Alia (Are you okay?)

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Silence for a moment until then...

"Al... What do you think of the engagement?" said Fabian arrived who then made Alia choke to cough with surprise after hearing Fabian's words just now.

Uhuk uhuk...

Fabian who saw Alia choking then patted Alia's shoulder slowly, hoping it could help Alia reduce coughing due to choking on drinking water just now.

"Drink slowly and don't rush." said Fabian, continuing to pat Alia on the shoulder slowly.

Alia is currently really feeling hot cold, in her heart Alia really did not think that Fabian would invite her to get engaged, but last night she thought Fabian would only express love to her. I don't know why just hearing it made Alie's heart beat so fast.

Alia's face now looks red until Fabian who thought it was the effect of Alia choking just now and began to look worried to Alia.

"Are you okay Al?" asked Fabian in a worried tone.

"I'm fine.I'm calm hahaha" he said with a crisp laugh. "No need to worry you can continue your speech just now" said Alia later while continuing to regulate the rhythm of her heart that is already irregular.

Fabian who heard Alia's words just now then let out a long sigh. I don't know why he hesitated about the sentence he was going to say to Alia.

"I... I just want to ask what do you think of the engagement?" repeat Fabian again this time with a soft tone.

Alia who heard that then felt very happy because the reality exceeded her expectations and thoughts yesterday.

"Em engagement huh? I don't think it's bad. Aren't we just as mature as we are to take a more serious step?" alia said with an expanding smile thinking that Fabian would get her engaged.

Fabian who heard that again let out a long sigh then took out a ring box from his pocket slowly.

"Oh my Good!" alia cried out in excitement when she saw Fabian open a ring box containing a beautiful diamond ring that glittered in her eyes.

Alia even now looks very nervous, unbeknownst to Fabian since earlier Alia began to stretch her fingers ready to receive the ring coiled on her finger.

"Do you think this ring is suitable for Shila?" asked Fabian then who then made a smile on Alia's face slowly the land looks began to recede and changed with a confused look staring at Fabian.

"Me and Shila have been friends for a long time, I think now is the right time for me to propose to her" Fabian said with a smile forced to look happy in front of Alia.

Alia who heard Fabian's words just like in a lightning bolt in broad daylight, her dream really must end here. The engagement Fabian spoke of was not for him but for Shila. Then why does it feel so painful?

"Emm good." said Alia with a vibrating tone, but as much as possible Alia could hold that Fabian did not know.

Fabian who knows Alia is disappointed in his words, then tries to be ordinary. With a fake smile Fabian then put on a cheerful face right when he heard the answer from Alia just now.

"Heem.." said Alia while nodding as if agreeing with Fabian's words just now.

Alia clasped tightly onto her dress hoping it was able to slightly alleviate the turmoil in her heart. But in fact, as strong as his hand grip still could not reduce the pain in his heart.

Both of them returned to silence as if they would be lonely in the midst of crowded visitors in the Bazar area. Both Alia and Fabian seemed to be drifting to bear the disappointment of each of them who was now eating away at their hearts.

Alia bit her lower lip so as not to sob so that it was heard by Fabian, while Fabian stared at the ring box in his hand with glassy but silent eye beads.

"I'm sorry.." said Fabian inwardly when he saw Alia's sad face.

Until then Alia who was no longer able to act was seen starting to rise from her seat.

"Emm Bi. I think I should go home first. There's something I need to buy for Lea's sister. We just split up here, thanks for today." alia said with a tone that restrained her sobs.

"Let me drive you" said Fabian to rise to his feet but was prevented by Alia.

"No need... no need to Bi.. isn't this a weekend? today would certainly be very suitable to apply for Shila? go I support you." said Alia with an forced smile.

"But Al.." said Fabian but choked when he saw Alia's smiling face but with glassy eyes.

"Not what..go away..spirit! let me know if Shila has accepted the proposal." said Alia. "See you again Bi.." said Alia again as she waved her hand at Fabian and then passed away.

Alia's tears that can not be held anymore, then immediately freefall right when she turned around the body. Her lips trembled withstanding her sobs so as not to come out. In the crowd of people who passed by, Alia shed her tears profusely while continuing to walk away from Fabian who until now still stared at Alia's back until it disappeared from his sight.

Two people who love each other are separated without a word of love they say before the word farewell. No one dared to shout their wounds when circumstances forced them to no longer be together.

Alia left with a million loves for Fabian, hem said that even Alia had not had time to say to Fabian earlier, but she had already got a fact that broke her heart to pieces.

**

Alia's departure makes Fabian realize so stupid he always put others first rather than his own feelings.

Fabian even now condemned his stupidity many times, but unfortunately only by condemning his stupidity alone will not bring Alia back to him.

Alia's back was now no longer visible in his view, making Fabian then throw with annoyed mineral water in his hands just like that.

"Hate me Al. Hate me until the love in your heart no longer hurts. I am a foolish man who cannot put forward the ego and prefers the interests of others above mine. Hate me Al. Hate me." said Fabian inwardly with tears streaming down his cheeks silently.

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