A Waiting (Letting Off Single)

A Complicated Love

"We try to live as a girlfriend. But if Kak Rasya now wants to be a player, yes I stop here."

The night wind that blows on their bodies does not dampen the eyes of Nana. He was waiting for the decision from someone with an ice-cold heart. Even if it's just a false hope.

Rasya thought for a moment. Does he have to lie to his own feelings?

"Yes, let's just try. We started our relationship from dating." Rasya finally revealed his decision. "Let's go in, I'll take you home."

Nana smiled a little and then she got back in the car.

Moments later, Rasya's car drove back. He let out a long sigh, was his decision this time right? Having a relationship with someone he does not love.

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Fandi's car stopped in front of Dira's house. Dira just fell silent, I don't know what the girl is thinking right now.

"Why you?" asked Fandi while tidying up Dira's slightly messy hair.

Dira just shook his head.

"Ra, aren't you happy with me?" A single long sigh rang out at the end of his question.

Dira just looked into Fandi's eyes. He himself did not know, whether he was happy with Fandi or not.

"Ra, we've been together since childhood. I was so happy when I found out that I was betrothed to you. Are you happy with this match?"

For Dira, Fandi already considered like his own brother. Actually between happy and not. "I... Yes, I can finally be the same Kak Fandi and this is also the wish of the late Mama Icha that I can not refuse."

Fandi looked at Dira's face. Actually he can catch the look of that compulsion. But, as a man he decided to be a little selfish. Maybe one day Dira will really love him.

Fandi kisses Dira's cheeks briefly. "I'm still waiting for you to say love to me."

Dira was flabbergasted for a moment staring at Fandi's sincere smile. Love?? So far Dira has never reciprocated the expression of love from Fandi.

"But I'm sure that someday you will repay my love. Most importantly, I have you." Fandi gets out of the car followed by Dira. They entered the house and were immediately greeted by Dira's parents.

"Go in first, Fan?"

Fandi smiles. "Tomorrow om, aunt. Oiya, maybe in two weeks my parents will be here talking about engagement."

"I'll excuse you, Om, it's night." Fandi said goodbye to both of Dira's parents.

After Fandi's departure, Dira walks into her room followed by her mother.

"Ra," called Mama Karin while sitting next to Dira.

"Yes, Ma."

"Are you seriously willing to accept this match?" mama asked Karin because she could catch the doubt on her daughter's face.

"How else Ma. This has been a message from the late Mama Icha," replied Dira slowly as she lowered her gaze.

"If you don't want to, let's cancel this match."

Dira shook his head slowly and leaned his head on the shoulder of the mother. "I don't want Fandi to be disappointed. She's been so good with me, Ma."

"But Mama doesn't want to see you sad like this. Other than this matchmaking, what do you really think? Rasiah?"

Dira immediately raised his head and looked at his mother's face. "Where do you know about Rasya?"

Mama Karin smiled slightly as she rubbed Dira's hair. "Bara once told Mama that you had met Rasya when you were still in SD. You see Dara is the laziest when out of the house."

"Yes, but that's just the past."

"Past time? Mama just understood, why Rasya used to love Dara so much, because he considers Dara is you. While Dara himself, he used to love Alvin."

Mama Karin let out a long breath. "Let's know why your love story is so complicated. But one suggestion Mama, you must be honest. Don't lie to yourself. Yes already, you are now resting huh, it's night."

Mama Karin stood up and came out of Dira's room, who did not forget to close the door.

Now Dira stood up and walked to the study table and sat down and picked up a book. There is a photo inside. He looked at the photo with a small smile. If only time could turn back.

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