Alia (Are you okay?)

Memories of the past

Ardan who did not want to get involved with the problem of both, then immediately went inside pretending to want to check on Allea.

"I don't know if this is wrong or right? obviously I'm sure Fabian can handle it." Ardan said inwardly as he continued to step inside.

Ardan who was inside, then circulated his gaze in all directions looking for the existence of Allea there. His gaze stopped where Allea was seen sleeping with a position sitting at the waiting table for guests, making Ardan then sighed with length when he saw the scene.

Ardan then moved his feet closer to where Allea was and took a seat in front of Allea. A smile appeared to rise from Ardan's handsome face when he saw Allea who was now asleep.

"R... Rima.." said Ardan suddenly, making a smile that originally expanded then slowly receded from his face.

The shadow of Rima's tragic death suddenly flashed through his mind just like that when he saw Allea who was asleep. Rima's blood-soaked body was clearly reflected in his memory, making Ardan's head pulsate violently when the shadow turned again.

Ardan got up from his seat, his footing seemed to rotate until Ardan hit the table in front of him when he was about to pass from there, making Allea who was asleep then shocked when she heard the noise.

It's just that when Allea woke up, Ardan was no longer visible there, only Ardan's back was left visible away from him.

"Ap.. What happened?" said Allea confusedly while opening her eyes that still felt heavy because of the sudden awakening.

***

Day

Alia who could not sleep, then could only stare towards the sky of her room with a mind that floated far away somewhere.

Sometimes Alia even seemed to smile like a shame when she remembered one by one everything she had passed along with Fabian.

"Have I fallen in love with him? how come?" alia said to herself while blushing in shame.

With slowly Alia then began to feel her lips, Fabian's lips kiss when it really stuck on her lips. It was the first kiss for Alia who was taken by arriving by Fabian. It's just, shouldn't Alia be angry that Fabian took it without permission? why does it feel like it is flowering? Alia is really crazy right now.

"Ah... seems like I'm really crazy because of it." said Alia while pulling her blanket to cover her entire body while smiling at her own smile inside the blanket like a madman.

Is someone who is in love always like that? Alia is now even being washed away and dissolved in her imagination towards Fabian, it seems Alia is really late and drifting into her feelings at this time.

***

Meanwhile, in a room like a room, Ardan was sitting on the floor just like that with the position of the room lights were pitch black without lighting, maybe more precisely accidentally not turned on by Ardan.

With Ardan slowly starting to open the screen of his cellphone, clearly visible portrait of a woman with a face that is almost similar to Allea laughing happily on the screen phone Ardan.

Ardan rubbed his hair violently as Rima's shadow re-spun on his head.

The flashback

Ardan knew in a few minutes Rima would definitely come and drop off lunch with her favorite menu. In the face of the wedding photos are neatly framed on his workroom desk with a smile that expands.

Tok tok tok tok

The sound of the door being knocked loudly repeatedly made Ardan think it was Rima, Ardan who was impatient again then began to step his feet closer to the door and opened it quickly so that he could meet his wife soon.

"Sir." said Rafa who then made Ardan frown confused because someone who knocked on the door of his room was not Rima but Rafa his assistant.

"What's Raf?" asked Ardan curious because he saw Rafa who was now pale-faced with a breath that was not bored.

"Bu Rima sir.bu Rima fell from the emergency stairs" said Rafa who immediately made Ardan surprised not to play when he heard Rafa's speech just now.

Ardan who began to feel worried, then ran towards the emergency stairs that had just been said by Rafa.

Ardan ran and ran down the stairs to see his wife. Stupid Ardan who did not ask for sure what floor stairs his wife fell, making Ardan had to go down all the stairs to find the whereabouts of his wife.

Then right on the second floor emergency stairs, from above Ardan saw several people crowding down there. Seen fresh blood has flooded the floor, two hospital officials appear to take out body bags and want to put Rima into it.

Ardan who saw this was of course surprised not to play, Ardan is not stupid so he does not know the meaning of the body bag. With a trembling step Ardan then returned down the stairs and tried to stop the two officers who wanted to close the body bag zipper.

Ardan stared with mixed feelings at Rima's body that had been stiffened with blood soaking his clothes and body. In his embrace tightly the body while crying bitterly.

"Five... Rima.. why hiks... why... aaaaaaaaaa"

Only those words came out of Ardan's mouth with sobs of sadness wrapped around him that day.

The departure of Rima who arrived made its own scar for Ardan that never disappeared even for years.

It took a long time even years for Ardan to get back up and stand up. Until when he really has risen and is ready to start his life again. Ardan must be broken by feelings of depression due to an accident between himself and Fabian who claimed the lives of both Alia's parents and Allea at that time.

Ardan, who already had a previous injury, had to go back to feeling severe depression due to the guilt of the accident.

This is the beginning of everything starting, Fabian's departure from home and also the split of the Zayan family make Ardan continue to live in wounds that have not improved until now.

Flashback off

Ardan again rubbed his face violently, one by one tears seemed to drip down his cheeks when he looked back at the portrait of Rima on his cellphone screen.

"I shouldn't have let you go that time.I'm sorry Rima.." said Ardan in a choked tone as he held back his sobs.

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