Afraid to Widow

Chapter XI (Jihan Orianthie)

1 Day before me and Gisel went on a retaliatory mission.

I went back to the room. Thankfully, Ammar has returned home. He looked at me in wonder.

"Well, where are you from? How messy? Abis nangis huh? Who hurt you?" tanyanya.

"Ask to yourself."

Ammar raised his thick eyebrows to the left. "meaning?"

“You why didn't you tell me from the beginning that you love Mbak Gisel? Your actions not only hurt my heart, but also damaged my friendship with Ms. Gisel. Hurts our parents and makes our child broken home!”

Clear details just flowed from my eyes. Angry, hate, sick, melted into one. I can accept the fact that he doesn't love me, cutie, more than his hobby. However, I can't accept it if there is another woman filling the recesses of her heart. That woman is Gisel. Moreover, he married me for the sake of being close to Mbak Gisel.

"I'm sorry, not honest from the start. Once our son is born, I will divorce you so that you will not be more hurt to live with me." Ammar.

"S**t. Could it be that you want to divorce me after what you did to me is so heartbreaking!" My anger went up to the crown.

"Keep what do you want? I'm ready to take anything from you. Please, don't tell Mom and Dad first."

I'm shaking. Don't know what to do. I ran from the room. Then to Gisel's room. It seems that I must accept the offer of a revenge mission.

...***...

Ammar is asleep. Even though we are going to divorce, for now we are still not separated from the bed. I put a pillow on the head of the bed. I couldn't sleep earlier. Full mind. Maybe this is the right time to run a revenge mission, I did the task of posting the stars to the green platform. Damn, I didn't find an idea.

I finally asked Ms. Gisel via WA.

 

Me : Ma'am, what's the birth plot? I have not found this idea.

Sister Gisel: Write a girl with a guy in one office. The girl top guy. Guys marry their bosses for treasure. The girl agreed for personal gain. They marry contracts. Uh, apparently the jerk guy can't hold the wedding commitment. The rest and title is up to you.

Me : Want a full romance or a mix of other genres?

Ma'am Gisel: I think the romance is full

Me: Setting the place, what character?

Ma'am Gisel: Yogyakarta. The character is up to you anyway, as long as it is not too far from me and Sahrial.

 

What is Gisel and Sahrial's marriage like? I wanted to ask you directly, but not delicious. Be, I wrote the script. Chapters 1.

30 Minutes to write 1030 words. I posted to the green platform group. I'll give you the title Two Widows. Do not forget to enter the frills of 'real story' Just waiting for the admin confirmation. Can be viral like Layangan Break up, right?

...***...

Honeymoon to Bali failed miserably. Now you go home to a new home. The parents were shocked because they came home quickly, I reasoned that stomach pain should go home.

Now I'm told bedrest by Mama. I'm not even going to play gadgets. I open the group *** and Tiktok Mbak Gisel. View and who likes our posts can be counted using the finger. Not until 10 anyway. Should you be sad or happy?

Htc .. Tok ..

I heard knocking on the door.

"Open up. It's not locked."

Door opens. Ammar came home from school. His face was angry. Surely at school has been a scene video posted by Mbak Gisel.

"Is this you?" He thrust HP containing video Tiktok Mbak Gisel.

Her face flushed. "Fortunately everyone in my school doesn't have Tiktok. They don't know this video. What do you want anyway? You want me to lose my job? Why do make open household disgrace in sosmed gini. Norak. Inget, open disgrace is like eating a carcass of your own brother. Especially the disgrace of the husband. There's a hadith.”

“Suami kayak how was the disgrace kept tight by the wife? A husband who marries his wife for inheritance? A husband who loves another woman and who widows his best friend? Prophet Muhammad SAW highly glorify wife. You as ustaz, should know better than me!” I said in a high tone as well.

“You may be angry and hate me, but you must remember I am still your husband and your son's father. If I lose my job how do I make our son? Think there dong!"

"What if our parents see this video? Are you ready to see them crying because they feel like they failed? Not to mention that the video will be the eternal digital footprint that our children will watch. Worse if this video spread, the father and pesantren will be bullied netijen. Not only did you destroy my career, but also the pesantren career that you have built for decades!"

He talks long x high x wide. I just bowed. Feeling guilty. *t. Why not think there? Is it because it has incited anger so short-thinking? I should've seen Gisel again. I want to end this revenge mission.

I'm WA Mama Gisel.

 

Ms. Gisel, lunch hour we met at Lesehan Serba Enak near the office of AT Press yes. I have something to talk about. It matters!

? ik?Suddenly my stomach hurt amazingly. “Aw.”

Mas Ammar glanced at me. “Why you? Want to take it to the hospital?”

I opened my hand. “Neventless. I think I just need to stay at Mama's house first. We need to introspect each other first. If I stay here continue in our condition equally emotional, there I can miscarry.”

“If Mama is suspicious about our problem how?”

“You are calm. I won't tell you about our household problems to Mama.” 

 

...***...

Lesehan Serba Enak is famous in Yogyakarta. Sells a variety of Javanese cuisine. Besides being good, the price fits in the bag. Gisel's mother came first.

"You want what pesen?"

"What a hell. Just don't get sick."

"Mbak, double swipe ya. Drink two iced teas."

"Ready, Neng."

The food has not yet come. I also told him what was on my mind.

"Sir, I want to withdraw from this revenge mission."

Mbak Gisel glared. "Loh, why try? I can't dong. We've started, so it has to be done well. Don't half-gini."

I had guessed. He's gonna nag. Gisel's character likes to nag. What does not fit his will.

"I was last night with Ammar. I also feel guilty for exposing his disgrace to social media. He is still my husband and his father my son. If he's fired, he can't give me my son a living."

Gisel tepok. "Geez, you're so innocent. That's Ammar doang's trick. Her good name is not ruined. Not because of that, you forget the hurt of his actions. Come on dong, so girls don't be weak brittle suck and just let's get hurt by guys."

He started to pump again. Damn, I was incited again. "How do you think dong?"

"Hmmm .. ntar I think another way deh. A more calm way. Let everything be safely under control. How's it?"

"Yes, I've arranged it."

Again I can't refuse Gisel. Looks like my evil side is in revolt and still wants to teach Ammar a lesson. I don't know why this is so.