Alia (Are you okay?)

Sacrificing back

Alia Residence

After the Bazaar, Alia decided to return to her home, for Alia maybe the house is a suitable place to spill all the heartache she experienced when knowing a fact that Fabian would propose to Shila, while the feeling all this time was just clapping one hand and not reciprocated by Fabian.

Alia stepped into the house with shaky footsteps and a deep feeling of heartbreak, the atmosphere of the afternoon looked lonely because the brother was in the workshop owned by Ardan. Well maybe this is one of the reasons why Alia chose to go home and confine herself at home, at least for the next few hours Allea will not know that she is sad at this time.

Alia stepped her feet towards the room, closed the room door slowly and then leaned back there while closing her eyes long enough as if to withstand the turmoil of feelings in her heart.

A drop of tears fell back down her cheeks, slowly her body just falling to the floor with tears streaming down.

Alia closed her mouth tightly even though her tears kept coming down so cascading her cheeks.

"You fool Al.. hiks hiks...you are stupid... because you consider Fabian's kindness all this time as love.you are stupid.." said Alia while lamenting her stupidity. "That prophecy only pityes you no more, why do you still wish?" alia said again with a sigh of restraining her cries.

Alia's feelings were so broken that her tears kept flowing without her asking even once.

In the moment when the sense of disintegration attacked his heart so deeply, it was faint that Alia was like seeing the figure of her mother standing before him while laughing happily as if laughing at the state of Alia who was being destroyed at this moment.

I told you not to dream of surpassing your sister! I gave birth to you just to be your brother's guard, not to match him....

Someone like you doesn't deserve anything more than Allea!

Haha

The mockery that came out of Tiara's mouth further added to the feeling of turmoil in Alia soaring high like kerosene added to a small fire, making Alia's heart more hurt and sick.

Alia who saw the shadow of Tiara became more and more so made hurt, until she unconsciously got up and took a vase of flowers on the nightstand then threw it towards Tiara quite strongly.

Prangs....

The vase thrown by Alia broke and scattered to the floor of her room. Alia who saw the vase broke then only realized that the figure of her mother was just a hallucination.

Alia who knew this, then immediately crouched down and closed her ears tightly while closing her eyes.

"I have a right to be happy. I have a right to be happy.

**

Meanwhile, after returning from Bazar like Alia who went straight home, Fabian then drove his car towards the main mansion.

Arriving there Fabian then parked his car with the origin and then immediately entered into the search for Arsa's whereabouts.

"Ma.." call Fabian while circulating a look for Arsa's whereabouts.

In her embrace the middle-aged woman from behind while burying her face on the mother's shoulder. Arsa who does not know what is certainly surprised and almost screams if he does not smell the fragrance of Fabian's perfume which is imprinted on his sense of smell.

"Tumben you're going home Bi?" asked Arsa while gently rubbing Fabian's hair which is now leaning on his shoulders.

"Can I be selfish ma?" asked Fabian in a hoarse tone, making Arsa then stop the movement of his hand and then try to take off the tight embrace of his son but was held by Fabian.

"Don't look at me ma, just leave it like this for a moment." said Fabian without wanting Arsa to change position.

Arsa who got the request then let out a long breath.

"In fact, we are not allowed to be selfish. But while you're happy, you're suggesting that you act selfish, huh?" said Arsa tried to find the middle point of Fabian's problem even though he did not know about the problems that were being faced by his son.

Fabian let out a long sigh, to be honest Arsa's words just now made Fabian's little heart feel a little relieved. Only, could it be that the ego could still be fought for at this time?

Fabian took off his embrace slowly without saying a word, making Arsa then frowned confused about the reaction shown by Fabian, shouldn't Fabian be happy?

"It looks like it's too late ma.." said Fabian in a soft tone but can still be heard by Arsa.

"What do you mean?" asked Arsa confusedly.

Fabian who heard this then smiled and shook his head slowly.

"Thank you very much for lifting the burden a little Fabian ma. I went first ma.." said Fabian then about to step away but stopped because Arsa's speech just now.

"Does this have anything to do with Shila?" said Arsa guessed the hell that then made Fabian step stopped. "If you don't want the engagement just let go of Bi, I'm sure papa will understand" Arsa said again as if understanding Fabian's heartbreak.

"That's impossible ma, papa will probably understand... But Shila? Shila will die if not together with Fabian." said Fabian in a sad tone but able to make Arsa surprised when he heard it.

"What do you mean Bi?" ask Arsa again.

"I'm sure you already know how Shila is, Shila wouldn't be able to live if it wasn't with me. Thanks for the advice ma but I think maybe this is the best path I have to take even though it might feel very heavy later." said Fabian then passed away leaving Arsa with a million question marks on her head.

"Bi.. wait a minute, son.." cried Arsa tried to call his son but Fabian continued his steps.

For Fabian enough already Arsa knows until here, Fabian does not want to re-add the burden of the middle-aged woman's mind. Just hearing Arsa's soft voice made Fabian's heart a little calmer.

In the end Fabian stepped away and left Arsa who was still always staring at his son's back until it disappeared from his sight.

"Why do you have to sacrifice again, son? this is really unfair to you." said Arsa with a soft bead eyes staring at the departure of Fabian from there.

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