A Waiting (Letting Off Single)

A Waiting (Letting Off Single)
Heart Pain Again



"So the data entry handling the new project is stored in drive G...." Rasya painstakingly explained all the locations of the data entry in the secretary's work computer. He slightly bowed while holding the mouse. While Dira, he sat while staring at the computer screen.


"If anyone doesn't understand, you just ask. Don't hesitate. It just so happens that today there is no schedule to meet the client."


"I-yes sir." Dira raised his head, his eyes now rubbed with Rasya. The cheeks that had been blushing red were getting red. Really a position that makes others misunderstand when seeing their closeness.


"Geeh!!" one deheman finally gave that look.


Rasya straightened his body and saw Nana who was standing in the doorway while carrying a bundle of report papers.


"Sir Rasya's employee pay slip report."


Rasya walked up to Nana. Then he took the report that was in Nana's hands. "Yes, thank you," Rasya said as he walked towards his room.


Nana is now walking closer to Dira. He looked at Dira from toe to toe, completely the exact same as Dira.


He now pulled out a plastic chair and sat down near Dira.


Dira just smiled and greeted Nana.


"So, are you really Dara's twin?" nana asked again.


"Yes, Mother."


"Don't call Ma'am, we're the same age. My name is Nana, I used to go to school with Dara."


Dira nodded in understanding. "O, yes."


"But even if your face is the same as Dara, we cannot approach Mr. Rasya. He's my crush. Inget it!!"


Dira just smiled while nodding his head.


"What are you doing here?" ask Doni who just came out of Rasya's room.


"Sir papa. Just want to know." Nana stood up and walked out of the secretary's room.


"Don't mix personal affairs with office affairs," the circus Doni directly.


Nana just sneered while passing Doni.


"You don't get hooked on Nana. He's like that."


"Yes Brother. It's okay."


...***...


Rasya continued to flip through the sheets of the files that were in front of him. His mind was not focused on work. I don't know, why just close to Dira his chest keeps pounding. His smile and the look in his eyes really reminded him of his first encounter with Dara.


At lunchtime, she exits her room intending to see Dira. Not looking but intending to take Dira to lunch together.


"Dira have you had lunch?" ask him pleasantries.


"Yes, this is going to eat sir." looks like Dira is taking out his lunch box.


"Not join the others?" ask Rasya again.


"No sir, just stay here."


Rasya returned to his room and then a while later he entered Dira's room while carrying his box.


Yes, despite being a leader of the company but the provision of Mami remains number one. "May I eat here?"


"Yes sir, please." Although Dira was actually quite hesitant with the presence of Rasya who suddenly joined the meal beside him, but he could not refuse it. The first was because he was the boss, the second because there was something that could not be expressed in words.


"I don't think Mr. Rasya who is a big boss but brings food supplies from home. I guess I used to have lunch at the restaurant."


Rasya smiled slightly. This is Dira, always able to melt the atmosphere. It seemed like she was indeed very different from the introverted Dara.


"Yes, no papa, right? Healthier food from home. My mother always prepared lunch for me."


"Yes not papa. Same damn. I also prefer to eat out instead of eating out. More wasteful. Yes sir, the mother-mother theory to save."


Rasya smile. Just two days ago he met Dira, his life seemed to have a new spirit.


They were still chatting until the break was over.


Dira shook his head. "So I was escorted by Papa. Since Dara's accident, Mama hasn't gotten me to bring my own motor."


"Yes already if that is later." not finished Rasya continued his sentence there was an emergency call from Doni.


"Sir Rasya, there is a problem in Pak Agus' project."


"Why?" Rasya stood up immediately. "I live first ya." after that Rasya followed the steps of Doni to his room.


Dira just smiled a little. He packed a box of supplies Rasya who had been empty.


If only Rasya knew...


...***...


Rasya smiled slightly looking at Dira who was standing near the parking lot. That afternoon, when the sun began to emit its rays.


Rasya put his foot closer. But only two steps did he undo his intentions. He stopped and returned to his doubts.


Take together? Naw? Take together? Naw?


Just want to take him home Rasya already gerogi. Even he seemed to be struggling with his own thoughts.


Come on Rasya, if not now when else?


Rasya finally steadied his footsteps approaching. "Ra," called him who made Dira now look at him.


"Yes, Sir?"


"Who are you going home with?"


"Here, I'm waiting..."


"More..." A well-built man wearing a shirt and blazer waved at Dira as he walked over. "Sorry to be stuck, have you waited a long time?"


Rasya could only stare at the arrival of the man who was as if moving slowed down. His gaze and smile on Dira were clearly different. But that's not the only thing that surprised him.


As the man looked at Rasya, a smile grew even more. "Rasya, how are you?" they embraced for a moment, like someone who had not met for a long time.


"Fandy. I'm kind. You yourself how are you? When did you come here?"


"good too. Just this month. This is your company?" Fandi circulated his gaze looking around Rasya's office.


"Yes." Yeah."


"Well, great. You were always great."


Rasya laughed heartily. Remarkable? But in love he is very weak.


"Oiya, so you work in Rasya's office? You didn't say?" Fandi now looked at Dira who was just standing around.


"Kan, Brother Fandi didn't ask. I also didn't know that you knew each other."


Fandi smiled sweetly then rubbed the top of Dira's head. It was a romantic but very tragic thing in Rasya's heart.


"When I was in college in America, Rasya was one of my best friends." A little Fandi story on Dira. "Alvin how are you? I haven't seen his latest video on youtube."


"She's busy taking care of her cafe right now. Didn't know you knew each other, it turns out that the earth is narrow." Rasya Laughter. False laughter to cover all the turmoil of his heart.


"Yes, Dira's my fiancee." Fandi grabbed Dira's shoulder even though Dira was still staring stiffly. There was no longer even a voice.


Dira my future fiancee.


Although the sentence had already passed through his eardrum, it was still as if it sounded over and over again that increasingly stuck sharp thorns in his heart.


"Well, we'll talk sometime. We ate at Alvin's cafe all meeting kangen."


"Okay, next time." Rasya still smiled blandly. Although his feelings have been used to getting hurt, but this time he looked at the two backs that were increasingly away without willingness.


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