thanks to you, I can be a stronger woman in the face of all trials. I'm also sorry that I got carried away with my emotions until I said harsh words to you. "

Speaking to Elisha, he felt guilty for accusing Elisha of things he did not know or do.

" yes, everything has passed assuming that everything never existed, now I just want our relationship to be okay, how about from now on we make friends "

Elisha said, revealing his smile to Khaira.

" friends....? " khaira raised her eyebrows staring puzzledly at Elisha.

" yes, I don't want any enmity between us, so we better be friends and I'll be your best friend.

you can tell me whatever your problem is and I will try to give you the best advice "

Elisha said solemnly and with a bright face .

" You sure you want to make a friendship with me after what happened between us ? "

Tanya khaira to Elisha she could not believe had just them arguing and now, Elisha even invited her to be good friends with him.

" I'm sure khaira... indeed why if we are friends does anyone forbid ?. not if we are encouraged to establish a friendship and brotherhood relationship and one way to establish a brotherly relationship is to establish a good friendship relationship "

Elisha said he stopped his speech for a moment grasping the khaira hand to convince her.

" Don't be a problem between us as an excuse as a barrier for us to establish a friendship.

after all, I no longer think of him, for me it is the past, and now I have found someone, God willing he will be my future "

Said khaira while smiling looking at khaira and occasionally he glanced towards the rizwan who was still loyal to be beside him.

" What does he mean ? " khaira asked while looking at Elisha trying to ask for an explanation of the words he had just said.

" I've found a male substitute for alfi" Elisha said with a shy smile.

" Hahhhh...??? "

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