Alia (Are you okay?)

I don't deserve to be happy

Ardan Apartment

Ardan who had just received news from Fabian then immediately stepped his feet with gontai back to the room. His current feelings are really mixed and also chaotic, making Ardan even look more lethargic and pale.

Chequelek

The door was opened slowly by Ardan and then entered. When Ardan got there, Allea seemed to have fallen asleep and sailed to the island of dreams in peace, making Ardan then sighed long when he saw the calm face of Allea when sleeping.

"I'm wrong for everything that happened, it's just that. Can't I continue to be by your side to make amends? I've really bonded with you Lea, not because your face is similar to Rima's just that your presence makes my life more meaningful and full of spirit." said Ardan in a soft tone while staring at Allea with a troubled feeling.

"If... if I admit everything... would you still stay by my side Lea?" asked Ardan then in a soft tone, but there was absolutely no answer from Allea other than just silence.

For some reason, when Ardan learned the fact that Alia had known all the truth, making Ardan feel afraid of losing Allea. Ardan really knows that the mistake he made was a fatal mistake, but should Ardan not act selfish once? Ardan just wants to be next to Allea no more, is it also not appropriate for Ardan to get?

Ardan let out a long sigh again and the next second he laid down his body right next to Allea. He held her tightly to Allea's tiny body until Allea who had been soundly asleep until changing her position to be tilted so that she could enter the Ardan deck.

"If this is really my last chance to hold her, then I will use my time as best I can before morning comes and take away everything that belongs to me." said Ardan in a soft tone while gently tasting the top of Allea's head.

"I love you Lea. I love you with all your shortcomings" said Ardan before finally entering into the island of dreams with a position to hug Allea's body tightly.

***

The next morning

Fabian seemed to start to open his eyes slowly when he felt his whole body ache due to irregular sleeping position.

Huach....

Fabian stretched his muscle muscles slowly while straightening his two legs that felt sore. Until when he was fully aware, Fabian was then made a little surprised when he did not find the existence of Alia anywhere.

"Al.." call Fabian spontaneously while rising from his place and passing away to look for Alia's whereabouts around there.

**

For quite a long time Fabian circled the shop area to find Alia's whereabouts, but unfortunately Fabian did not find Alia anywhere. Alia was completely lost and no longer visible anywhere, making Fabian could only scratch his head violently because he did not know where to look for Alia again.

Fabian who was confused looking for Alia's whereabouts then could only rub her face violently. Though Fabian had just fallen asleep in his chair this morning, but when he woke up the figure of Alia was no longer in front of him, making a feeling of regret then immediately filled Fabian's heart.

"I shouldn't have slept, why are you so stupid!" fabian said to himself blaming his stupidity for sleeping earlier while guarding Alia.

Fabian who no longer knows how to act, then immediately dial Ardan number on his cellphone. Fabian hopes that Alia is now in the Ardan Apartment or at least being gathered with her brother there.

"Hello sis.." said Fabian just as his phone call was connected to Ardan.

"What's this morning blind like you calling me?" asked Ardan in a hoarse voice typical of people waking up.

"Of course it is no longer Allea." said Ardan but stopped when he did not see the presence of Allea beside him.

"Hello what's wrong?" asked Fabian who was curious because Ardan did not continue his words just now.

"Allea is not in Bi's room, I'll go find her later I'll tell her again." Ardan then disconnected the phone just like that, without first hearing Fabian's words before hanging up the phone call.

"But brother Ardan.. hello brother.." call Fabian repeatedly, but there is no answer from Ardan because the phone call has been severed unilaterally by Ardan.

"Ah shit! then if Alia doesn't go to Ardan's house where does she go?" fabian then asked himself a question after the call ended.

***

Ardan Apartment

Ardan, who was surprised by the phone call that arrived just now, was again surprised to find Allea in his room right when Ardan woke up from his sleep.

"Where are you? Le... Lea.." called Ardan many times hoping Allea could hear him.

Klontang....

The sound of objects falling from the kitchen then immediately made Ardan move his feet quickly towards the kitchen to see what was going on there.

"Allea" cried Ardan when he saw Allea crouching while picking up some dirt that fell and scattered on the floor.

Allea who had focused on cleaning up the dirt scattered, then immediately looked up when she heard Ardan's voice just now.

"Ap.. l did I wake you. I'm sorry.." said Allea, looking down for fear that Ardan would be angry because he had made the kitchen area fall apart.

Ardan who was happy and relieved to find Allea, then immediately stepped his feet closer to Allea and immediately hugged her tightly, she said, making Allea who was initially frightened then became surprised by Ardan's current behavior.

"Thank God you're here next time you're gonna go tell Lea first so I don't worry about looking for you." said Ardan who only reply Allea with a nod of the head without knowing clearly what exactly is Ardan talking about.

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Ardan Workshop

Meanwhile, Alia who was confused about where to go, then decided to take public transportation to the direction of Ardan workshop. Alia's purpose there was to invite Allea to come along with her to leave this city along with all the suffering that both of them had felt so far.

But only a few steps, Alia's footsteps then stopped right at the gate of the workshop. There Alia saw her brother was happy with Ardan at this time, making Alia then stunned as if slapped that it was true only she had been suffering all along.

"It turns out to be true said Mama, I won't be as happy as Allea. Me and Allea are two different things, as heaven and earth the distance between me and Allea is very far." alia said in a soft tone while stroking the area of her chest that felt throbbing when she saw the scene before her.

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