Alia (Are you okay?)

The end of an Alia

"You.. you're a murderer!" peek Arsa while staring intently at Alia, making everyone who was there was immediately shocked when he heard Arsa's words just now.

Some people who saw a hard slap landed on Alia's cheek, just silent and surprised by Arsa's actions just now. Alia fell silent and lowered her head without even holding her cheek which was hot from the slap from Arsa.

Arsa pulls Alia's shirt repeatedly making Alia move and almost fall, but Alia tries to stay upright and support her body, so that Arsa can vent all her emotions to her. Alia was silent and remained silent even though Arsa hit her chest area several times Alia still chose to be quiet. Arsa wept bitterly while continuing to pull Alia's shirt and also hit Alia's chest, until after several times did so then Arsa slumped down and was immediately caught by Alia.

"Give me back my son. huhuhu give Fabian back... Fabian.." said Arsa with a sobbing cry made Alia immediately hugged Arsa's body tightly.

"I'm sorry.pardon me.." said Alia continuously with a sobbing tone while hugging Arsa's body tightly.

The scenery was so stifling, making some of the mourners who were there also washed into the cries of the two. Ardan who had just driven Allea into the car was about to stop his mother's actions, but when her mother's anger turned into an expression of deep loss in Alia's arms, she was forced to stop her, make Ardan undo his intentions and give both of them space to share stories.

Zayan, who saw his wife like that, then asked the mourners to go home first and give space to the nuclear family to shed their emotions.

Only after several nurses left the funeral, Zayan stepped closer to Arsa and Alia then grabbed her body and prepared to carry it.

"Ar take Alia home safely, papa and mama home first" said Zayan, holding his now fragile body.

"Yes pa, papa heart" said Ardan who then replied Zayan with a nod of his head and then passed away from there with Arsa with him.

Seeing Zayan leave from there, Ardan then helped Alia rise from her position and began to lead her towards the car to go home.

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One year later

Today is exactly one knows of Fabian's death, Alia who was serving customers is seen staring at the white rose with a dreamy gaze imagining her memories with Fabian when Fabian was alive.

"Mother I want this flower, can you please arrange it?" said one of the buyers who stepped foot closer to where Alia was.

There was no response from Alia because she was daydreaming while looking at the white rose, which made the buyer then frowned confusedly because Alia had just been silent without responding to his words.

"Mbak.. mbak.. hello.." said the buyer again who then immediately disperse the reverie Alia.

"Eh yes sorry...why mbak?" alia said later.

"I want that flower, can you please arrange it?" the buyer repeated his request.

Hearing the customer's request, Alia immediately stepped foot and made the order. Until a few minutes struggling with the flowers requested by the buyer then Alia gave the buyer's order that was completed.

After the buyer's departure from her shop, Alia sits herself limp in the cashier's seat. Fabian's departure really leaves a deep wound on Alia's heart, Alia never forgets the incident where the bomb explosion at the airport at that time claimed the life of someone she loved. There is no moving on or getting up in the dictionary of Alia because all Alia has done for the past year is to move on and nothing more.

Alia let out a long sigh and then rose from her position, taking a stalk of white roses with her small bag, today Alia chose to close her shop early on the day of Fabian's death.

Alia stepped her feet slowly on the shoulder of the road, for some reason today Alia does not want to ride public transportation or the like. Alia chose to walk and take off her weight slowly along her footsteps that walked down the road at that time.

The notification sound from her phone began to be heard in Alia's ear, making Alia then immediately take the phone in her bag and look at her cellphone screen.

Al don't forget today there will be an annual memory of Fabian's death, come to Al's house...

A short message from Ardan was written clearly on the screen of his phone, making Alia then sighed with length when she saw a short message from Ardan.

"How could I set foot in Zayan's residence when I was the cause of his youngest son's death, I felt like I didn't deserve to be treated well by them, they are too kind to me who deserves to be called a killer" said Alia softly as she continued to move her legs along the shoulder of the road.

Alia stopped her footsteps when she reached a huge bridge that stretched as wide as her eyes could see. Alia stood on the edge of the bridge and looked towards the river with a blank look. His mind drifted away imagining memories after memories he had shared with Fabian. Although it has been a year, but Alia is still not used to the departure of Fabian who left him suddenly.

Alia lowered her head and cried sobbing in remembrance of her every memory together with Fabian, Alia even rubbed her tears violently as she felt her tears continue to go down without her asking for the least.

Fabian's smile that was recorded clearly in his mind really left a deep wound for Alia.

Alia, are you okay?

Fabian's words last time that time, recorded clearly in his memory when the fact that it was Fabian's car that hit his parents' car was revealed to the surface.

Alia cried again with sobbing when the word came back to her mind without her asking for it.

"I'm not okay Bi. do you know that I'm very tormented here. I really can't live like this...." alia said as she sobbed with tears soaking down her cheeks.

Until then a thought that Alia had never thought of before, then rounded her determination to do so. Slowly but surely Alia started to climb up to the bridge barrier while closing her eyes for a while then opening them slowly.

"Ma.. I've managed to give Mr. Allea happiness, now.let me get happiness ma.." said Alia for the last time.

Byur......

Alia's body freefall slid down and into the swift flow of the river at that time, for Alia the responsibility is now complete, the task given by both parents to deliver Allea to happiness, has now been realized and it is time for Alia to invite her happiness, even though the road through Alia is wrong, Alia said, but for him it was a happy ending than he had to endure the endless sadness after Fabian's departure from his life.

...The End's...