a secret feeling

a secret feeling
Episode 7's



arriving at the canteen Erin and the others had already ordered their food including food for Karin and Fadil.karin who had just come who was followed by Fadil directly sat down without a word


"udh sorted out" asked Ami who made everyone turn to Karin and Fadil


"emm what the hell is not right" replied Karin who was nodded by Fadil


"it is good that we have eaten Yo" I asked


"gowww"


after we finished eating we rushed to the field while Fadil and Andre first to the class because they were called by the basketball coach.Erin, nifa,Ami and Karin sat on the edge of the room while looking at the children who were warming up


"eh Rin you why do diem Mulu" asked ami, indeed after Karin finished talking with Fadil to be quiet


"yes, why dong's story"sahut nifa who was influenced by me


"i wonder if love should be forced?"said Karin who makes us dumb


"that is, when love is forced, do not love something that is forced it will end not well more precisely does not run smoothly" replied Ami laughing


"iya rin love is not allowed to be forced what else you do not like her"sahut nifa


"yes, love can not be forced but if the person really likes us and udh fight for us why not try to open your heart?"ask me


"emm I want to be honest I actually like Bima but fadil?"


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why did Erin's heart ache when she heard that she was afraid to see Fadil hurt or did Bima like her too?


"ahhhhhhhhh"all gawking at the word especially me


"Rin I think you have to learn to appreciate someone's struggle what else he may have fought for you long, and now you fight for others it must be Rin's pain"I said with a heart that really wants to cry but I have to look strong in front of my friends


"well, now you make sure Bima Likes are not the same you do not let her membebaperin you doang Rin" said Ami


"yes, you better talk now to Fadil kasian he if you have to lie still"sahut nifa


"nah yes Rin do not let him hurt, you should be lucky Rin you are fought by people who really love you, many people who want to always be in your position Rin"my words made Karin bow "it was Rin Jan when I just told you"


"why am I tense, I don't mean and I'm confused by how I feel?"heed


"have already become sad gini, gpp God will love the way out kok quiet aja Rin, we will always be there for you will always encourage you and support your decision whatever it is"sahut Ami hugged Karin who was followed by me and nifa


"well" I said cut because someone came to us


"hee you guys did sit here on the sidelines again a bad cake" said Siska suddenly came and said the inappropriate


"free dong emang this roomy Nene ancestor Lo" said Ami who was no less ketus


"hhahah nga heck just shy dong you guys are not businessmen but kok sit where aja strange hhha" babble Siska accompanied by his laughter that makes the hearing of people damaged


"we are children of capable people but we are not as arrogant as you are people who are always spoiled do not want to be friends with people of different degrees, we are made of soil and will return to the ground...so what to be proud of, right!?"I said at length that made Siska laugh amusedly


"if the lecture at the mosque is not here!"he laughed and walked away


"huuuuh Nene's base!!"yelled Karin who was getting upset


"hhha your base Rin"all laughed because of his words earlier..


If patience is not enough to give birth to consciousness, perhaps losing will make the more understanding:


that the one who never gives up also has a sense of fatigue, and who continues to fight also has a reason not to survive anymore


erina