Alia (Are you okay?)

What the hell am I doing?

"Am I that easy for you, Bi? until you keep doing this to me?" he said in a sobbing tone while crouching holding back his cries from breaking.

From the inside of the restaurant, a man wearing the clothes of the restaurant clerk saw a man running towards the direction where Akila was at the moment.

"Sorry the food is ready" said the man.

Alia who heard the man's words, then immediately got up while rubbing her tears down her cheeks violently.

Alia then took the money out of her small purse and gave it to the man.

"This is the money, the food is for you, thank you." said Alia with a smile and forcefully then stepped her feet away from there.

"Loh mbak but." said the man but Alia moved her hand so as not to ask and followed him again.

Alia stepped out her legs leaving the man who was looking at her with a confused look towards Alia until Alia was no longer visible in her sight.

**

Alia walked down the shoulder of the highway with slow footsteps while holding her sobs. Doesn't loving someone who doesn't love us hurt so much?

Alia exhaled repeatedly then rubbed again and again her tears that fell down her cheeks. Shortly after, Alia stopped her footsteps when the pain spread to her heel area.

"Ah..why does it have to be now?" alia said with a sigh while looking at her feet that were scuffed due to being hit by high heels that she was wearing at this time.

Alia looked towards the front, back, right and left side but there was no taxi or other vehicles that passed there, making Alia immediately crouch down and cry again.

"Why can't good things once be on my side? hiks... hiks... I also want to be happy.... is my request too difficult? I thought it would be normal when I tried to keep going, but it was so painful..." alia said with a sigh and then rose and continued her footsteps again down the shoulder of the road with bare feet, both high heels Alia tenteng and she took it for granted.

***

Hospital

After Fabian got a call from Shiren earlier, he immediately drove his car to the Hospital where Shila was treated at this time.

With a hasty step, Fabian then set foot down the hallway of the Hospital to the treatment room Shila.

"How's Shila tan doing?" fabian asked as he reached the front of Alia's treatment room.

"She's gone through a critical period and aunty is very grateful for that. The doctor said to keep his emotions from going up and down and remain stable" Shiren said in a sad tone.

"Thank God I'm happy to tan too" Fabian said with a sense of relief when she heard Shila was fine.

"Go inside, Shila will be very happy to see your presence" said Shiren smilingly looking at Fabian.

"I can't do this at a time when all my family is down at the moment" Fabian said in his heart as he realized his actions.

"What's Bi? is something wrong?" shiren asked when he saw Fabian stop his steps that were about to enter as if he was thinking of something.

"It seems like I can't go in tan, it feels really unethical when my whole extended family is down and shocked by this fact, I came and met Shila here instead, wouldn't I look like a tan traitor?" said Fabian in a soft tone.

Shiren who heard Fabian speech then fell silent a thousand languages, what was said by Fabian was not a mistake, only Shiren would not have the heart to see his daughter continue like that. Shiren had thought Fabian would accept his daughter for who she was, but Fabian was still an ordinary man and would still prefer his family over others.

"Can't you just forget about the problem today Bi, aunty please." said Shiren trying again to persuade Fabian to open his heart a little and want to go inside.

"Like I have to go aunt, sorry because I can't see Shila right now.I'm sorry." said Fabian then sauntered away from there leaving Shiren who was still staring at the departure of Fabian with a sad look until it disappeared from his sight.

**

In Fabian's car

Fabian was heard sighing long repeatedly, then after Fabian felt calmer then Fabian began to put his seat belt and lean his head briefly on the seat of his car.

"What am I really doing right now? didn't you promise yourself you'd be more selfish Bi? it's stupid of you to choose to come to this place now!" said Fabian regretted his decision to come to the Hospital to meet the request from Shiren on the phone.

When Fabian was contemplating what was happening, the sound of Fabian's cell phone ringing then began to sound and disperse all the Fabian daydream just now. Fabian, who saw Ardan's name written on his phone screen, spontaneously wiped the green icon on his phone screen.

"Hello brother" said Fabian when the phone connection he picked up just now.

"Have you arrived at the Resto at the moment Bi?" ask Ardan across there.

"Not yet, I'm still on the road" Fabian replied lightly, as if feeling absolutely no guilt for leaving Alia without saying goodbye or notifying Alia before.

"Then how's Alia? are you two out together?" asked Ardan then which then made Fabian speechless a thousand languages because he just remembered about Alia just now.

"Alia sister?" peek Fabian with a surprised tone made Ardan then spontaneously immediately keep his cellphone from his ear.

"Yes Alia, who else is it?" ardan said in a confused tone.

"Oh Shit!" fabian said with annoyance.

"Have something happened Bi?" ardan asked when he heard the words that came out of Fabian's mouth just now.

"I'll call you back later yes brother, I close first." said Fabian then while directly disconnecting the phone just like that without waiting for an answer from Ardan, said Fabian, which of course will leave a big question mark for Ardan at this time.

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