Alia (Are you okay?)
Not too old
A new car has now sped through the streets of the capital that night, the car was driven by Ardan while next to him Fabian was sitting quietly whatever he was contemplating now. The atmosphere in the car was so quiet, it seemed like the brothers were in a tense dispute right now.
"If you want him, you can go ahead and lead, I never even blame that" said Fabian, who could not stand it anymore because his brother continued to corner him from now on.
"You never asked for it, but papa? papa always chooses you because you're his favorite son!" said Ardan did not want to give up at all while continuing to drive his car.
"Papa papa papa..why is that always what you make noise! if you want him, you just ask him, okay?" said Fabian with a high tone.
"The problem is not that easy Bi.." said Ardan was cut because suddenly heard Fabian's scream.
"So watch out!" fabian shouted suddenly made Ardan surprised, but when he turned to the front of the car he was driving forward had collided with the car in front of him when it stopped right at the intersection of red lights.
Hhhhhhhhhh
Fabian awakens from his nightmare, memories of 5 years ago about the accident re-spinning in his memory. Fabian wiped the sweat that soaked his forehead and clothes and then stared at the clock on the nightstand.
"At 3 am, why do I still think about it? since it's been five years, why haven't I forgotten it?" said Fabian then got up and walked towards the balcony of his room.
Fabian stared at the night sky this time without a single star there.
"Sih even the star does not want to appear at this time, as if it would be reluctant to accompany me." Fabian said with a faint smile.
Slowly Fabian started lighting the lighter and brought it closer to a cigarette in his hand. Only this can reduce Fabian's stress and anxiety when guilt about what happened five years ago comes back and haunts him.
"Can I make the two girls happy? I take full responsibility for the deaths of his parents at the time. Is happiness enough to atone for all my past sins?" fabian said to himself asking. "I'm too naive to just give happiness to both, can't parental affection be replaced even if I give it a thousand times the happiness?" he added, even though without knowing that Alia's life is very depressed when both parents are still alive first.
Not mean to be disobedient or what? if asked to choose which Alia wants a life. Of course Alia will choose the life that is now, although her life is now more difficult but at least her mind and mentality is not depressed as when her parents were still alive.
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Morning
As usual and become a daily routine. After finishing with her bathing routine Alia switched to preparing breakfast for her and also Allea. Two dishes of fried rice are now served at the dining table with a glass of his brother's favorite guava juice. With a smile that expands Alia then stepped her feet towards the room of the sister.
"Silver breakfast yuk" said Alia while knocking on the door of the brother's room.
Not long before the door to Allea's room seemed open featuring the figure of Allea who had been wearing neat clothes ready to go out.
"Come on" said Allea who was then returned with a smile by Alia.
The two then stepped towards the dining table and began their breakfast. There was no meaningful conversation between the two, until then Allea seemed to ask something.
"Maybe it will be afternoon if not tomorrow we can just go to the store, because I have received a job offer from Mr. Fabian restaurant owner yesterday" said Alia explained.
"Oh okay" said Allea briefly.
"What is it, brother?" alia asked curiously because Allea had just this time asked about their next activity.
"Nothing, good if we go there later" said Allea as if reluctant to say his heart.
Alia who knew something then began to hold the hand of her brother. "Sister miss mama?" guess Alia, but Allea just kept quiet and did not respond to Alia's words just now. "What's wrong, brother, Al is not angry" said Alia who immediately made her turn to him.
"Be...re you really not angry?" allea said as she played her finger in fear.
"Yes, if your sister misses mom or papa brother says no need to hesitate. Later after we from the restaurant we stop by the tomb of mama and papa huh sis?" alia said later.
Allea who heard that was of course happy, with a feeling that Allea's spirit ate her breakfast while occasionally smiling stared at Alia.
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Dream Resto
It looks like Alia is busy making murals on the wall of the left restaurant deftly and of course with maximum results. Since childhood Alia really likes to draw and paint but unfortunately she can not channel her talent because it is her parents who do not support her talent to develop.
Actually Fabian did not say in detail what kind of design he wanted. Yesterday Fabian only said that he had designed a certain spot that could attract customers to come to his restaurant. Because Fabian yesterday only said that without a detailed explanation, so he took the initiative to combine the paintings and also some designs that could attract customers to come to the restaurant, not only for eating, but also for taking photos.
While Allea who is good at stringing, be both divide the task of each where Alia who designs the wall while Allea who will give the final touch with knickknacks and flower arrangements made.
"So you're good at painting?" said a voice that immediately surprised Alia who was busy making murals.
"Eh father, I was sorry because I did not ask first what concept you ask, I only use instinct without asking first what you think." alia said politely to Fabian who arrived behind her.
"I don't even like it to relax" Fabian said with a smile looking at Alia. "But by the way can you just call me a name? our age is not much different, is it?" said Fabian because he was uncomfortable to hear Alia keep calling him father.
"Oh, what father?" asked Alia again curiously.
"I'm 27 years old, isn't that old that you're calling me father?" fabian said with confidence.
"I'm sorry I'm only 22 years old" said Alia with a smile.
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