A Waiting (Letting Off Single)

I've Always Been There For You

After they all came out and the door was closed. Rili's cry instantly broke. "Yes..." The tears fell hard.

"Yes, I know how you feel." Alvin went up on the brangkar, he grabbed the body that was shaking from the sobs into his arms.

"Mas, I'm sorry I can't defend our future son." Rili drowned her face in Alvin's chest. He's getting sobbing. He feels so guilty.

"This is the way, baby. We have to be sincere. Although I'm actually also very sad, even I feel like I failed to take care of you." Alvin rubbed Rili's hair gently. Her front t-shirt now felt wet from Rili's tears. Seeing Rili's sadness like this, his chest was like something. Moreover, Alvin knew not only Rili's heart was sick but also his body.

"It's not Mas Alvin's fault. I can't be careful."

"Udah, we don't have to regret what happened." Alvin several times shrunk his tears so as not to drip past his cheeks. "You may cry tonight but tomorrow I won't see you crying again."

The crying of Rili became. He sobbed in Alvin's arms. This was the first time in his life to feel this deep sadness and loss.

Alvin kissed Rili's head a few times. He rubbed Rili's back to calm down a little. "When I can, I want to be able to replace everything you feel. I know right now not only your heart is hurting but your body is also."

Until a few minutes the sound of sobs Rili gradually subsided. He was tired of crying.

"Later we'll definitely get in exchange, baby. And, I'm willing to feel everything you feel while pregnant if you get pregnant again."

Rili looked up a little at Alvin. "Could be? Don't tell me that. I was happy to feel my pregnancy yesterday even if it was only two months. I feel like a perfect woman."

"Hopefully. I love you more than anything. I'm willing to do everything just so you're happy." One warm kiss landed on Rili's forehead.

Rili was calmer than before. "Yes..." Rili again drowned his face in the chest of Alvin's field. "I'm actually scared..."

"Fear what?"

"So I had asked the doctor why my womb could be weak, and said the doctor was indeed from my uterus so the next pregnancy would also be at risk of experiencing the same thing."

Actually Alvin has understood that since the first time Rili check the content. "Don't be afraid, the next time we can be more careful and later I will definitely take care of you."

"But if..."

"Ssttt, don't think about anything." Alvin further tightened his embrace, giving warmth that could make the heart calm.

"Alvin's mom can cry too?"

"Because I love you so much. I don't want to see you sick. I don't want to see you sad."

"I love Alvin too."

Alvin was a little relieved because Rili had stopped crying, even he had started to talk a lot.

At the door were two mothers peeping at them. The door opened a little to see what was happening.

Lisa was crying. It is true, said her husband, from earlier Rili was holding back her crying.

"Mommy has it?"

Lisa fell into her husband's arms. "Pity of Rili, Pi. Right said Papi he was crying again. He doesn't want us to know his sadness."

"Kan Rili has always tried to be strong in front of us from the past. Just the same Alvin he can pour out all his grief."

"It's a good thing that Alvin loves Rili, Pi."

Ms. Gita was also filled, she also occasionally wiped her tears.

"Rasya, if you want to go home first don't papa. Tomorrow you leave for the honeymoon," said Papi Rizal.

"Yes Pi, we go home first."

Rasya and Dira go home first. Meanwhile, Alvin and Rili's parents were still chatting in the hospital hallway.

...***...

Alvin didn't take his arms off Rili all night. Rili who was fast asleep from tired of crying, until the sun showed his light, he had not yet opened his eyes.

Unlike Alvin, he can't sleep all night. He continued to look after Rili and provide comfort, even though his hands felt sore because Rili pillow made overnight.

Until the nurse came in that morning and checked on Rili.

"Yes," Alvin tries to pull his hand from Rili's head but can't.

Alvin's movements make Rili wake up.

"Sister, I'll go down first."

Rili slightly raised his head so that Alvin could take off his hand.

Alvin is now standing on the side of Rili's gurney watching the sisters check her blood pressure.

"In the stomach no longer hurt?"

Rili shook his head. "When can we go home?" ask Rili.

"Later in the afternoon we will be able to go home. But still can't be active for two days huh."

Rili nodded his head.

After the examination, the nurse came out.

"Mas, I'm going to the bathroom."

"Look, I'm fat."

Rili sat down slowly. "I can do it myself, Mom."

"No papa," Alvin grabbed Rili's body and carried her to the bathroom. "Would you like to take a shower?"

"Yes, I didn't shower yesterday afternoon just on the lap."

Alvin laughed seductively at Rili. "Scented pantes."

"Ih, Mom."

"I'll get you a change of clothes first."

"Yes, it's."

Alvin is out taking clothes while Rili continues her desire to urinate, after which she washes herself.

A little while later Alvin came in already carrying toiletries and full clothes Rili who was sent overnight by Lela.

"Here I help." Alvin hangs Rili's clothes first then he starts helping his wife clean up.

"Mas, I'm ashamed. Let me alone, it's still out..."

"Why is my husband ashamed? I'm also playing for you like this." Alvin painstakingly washed Rili's body clean and fragrant. He also dried all of Rili's skin, after which he helped her put on her clothes.

"Mas, I don't have a papa. Until I put on my kayak gini."

"Coz you are my wife, my love, my everything."

Rili laughed, her husband was always able to comfort her.

"Udah scented, it's beautiful," Alvin again raised Rili's body to take her out of the bathroom.

He put Rili down on the cage. "Dandam first let's not be pale."

"Bring make up."

"Bring dong, Ma'am Lela is the best. Pouch your make up." Alvin handed over the bag of makeup that Rili usually carries everywhere. While himself now began to comb Rili's hair.

"Bath first. I can comb it myself."

"Yes, just a moment. Here, your hair is tangled."

They could already joke around with each other to dispel the sadness in their hearts.